Cody

"I used to care a lot about what people thought of me then I learned I definitely can't please everyone. Some people will like you, and some people will hate you. But I really don't care either way. Im not losing sleep over it"If you get a chance, take it.If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said that it'd be easy. They just promised it would be worth it.Before you start reading this I suggest you find a comfortable chair, bed, floor, closet, cabinet, hole... Anywhere to sit - 'cause it'll take a while.I'm probably not the way you would THINK I am. I'm Normal. I'm Special. I'm Interesting. I'm Different. I'm nobody. I'm somebody. I'm somebody's nobody. I'm nobody's somebody. I'm everything you want to be. I'm nothing at the same time. I'm everything you hate. You often hate what you don't know/understand. I'm everything you dont understand.I can be the quietest person you'll ever meet, then again I can be the most outgoing person you'll ever meet.I will say that I don't treat everyone equally, but for good reason. If I have someone in my life or if someone crosses my path that is a complete CUNT to me, I am not gonna treat them with respect because THEY DONT DESERVE IT. I will treat you the way you treat me, it's only fair. I'm willing to give people a second chance. But there will be no, and I repeat - NO, third chances. Fuck up once and with good reason I might be willing to give you a second chance. Fuck up a second time then thats it. If you're smart enough, you wouldn't do what you did the first, or second time!I'm a patient person with SOME things, but usually i'm so impatient that it becomes aggravating. I hate waiting. I can't stand still. But I am good listener. People often say that I'm easy to talk to. I'm the type of person that you could walk up to and I'll just start talking as if I know you. I'm not as shy as I appear to be. Except in some cases...I am. Put me in a situation where I don't feel comfortable, and you'll get the shy me, put me in a place where its like being at home, you'll get the outgoing me. One-on-one, i'm outgoing. Put me with a group (that I dont know) then I'm shy and quiet. I have a huge fear of public speaking. I'm not just gonna randomly ignore someone and brush them off and walk away so if you ever see me, don't be afraid to come say hi. BUT if you push my buttons then I probably will snap and tell you to get fucked :)I am VERY Random. I'm used to the crazy looks I often get. I'm used to it all. It keeps me young. People often think I'm weird because of it. I AM weird. I'm so abnormal, I'm normal. I am Easily Distracted. I am Stubborn. It would be REALLY hard for someone not to like me. I can touch you in ways you have never felt before. Laughter is my way of life.With time you will find that I am a very sarcastic person . Sarcasm itself is great! Given the chance, I'll make you weep at your own stupidity. Its especially good when somebody says something stupid - chances are common sense isn't their friend so that's when you should step in.People often take my sarcasm as being rude or mean. Im not. Its just how I am. I tend to tease people with my sarcasm. Just suck it up. You'll learn to love it with time.I'm a child at heart. Some people love it, others think i'm crazy. Others choose to stare and act as if they're better than you - it's only 'cause they don't know how to have fun anymore and just woke up one day and chose to be bitter until they die.One thing everyone needs to know is that 68% of my friends are girls. And if someone is going to be in my life, they need to understand that and deal with it. I will not give up my friends or the people who I'm close to for anyone or anything! ?There's nothing worse than someone with no personality. I'm sarcastic so you have to be able to keep up. Be yourself, don't attempt to be something or someone you're not.I HATE cockiness! There's a VERY fine line between being confident and being cocky, just know your limits. People who are judgemental. I HATE liars. I despise deceitfulness. Granted everybody lies (If you say you dont, then youre lying), but dont be a compulsive liar. You cross the line the second that every word that comes out of your mouth is complete bullshit. But now, as im getting older and learning, I'm starting to become less of a pushover. fuck people. If I can't do what you want, then find someone else who will, or better yet DO IT YOURSELF. I'm done doing things for other people instead of myself. People cannot rely on me to do everything forever because I won't always be here. I guess after doing that for so long, now people expect it, and they become assholes because I don't do it for them anymore. Its a bitter pill to swallow but it has to go down.All my life I've waited for that one girl who makes me feel like I'm actually a person, rather than the guy with a body..or a big bag of cash. Maybe it was not waiting, but removing my head from my ass. A girl will place signs in the begining she is fucked up!After reading this, you're probably thinking "this guy talks a lot about himself", I really don't (but also keep in mind this is your "about me" section, so you're SUPPOSED to talk about yourself. I wrote this as detailed as possible that way I won't get emails asking me to describe myself (which I hate), because after all, everything about me could be summed up in the paragraphs above. Thanks for reading.. Those were 10 minutes of your life you'll never get back. Have a nice day myspacers :)Trust your own instincts no matter what people might say about you, no matter what criticism or what negativity might come your way for just being who you are, just be yourself.Myspace Graphics
Myspace LayoutsPeople only get one chance with me... its ok to forget about me but when im gone & i forget about you dont come crawling back to me cause i'll look at you as if your someone i NEVER even knew.Believe in yourself, and the rest will fall into place. Have faith in your own abilities, work hard and there is nothing you cannot accomplish.As we grow up, We learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down, probably will. You will have your heart broken , probably more than once, and it's harder everytime. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing so fast.. So. Love like you've never been hurt because every minute you spend mad or upset is a minute of happiness that you'll never get back... Myspace Graphics
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Life and death, energy and peace. If I stop today it was still worth it. Even the terrible mistakes that I made and would have unmade if I could. The pains that have burned me and scarred my soul, it was worth it, for having been allowed to walk where I've walked, which was to hell on earth, heaven on earth, back again, into, under, far in between, through it, and above.You can only push a girl away for so long untill she walks out of your life on her own so be careful and make sure this is what you want because once she turns around.. she isnt coming back."People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.”Grief Can Take Care Of Itself But To Get The True Value Of Happiness You Must Have Someone To Share It WithOne body. Respect It. One mind. Feed it. One life... ROCK IT!