My life, as most people's, consists of many random moments dotted with a couple of planned ones. Two of the biggest of those few planned moments thus far have been my wedding to my amazing husband, Tim, in June of 2003; and the birth of my little boy, Tobias James on August 26, 2006. Besides finding my faith, those are the two biggest and most beautiful moments of my life. I have nothing to complain about, yet I still do at times. I am learning to be happy where I am, and not wasting my time trying to be like someone else. It took me a long time to get to that point. If I had large amounts of focus and drive (which I am also working on), I would spend most of my time pushing myself at the art of music. My piano, guitar, and vocal skills are lacking, compared to what they could have been. So now with all of my free time as a stay-at-home-mom, I'm trying to start spending it on music...music with a goal of pure, unadulterated, non-performance oriented worship. I enjoy it, but that's not the point. I am trying to change my frame of mind on worship to that of servanthood. I am fascinated by the word "church", and what its definition is to me, in my head. Rather than the place that makes many people cringe, it is a place of solace for me, and many times is found in a person's home with a small gathering of people. I am excited to smash every preconception that I have of most things in life. I want to know truth. The typical "high school" scene fascinates me, but I avoid it at all costs, knowing the mental and emotional damage that can erupt from that life. I am trying to learn to be open to all people, knowing that we were told that LOVE is the greatest of all things, and we must show it to everyone: enemies, friends, strangers, sick, downtrodden, rejected....because thinking that we are any different is the pride that will come before our fall.
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