I can't believe that I am about to admit very personal and vulnerable things about myself but it's eating me alive. See I have a guy friend that I am seeing, I love him like crazy even though he doesn't feel the same about me. And the reason he never will or at least in this lifetime share my emotions is because he is married to my friend. And yes before you judge me, you hafta understand that by the time I knew they were involved as boyfriend and girlfriend, I had already fallen head over heels. It doesn't make it right to still be the other woman but just because the woman he's with is my friend, doesn't make it any easier to let go either. There are so many times that I think to walk away but I can't voice that out loud because I fear he will give me what I only want partly. I'm a single woman but I commit myself to this dude so hard that no one occupies my cold ass bed because my sheets stay on stand by for him. How foolish am I? I ask myself that too but sometimes Love Knows NO Boundaries and you just can't prevent yourself from doing thangs you wouldn't do if you weren't emotionally attached. I have no idea how this will end. I'm pretty certain I will get the short end of the stick as do virtually all mistress when they're battling the misses. And being aware of my possible losses, I still hold on to the fact that maybe I might win. Who knows? And as silly as my love may be, I'm smart enough to know that what's done in the dark, eventually comes to light. I'm not that eager to find out what happens then but if you want to see how this love triangle pans out, see for yourself at www.mahaughanireigns.com Sept 1st. Copyright © 2008 by Amethyst
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