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About Me

if you don't like the truth, you should stop asking questions. wo zai xue zhong lian
This profile is best viewed in Mozilla Firefox on a high resolution monitor.
Otherwise, it looks funkay.Labels!I agree with the use of labels to describe certain facets of my personality, in order to help you understand who I am a little better, without a full psychological diagnosis. Keh? Keh. There are some labels I'm not going to add, because they're not necessary or because I don't use them myself. (If you were to ask me "Are you goth?" I would say yes, because it's easier than saying "Goth is an accurate description of one facet of my personality, but because of the fact that it is only one facet, and not one of the more important ones, I do not consider myself to be a goth." See?)I'm a Gnostic Christian/Luciferian/Pagan/Maltheist [Note: I am not a satanist , nor do I believe in any such being as "The Devil."] I am a surrealist , a feminist, a pacifist and consequently a very subtle iconoclast , a patriotic American who can't fucking stand that idiot George Bush, a "practicing homosexual," an omnivore, a conservative modern primitive, a grammar nazi and an odd sort of obsessive-compulsive perfectionist; in most cases, instead of doing things over and over to get them right, if I don't think I can do it right the first time, I won't.
I like quotes. A lot. This explains why I have so many of them...everywhere.
Other stuff I like can be found elsewhere in my profile.
This little bit is included so I can say at least I tried: If there's anything that you can't find here that you want to know about me, ask.I won't bite,
unless you ask me to.I play piano . I think I'm pretty good... Not as good as I'd like to be, but I get better with time. I've been playing since I was 12... about 6 years. I've never had lessons.... I might be better if I had. Maybe. I don't know.
Supposedly, I sing well, which is good, because I like singing. I plan on making a career out of music. Supposedly I make good music. (I'm a musical genius.) You can check out my music through some big pretty links down below.
[Click Here to see what I listen to.] I fucking hate PETA.
Things I Dislike
Sexism (In my opinion the worst and most common of all prejudices)
Being told what or how I think or feel
Deceit
Malice
When people refer to songs as "pieces"
People who can't tell the difference between facts and opinions
People I Want To Die
Fred Phelps
Ann Coulter
Ingrid Newkirk
QUOTES I, Jesus, have sent my angel to give you this testimony for the churches. I am the Root and the Offspring of David, and the bright Morning Star
--Jesus
Revelation 22:16, NIV
The sound of my breath comes to me, a disembodied gasping, as if it's someone else breathing.
--Margaret Atwood,
Cat's Eye
I had a friend once he took some acid
Now he thinks he's a fire engine
It's okay until he pisses on your lighter
Kinda smells kinda cool
kinda funny, anywaysatan, satan, satan...I had a friend once he took some ecstasy
Tried to marry me and every one in the room
He was sort of loving, kinda caring,
kinda tried to fuck my lazy boy
It got a bit messy all over the curtains,
arm chair covers, throw pillows, and carpeting
I'm getting bored again...
--Tool,
The Gaping Lotus Experience
I'm not asking you to believe in me.
Boy, I think you're confused,
I'm not Persephone.
Foam can be dangerous
With tape across my mouth.
Those things you do,
I never asked you how.Line me up in single file
With all your Grievances.
Stare but I can taste you're still
Alive below the waste.
Ripples come and ripples go
And ripple back to me
--Tori Amos,
Pandora's Aquarium
No pornography exploits women.
It exploits men.
It’s the men that are made to look stupid, silly and ridiculous, chasing after the golden elixir.
Women look beautiful, do what they wanna do and get paid for it.
--Lydia Lunch
You say you love me, but not quite yet
--Red Lorry Yellow Lorry,
Talk About the Weather
Oscar Wilde: The only thing I can't resist is temptation. - I am not young enough to know everything. - Hard work is the refuge of those who have nothing whatever to do. - Religions die when they are proven to be true. Science is the record of dead religions. - I love to talk about nothing. It's the only thing I know anything about. --Oscar Wilde
Show me a Memory
And that's what I'll long to be.
Please don't ask for more of me
For Memory is all I'll be.
--Miranda Sex Garden,
Peep Show
Sanity is a valuable possession.
I hoarde it the way people once hoarded money.
I save it, so I will have enough,
when the time comes.
--Margaret Atwood,
The Handmaid's Tale
Finger deep within the borderline
Show me that you love me and that we belong together.
Relax, turn around and take my hand
--Tool,
Stinkfist
We are one
alone
and only
and we love you who are one
alone
and only.
--Ayn Rand,
Anthem
It's an old game, my love
When you can't have me, you want me
Because you know that you're not risking anything
Intimacy is when we're in the same place
At the same time
Dealing honestly with how we feel
And who we really are.That's what grown-ups do.
--Cocteau Twins
Half-Gifts
Why should I mind a little pain
if it gives me endless pleasure ?
--Edmund Spenser
Sonnet 26
We accept the love we think we deserve.
--Stephen Chbosky,
The Perks of Being a Wallflower
It seems things are vindictive to a distinct desire
to observe such, heal such,
behave such that makes this hard for me.
I'm not real and I deny,
I won't heal unless I cry
I can't grieve, so I won't grow,
I won't heal 'til I let it go.
--Cocteau Twins,
Know Who You Are At Every Age
You've claimed all this time that you would die for me.
Why then are you so surprised when you hear your own Eulogy ?
--Tool,
Eulogy
Shadows are real, people are fake
Nothing is absolute
A century ago, you were not you and I was not me
Melancholy is real, tears are fake
From the beginning there was no end
A century from now, there will be no you and there will be no me
--Faye Wong
Century of LonelinessDon't let the Devil fool you, he's only a demon in the sack.
(Image stolen from the Satanic Hamster Dance. )
Schrein, Killust, attentiongettingdevice , Xvirus

