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About Me

Who I am is not who I will be, and it is far, far removed from who I was. My plans for the future are bright where they used to be invisible. I can see clearly now, and I am no longer staring through glass that may or may not have (but definitely) blurred my perceptions and caused me to be an unkempt, sorry excuse for a being living on this diseased Earth. I have grown to accept the fact that I am but a single small sample of something much larger, but I am willing now to accept responsibility for my actions and take on a new form. My outlook was once shrouded in darkness, and covered in despair. By the grace of God, I truly believe that my life will take on a new shape in these coming months that will be fantastic.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I've met tons, I haven't met even more, and I'd like to meet them all, but time would escape me.

My Blog

I bid.

I bid: Fear not, my love, my dear.The worst is yet to come.And dread does stir within my soulFor all who hath not knownSo it has been, and it will beBut shan't forevermore.The trouble bound with this ...
Posted by on Wed, 29 Apr 2009 20:36:00 GMT

Sleepytime Tea.

I want to hear you scream.I want you to beg for mercy.  I want you to kneel in front of me, dribbling..Little oozes coming from your lips, screaming "I'm sorry. Please forgive me."And I want to d...
Posted by on Tue, 06 Jan 2009 04:27:00 GMT

Torn from manuscript.

I've decided to transpose some writings from a notebook I received in rehab... I wrote these things down in the comfort of my inpatient bed, and for some reason this evening I thought I would like to ...
Posted by on Fri, 26 Dec 2008 04:14:00 GMT

Truly revamped.

I have come to understand a great number of things recently.  I will begin with a scripture that I have found in my readings pertains to me and my current situation.Within chapter 1, verses 7 thr...
Posted by on Sun, 14 Dec 2008 11:20:00 GMT

Everything will change... (ooOOooOOOoooo)

I am looking straight down at the black and slimy and the rearranged. The dissassociated and the forms of the intermediate. I have been knighted as some sort of intermediary, is what has happened. Not...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Nov 2008 05:22:00 GMT

Sufficed.

A conflict compromiseA combat enterpriseThe north, the red, the mediteranneanMy eyes are stretching to view the conclusionWhen will we all see?As I walk along the paved chaos,Every rock and pebble str...
Posted by on Wed, 07 May 2008 23:18:00 GMT

This phrase:

"Quid Pro Quo"  applies to every situation in human life.
Posted by on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 19:00:00 GMT

Tool.

You’re a tool. I am enjoying this music here, sirrsssss.
Posted by on Mon, 17 Mar 2008 02:13:00 GMT

Breaking Glass.

As time and events fluctuate and juxtapose, waves peak and crash and come ashore, white and bristly.  Picture: every little pitiful parcel, that is: every grain of sand being broken apart from it...
Posted by on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 06:54:00 GMT

e.e.

may i feel said he (i'll squeal said she just once said he) it's fun said she   (may i touch said he how much said she a lot said he) why not said she   (let's go said he not too far said sh...
Posted by on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 09:15:00 GMT