I can’t believe that a year has come and gone since we have spoken. I miss you and think about you a lot. I always wonder how you are doing and if you ever think of me too. I can’t really play the song “Warrior Spirit†Without getting sad. It reminds me of you. As much as it hurts my soul, I never want to forget you. You were one person who has touched me deeply and I will take it with me where ever I go. You will be my best friend regardless if you are with me or not. Maybe someday our paths will cross again, but only if you Desire it too. Hopefully the sun is as bright as you want it to be and happiness surrounds you. I thought you might like this picture :)
I wanted to do something that may or may not connect with anyone who comes to my page. I made this video in hopes that people would understand me more by watching me tell my story. I debated on posting this as I didn't want to feel judged, but here I am anyway... I am not exactly a camera person either and as you can see no written script!
A song that touches my soul deeply..
About me.. I am a mom to two beautiful little girls...Needless to say they keep me busy!
I have spent a lot of time out at sea watching the whales I have become so passionate about. I have traveled the world in search of different places to go to see as many whales species as I possibly could. I want to see the day when every whale, dolphin, and seal are protected from harm...My dream job would actually be a skipper's mate on a whale watching charter boat....I know, odd for most. But, I would give anything to spend my days watching whales.
I have been a long time supporter of SSCS (12 years now) and firmly believe in all they do. Paul Watson is a hero of mine and I know without a doubt, that without him our oceans would be spotless and no whales in site. How scary is that thought?
I am very opinionated, well spoken, and blunt! I don't have the time for narrow-minded people. They piss me off. I really don't care if you like me or disapprove of my page. Myspace is called "myspace" for that reason...I can do with it as I see fit and will not justify myself to anyone passing through looking to argue.
I am against whaling of any form. I am against the Japanese whalers illegally hunting down any whale that crosses their paths....
The people of the Faroe Islands are extremely sick!! These people thrive off of gutting whales alive for FUN! They chase Pilot whales into a bay and start stabbed them to death...This bloodbath massacre is so violent that the waters turn red from bleeding whales thrashing around and listening to their family members cries for help...Very disheartening.
I disagree with the Inuit’s of Alaska hunting the bowheaded whales too. I see no mercy in harpooning a whale to death.
The Makah people of Neah Bay, Washington suck too! Ohhh, I'm sure there are a few "decent" people in that tribe, but yet they sit silently and watch as they now hold the record for the longest, most painful death of any whale to ever die at the hands of man......Can you imagine your death taking 15 hours to die from harpoons being embedded in your flesh, high caliber rifles shots all over you....thrashing around looking for an escape from this horrific pain inflicted on you? The only crime committed here was the gray whale entering the waters of Neah Bay, Wa...ohhhh their ancestors must be so proud of them!
The list goes on and on! It never ends. Take a look at the Candian Seal slaughter....very disturbing!!!
These babies are less than 10 days old and violently clubbed to death every year! look at the picture...does it bother you? do you still want to wear her pelt?
No living soul should ever have to experience this upon their deaths! Canada should be so ashamed...notice the crushed skull..Wow.....this poor baby must have suffered a great deal before taking its last breath.
Please, if you care about the future generation of marine wildlife…sign on to WWW.SEASHEPHERD.ORG and learn how you can help fight for A safe passing for our whales, dolphins, seals, and sharks.
************************************************** A personal favorite of mine....A day the darkness turned into light! ***************************************************
****************************************************In loving Memory of Amy Billington..... My personal dedication to you my friend.....I miss you!!
My Dearest Amy,
I can only hope you are at peace now. I really miss you and feel like a piece of me is missing. You and I shared so many laughs together and spent hours chatting on messenger about anything! I can't stop thinking about you. My heart bleeds knowing I wasn't able to pull you from this darkness. You left me a message a few hours before you left us and I feel so guilty for not being here to answer you....would it had made a difference? I don't know!!!!
I wanted to come see you today/tomorrow and share the moments when you were laid to rest....but I am scared Amy. I am afraid to see you that way when we never met face to face. I wanted the memories of you to be the happy, perverted ones rather than the sad images of everyone mourning our beautiful Amy. I know its selfish of me, but I really didn't think I could handle it. You were one of my best friends...I just wish I could have told you how special you were. I only hope that you looking down on me can feel the love I have for you. I will always remember you...
I miss you Amy!!
I love you..
Rebecca
There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without but have to let go. ~Author Unknown
If tears could build a stairway, And memories a lane, I'd walk right up to Heaven And bring you home again.
Perhaps they are not the stars, but rather openings in Heaven where the love of our lost ones pours through and shines down upon us to let us know they are happy.
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