My Interests


Languages
There are four things in life that are currently particularly important to me. They are: Mind
Body
Light
Sound.

If you don't understand...
...It's really your loss. Sorry, or whatever :)Besides English, I speak (well enough to have a conversation, in order from best to worst)RomânaCastellano / EspañolNederlandsLietuviu (very difficult, and I really don't speak it well.)
I want to learn (in almost no particular order, except the first few)PortuguêsFrançaisItaliano (maybe, not sure yet)SlovenšcinaCatalà???????????????????????

I'd like to meet:

Countries and specific cities I want to see:* Timişoara, Romania* Bucureşti, Romania* Cluj-Napoca, Romania* Constanţa, Romania* Chişinău, Moldova* Vilnius, Lithuania* São Paulo, Brazil* Amsterdam, Netherlands* Leiden, Netherlands* Barcelona, Spain* Madrid, Spain* Lisbon, Portugal* Israel* Slovenia* Armenia* Azerbaijan* Italy* Greece

Music:

Tool
Swans' Great Annihilator
Joy Division

Movies:

Inland Empire
Session 9

Television:

South Park

Books:

Margaret Atwood

Heroes:

Not all are heroes, some are just idols: people I look up to because they excel at something. For instance, I know very little about Carl McCoy other than he writes great lyrics and I love his voice, when he's not trying to sing-sing. lol MUSICIANS AND SINGERS:Tori Amos
Aziza Mustafa Zadeh
Faye Wong
Ayumi Hamasaki
Bjork Guthmundsdottir
Yundi Li
Valentina Lisitsa
Maynard James Keenan
[Tool/A Perfect Circle]
Monica Richards
[Faith and the Muse/Strange Boutique]
Mana
[Malice Mizer/Moi Dix Mois]
Amanda Palmer
[The Dresden Dolls]
nivek Ogre
[Skinny Puppy]
Andrew Eldritch
[The Sisters of Mercy]
Siouxsie Sioux
[Siouxsie and the Banshees]
Elizabeth Fraser
[Cocteau Twins]
Carl McCoy
[Fields of the Nephilim]
Jello Biafra
[Dead Kennedys]
DM
[the missing:]
Claire Voyant
{Victoria Lloyd,
Ben Fargen,
Chris Ross}

