Writing stories, poetry, drawing, art-related type stuff, IMing, listening and/or singing music, sleeping, staying up late doing nothing, and TV sometimes.
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I'd like to meet:
"Our hearts were connected by the wire of love flowing through the veins in our blood"
Koneko...
My life has just been mediocre, average and boring before I met you. In a way it still is at home but when I talk to you everything turns great. You're the light that I see that strives and takes everything in me. But you leaving for your work, the dark is left back in me now. It's so hard, draining and I've even had many breakdowns at school because of you and how much I really truly do miss you and it's just heart-breaking to me, but even more it's the gathering of all things. Whether you still love me, if things will happen, if I will finally see you and be in your arms like I've always wanted to, if this and we are really real and not just something left in the imagination of happening, if our love is so strong that it truly will stretch over to the farthest seas even if we don't see each other now. I've been thinking a lot and I've thought about people I have been in relationships with and how they went, how things were, and also about people I have talked to in the past that have just became that; in the past. No longer there. They just moved on with their own lives. Found things better and actually started living their life, I guess. I just don't want you to be my distant memory. I want you here and I want to feel your love back so bad. I can't share things with you now because it's somewhat impossible and you know how much I hate saying that word. But I don't know whether to refresh myself from what I've gone through and completely renew myself and my way of living or to hang on to what I think is still there. I love you so much and I know this but if I never see you or even talk to you again, then what's the point in loving you? I've already told someone this; I can't even move on myself. I can't imagine ever doing that to you. You're too precious to me, hun. I believe our love will live forever, which I really hope it does but still I'm hanging on no matter how much it hurts. Hopefully my optimistic mind will still contain all that hope, dreaming and everything else to still be waiting and living for. I'm already living for you. You've told me I'm what is keeping you alive and I think that just passes onto and through me too to be able to feel the same way by that. I love you very deeply and you are the only one I can express everything to...I love you so much, Koneko darling; Some things just have to come true so in a way I will wait for my life to actually begin with you. I miss you.
♥ Love, Your Panda.
..¤..Lifehouse - Everything..¤.. (Final Fantasy VIII)
Something to live for or look forward to? It doesn't matter; it's everything.
Pain is Love? ...or Tough Love???
..¤..Lifehouse - Take Me Away..¤.. (One Tree Hill)
Is it always a fairytale and perfect ending, or is that how the love you share together is supposed to feel?
Music:
12012, AFI, Aiden, Alice Nine, American Hi-Fi, Anberlin, Antic Cafe, Avenged Sevenfold, Audioslave, Ayabie, Ayumi Hamasaki, Barefoot, Blood, Blue October, Bon Jovi, Breaking Benjamin, Bryan Adams, Candy Spooky Theater, Chris Isaak, Cold, Course Of Nature, Crossfade, Daigo Stardust, D'espairsRay, Dir en grey, Disturbed, Drowning Pool, Downtown Singapore, Endo, Frou Frou, Fuel, Gackt, Gavin DeGraw, Gazette, Godsmack, Goo Goo Dolls, Hawthorne Heights, Hinder, Howie Day, Hundred Reasons, Hurt, INXS, Jem, Kra, Lifehouse, Mask, Mika Nakashima, Moi Dix Mois, Motion City Soundtrack, Nickelback, Nightmare, Nirvana, Panic! At The Disco, Psycho Le Cemu, Relient K, Rob Zombie, Savage Garden, Seether, SID, Skillet, Snow Patrol, Sound Garden, Spoken, Staind, Switchfoot, t.A.T.u., The Fray, The All American Rejects, The Killers, The Pillows, The Rasmus, Three Days Grace, The Vines, Thornley, Tonic, Train, Vanessa Mae, Vertical Horizon, Waking Ashland, Yellowcard, Youjeen, 3 Doors Down, and many more!
Movies:
When Angels Fall,
Man Of The Year,I am sam,The Covenant,Pretty Woman,Saw,Saw II,Saw III,Cabin Fever,Bride Of Chucky,White Noise,Pirates of the Carribean,Billy Madison,Hardball,Wrong Turn,War of the Worlds,The Longest Yard,Friday Night Lights,Varsity Blues,Gone in 60 Seconds,Face Off,Into The Blue
Television:
One Tree Hill,
Grey's Anatomy,CSI
Books:
Fallen Angels,Roses are Red,
Violets are Blue
Heroes:
Koneko,
Oni,Kuino,My Dad,My Sister,Brother Jimmy
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