i'm crazy. i'm silly. i'm funny. i'm serious. i'm sensitive. i'm cute. i'm brave. i'm girly. i'm one of the boys. i'm sweet. i'm naughty. i'm annoying. i'm stoic. i'm emotional. i'm opinionated. i'm a dreamer. i'm creative. i'm fun! i'm shy. i'm random. i'm engaged!
i'm the kinda girl who will burst out laughing because of something that happened the day before or even years before. i'm the kind of girl you can hear from miles away. the kind that if you're sad, it's her job to make you happy. the kind of girl who keeps messing up & saying "oops sorry!" i trip over everything. i'm such a klutz. i get so mad at the simplest things, but gets over them really quickly. i'm also the girl who holds everything back. if you ask me what's wrong, i'll just lie & smile saying "oh nothing." i'm not everything i wish i could be, but i'm everything i need to be. i'm just me. and i like it like that. am i perfect? no. my hair doesn't always stay in place & i'm pretty clumsy. my loved ones & i sometimes fight & some days nothing goes right. but when i think about it & take a step back, i remember how blessed i am & amazing life truly is & that maybe, just maybe, i like being imperfect.
imperfection is beauty. madness is genius. and it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring. and when it comes down to it, i let them think what they want. if they care enough to bother with what i do, then i'm already better than them.
/v(i)-vien/ - pronounced VIV-ee-en. It is of Latin origin, and its meaning is "lively". An ancient personal name; a saint's name. The name has been common only since the 19th century. In Malory's "Morte d'Arthur", Vivien was the Lady of the Lake and also the enchantress of Merlin. Though not linguistically related, Vivian has been used as an English version of the Irish Gaelic name Bebhinn.