Dir en grey
{Kaoru Niikura,
Kyo Niimura,
Die Ando,
Shinya Terachi,
Toshiya Hara}

WRITERS:Margaret Atwood
Oscar Wilde
ARTISTS:Salvador Dali
Leonardo Da Vinci
Maurits Cornelius Escher
OTHERS: Motherfuckin' Kyle
Explanation required: This is the coolest fucking person alive. I wish he was gay. So much. So much. :(Jesus of Nazareth
Mary Magdalene
Lilith
Lucifer
Judas Iscariot
Adam and Eve
Angelina Jolie
Ellen Degeneres
George Carlin
Margaret Cho
Kathy Griffin
Violette Szabo
Gothic Miss Manners

My Blog

Lol I havent posted a blog in a while, eh? Quote

Science is facts; just as houses are made of stones, so is science made of facts; but a pile of stones is not a house and a collection of facts is not necessarily science. - Henri Poincare...
Posted by ¤¿ Ÿ½µ¹Á¿ £¿Å on Wed, 28 Nov 2007 03:09:00 PST

Best dream I’ve had in a long time

That I was trying to save a town/the world (not sure which, really). These people were like.... doing this weird shit to people where they got really hot and dried out and then turned into peanuts. I ...
Posted by ¤¿ Ÿ½µ¹Á¿ £¿Å on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 05:21:00 PST

Nice quote

The nice part about being a pessimist is that you are constantly being either proven right or pleasantly surprised. - George F. Will
Posted by ¤¿ Ÿ½µ¹Á¿ £¿Å on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 02:41:00 PST

Naked Lunch

I started reading William S. Burroughs' Naked Lunch this morning. It's interesting. Heh.
Posted by ¤¿ Ÿ½µ¹Á¿ £¿Å on Sat, 26 May 2007 10:16:00 PST

Finally

Finally finished the Robber Bride. It only took me, what, a month? Jesus.   Hopefully I'll be getting my next tattooooo tomorrow. Yee
Posted by ¤¿ Ÿ½µ¹Á¿ £¿Å on Wed, 16 May 2007 10:31:00 PST

Today

I haven't posted in a while, have I? Uh, anyway. Still reading the Robber Bride. I'm posting to say that I love Black Cherry by Goldfrapp. Basically. Yay!
Posted by ¤¿ Ÿ½µ¹Á¿ £¿Å on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 09:05:00 PST

The Robber Bride

Finished Surfacing a while ago, so I started The Robber Bride a few minutes ago. Just finished the preface/prologue thing. It was very interesting. Well, it flowed. Whatever. lolSurfacing wasn't bad, ...
Posted by ¤¿ Ÿ½µ¹Á¿ £¿Å on Sat, 07 Apr 2007 02:07:00 PST

Surfacing

Finished The Blind Assassin the other day. The last 40 pages were full of fucking bombshells. OMG NO WAY.OMG NO WAY.OMGZ NO FUCKING WAY, JESUS OMGThat sort of thing. It was badass. I'm reading Surfaci...
Posted by ¤¿ Ÿ½µ¹Á¿ £¿Å on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 03:47:00 PST

The Blind Assassin

I've been reading voraciously since the beginning of the year, and by yesterday I'd come to a point where I just couldn't read another paragraph that wasn't great.Thank God for Margaret Atwood.I recen...
Posted by ¤¿ Ÿ½µ¹Á¿ £¿Å on Fri, 23 Mar 2007 01:28:00 PST

Lacrima in Incendio

I translated Massive Attack's "Teardrop" into Latin for my future cover. I'm very proud of myself. Ego te habeo.LACRIMAamo verbum estamo verbum fallendum estpennae in spiritu meomomentum placidumme qu...
Posted by ¤¿ Ÿ½µ¹Á¿ £¿Å on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 03:51:00 PST