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† The Abysmal King [In Love w/Chryshta{4-23-07}

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About Me

My name is Justin Walters.
I am a lightning strike upon the face of humanity.
I am the Vanguard of your destruction.
I am the most passionate and intense person that you shall ever meet.
My soul burns with a passion that can never be extinguished.
I see beauty in all things that are dark and sinister.
I have the ability to make despair and hatred into something magnificent and beautiful.
I shall make you question all you believe.
I love just as passionately as I despise.
And despite how dark and pessimistic I may seem, I have more hope in humanity than any other person I have ever met. I see the true potential of mankind, and I will be the one to help make that potential realized.
I am not cynical or sinister because I have lost hope in life, I am cynical and sinister because I choose to be. Because in order for one to grow, one must grow like a great tree, in order to reach heights never before realized, one must go down just as far as they go up. One must decend into the abyss in order to ascend to the heights.
I am chaos in essence. I have far too much chaos within me for nearly anyone to understand me fully, for I do not even understand myself at times. And yet "One must still have chaos in oneself to be able to give birth to a dancing star."

My Interests

Thinking, Dreaming, Writing, Philosophy, Theology, Symbolism, Art with Depth in it(of all forms as long as it's meaningful), basically anything with at least some meaning/originality.

INTJ -"Mastermind". Introverted intellectual with a preference for finding certainty. A builder of systems and the applier of theoretical models. 2.1% of total population. Free Jung Personality Test(similar to Myers-Briggs/MBTI)

I'd like to meet:

I've already met her.

??Chryshta Marie Lorman??
She is the woman of my dreams.
She is everything to me.
She is my Queen.
She is my soulmate.
Everything about her is [perfect].
I will marry this woman one day.
I am maddly in love with this girl.
And I will always love her.
Our love shall never fade.

Your Power Color Is Indigo
At Your Highest:

You are on a fast track to success - and others believe in you.

At Your Lowest:

You require a lot of attention and praise.

In Love:

You sometimes see people as how you want them to be, not as how they are.

How You're Attractive:

You're dramatic flair makes others see you as mysterious and romantic.

Your Eternal Question:

"Does This Work Into My Future Plans?" What's Your Power Color?

"The individual has always had to struggle to keep from being overwhelmed by the tribe. If you try it, you will be lonely often, and sometimes frightened. But no price is too high to pay for the privilege of owning yourself."
-Friedrich Nietzsche

Music:

A Perfect Circle, Arch Enemy, At the Gates, Audioslave, Breaking Benjamin, Chevelle, Children Of Bodom, Children Of The Anachronistic Dynasty, Daft Punk, Dimmu Borgir, Disturbed, Gorillaz, Iron Madien, Incubus, Infected Mushroom, KoRn, Leftover Crack, Machine Head, Marilyn Manson, Mars Volta, Mayhem, Misfits, Mnemic, Muse, Nightwish, Nine Inch Nails, Nirvana, Powerman 5000, Pink Floyd, Pucifer, Radiohead, Rage Against The Machine, Rammstein, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Reel Big Fish, Satyricon, Slipknot, Smashing Pumpkins, Static-X, Sublime, System Of A Down, The Unquiet Void, TooL (My favorite band). Ill add more as I think of them

Movies:

There are so many, Ill just list my 5 favorite movies

1. Donnie Darko

2. Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas

3. The Usual Suspects

4. Fight Club

5. Kiss Kiss Bang Bang

not to mention most Quintin Terrentino movies, and all the Dawn Of The Dead series. And a ton of others, that it would take hours to list.

Television:

Family Guy, South Park, The Venture Brothers, The Daily Show, Scrubs, Law And Order: SVU, Heroes, blah blah blah...most tv is pretty damn boring though...and it fries your brain.

Books:

my favorite book right now is either The Devil You Know, or Thus Spoke Zarathustra, they're both such incredible books. More of my favorite books include Lucifer's Hammer, Fear And Loathing In Las Vegas, Slaughterhouse Five, Angels and Demons, Anything by Friedrich Nietzsche...the list could go on forever.

Heroes:

Maynard James Keenan, Marilyn Manson, Friedrich Nietzsche, Hunter S. Thompson, Chet Zar

My Blog

I don’t want this...

I'm tired of this. I'm tired of having to prove myself to people. I don't want to have to live a life in which I am always having to do what people dictate. I'm tired of the people around me constantl...
Posted by The Abysmal King [In Love w/Chryshta{4-23-07} on Tue, 27 Nov 2007 07:34:00 PST

The Original Forgotten Son

He walks aloneIn the shadow of nightHe has no homeAnd must keep out of sightHe wears a small chainWrapped around his left handTo always remember That he has been bannedFrom the heavens aboveAnd the wo...
Posted by The Abysmal King [In Love w/Chryshta{4-23-07} on Wed, 31 Oct 2007 11:18:00 PST

Miserable Wretch

All this pain All this horribly disgusting loneliness This wretched feeling of emptyness All of it Is a rather beautiful thing It is beautiful in it's imperfection and it's deformity. I despise it Yet...
Posted by The Abysmal King [In Love w/Chryshta{4-23-07} on Mon, 29 Oct 2007 10:15:00 PST

Absolutely fucking amazing

I no longer have a car.I was in a massive fucking wreck on saturday night, my car is totaled.I've probably told most of you about the wreck already, but I realized something today.Had the car turned i...
Posted by The Abysmal King [In Love w/Chryshta{4-23-07} on Tue, 23 Oct 2007 07:26:00 PST

Hokay

So I have an interview tomorrow at 1 at office max!   Hell yes!
Posted by The Abysmal King [In Love w/Chryshta{4-23-07} on Fri, 19 Oct 2007 06:50:00 PST

Thoughts on the blog I posted yesterday

Hokay, so my last blog said I'd be taking a break from society. Well, I changed my mind, I really don't think I'll even have to do that. At most I'll end up taking a day or two off for myself, but not...
Posted by The Abysmal King [In Love w/Chryshta{4-23-07} on Tue, 16 Oct 2007 12:28:00 PST

Well

I have decided, in the future, I will have to start taking time off from society and people in general. You could call them a sabbatical of sorts. I need to start taking time to just be completely alo...
Posted by The Abysmal King [In Love w/Chryshta{4-23-07} on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 11:05:00 PST

It has finally gone too far.

I just did a search for "Justin" to see how long it would take me to get back to my myspace (yes I'm fucking bored, so sue me), and all I see is "Justin Timberlake's music blah blah blah, I'm a stupid...
Posted by The Abysmal King [In Love w/Chryshta{4-23-07} on Wed, 08 Aug 2007 02:17:00 PST

Craaaaash

I got in a fucking car wreck today.While on the freeway, on my way to Sounds Of The Underground with my girlfriend Veronnica, and of course, after all the shit we went through to get the fucking ticke...
Posted by The Abysmal King [In Love w/Chryshta{4-23-07} on Sun, 05 Aug 2007 10:06:00 PST

(s)AINT

(s)AINT - Marilyn MansonI don't care if your world is ending todayBecause I wasn't invited to it anywayYou said I tasted famous, so I drew you a heartBut now I'm not an artist I'm a fucking work of ar...
Posted by The Abysmal King [In Love w/Chryshta{4-23-07} on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 06:03:00 PST