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Truly Stressing Realization

I'm All Alone So Far Up Here... And My Oxygen's All Gone

About Me

I'm tired of living day by day. I don't want to be held back anymore by people who say they know better, or people who mask it by saying they know what we need better than what we think we know. I'm going to stand up and actually stand for something. For, myself. I'm not to be taken lightly anymore, I'm not some dweeb I was in high school. I am probably the least lame person I know. I do radio and cellular tower construction. I mean how do you beat that, You can't even begin to fathom the views I have had from 400-900 ft. in the air. I have taken in the beauty of life and nature, and I continue to do so. I have a son, and I would have never seen me as capable of taking care of a child at my age. And you know what? I'm going to do one hell of a job. Everyone's running around anymore with their heads up their ass afraid of the end of the world. What's to fear about the end of the world, you die when you die, you're not going to live forever, no one does. I don't have time to waste thinking about those things, I'm going to take myself places and quit letting the fears people try and provoke onto society, and I'm going to get my life straight, live life the way it was supposed to be, not confined by rules and scares, and flaws. everyone's in a karma coma but, I don't let shit like that phase me, I rise above that. So, all you clowns can keep fucken up your life and hide in fear forever, but I got life to experience.

My Interests

Well, to begin... I love music. Music is a gift from God to us, and it means a lot. Life is Love, and Love is Music, and Music is Life. Onwards, I used to be an agressive inline skater, but my skates are some 400 miles from here at my mom's house. I used to be pretty good too, it's all I used to do. I like going to house parties, raves, and of course concerts. I think by far the best concert I went to was the one in Omaha, NE when 311 came back for Omaha's 250 year anniveresarry and played for free at some park. That was pretty pimp. I like to go hang out with my friends and just smoke a bowl, or go on walks to nowhere in particular, just to catch a breath for a moment and get my head on straight, or if I just feel like enjoying the outdoors for a few. that's always cool. I'm a huge computer geek too, everything with computers I can pretty much do, wether it's building one or installing software and hardware, or even tweaking and editing my bios and my processor clocking speed. If I can make it faster, I'm going to find out about it and I'm going to eventually, after trying different tweaks and edits, get it to be faster. Cars, cars are the shit too, my car got stolen on Christmas Eve in 2005, so that's pretty lame. If I had an option for what car I could have though, it'd be a 1935-37 Ford Minotti.... ***DROOLS*** Yeah, that's good.

I'd like to meet:

I'm not looking to meet anyone, If I bump into some cool people here or there, I'll say hello. Otherwhise I don't go on friend adding sprees.

Music:

The Punk/Rock/Alternative

The Deftones
GlassJaw
Jimi Hendrix
Rocco DeLuca & The Burden
The Misfits
Adam And The Ants
The Vandals
Violent Femmes
Slipknot
HIM (His Infernal Majesty)
Sublime
Videodrone
Lynard Skynard
Primus
Cradle Of Thorns
Kenna
Marilyn Manson
Nine Inch Nails
Mindless Self Indulgence
Team Sleep
Queens Of The Stone Age
311
Incubus
Nirvana
Kottonmouth Kings
Noizewave
Danzig
Pink Floyd
The Doors
KoRn
The Exploited
The Urge
Zebrahead
2 Skinnee J's
Save Ferris
Gravity Kills
(hed) P.E.
Sevendust
Orgy
Modest Mouse
Coal Chamber
Taproot
TOOL
A Perfect Circle
Rage Against The Machine
System Of A Down
Beck

The Electronic/Tech-Rock/Techno

DJ Shadow
Cafe Del Mar
Lords Of Acid
Massive Attack
Jestofunk
Praga Khan
The Prodigy
The Crystal Method
The Chemical Brothers
Audio Bullys
Gorillaz
Timo Maas
John Digweed
Bad Boy Bill
Richard Humpty Vission
Ray-Munn
Infected Mushroom
Jamiroquai
Daft Punk
AK1200
)EIB( (Bad Company UK)
Ed Rush
DeaFchild #1 in da hood G
Alec Empire
DJ Hype
Black Sun Empire
Steve Lawler
Pete Tong
Smokin Jo
Loco Dice
DJ WishFM
DJ Forestgreen
Adam F
Josh Wink
Kid 606
Roni Size
Robert Oleysyk
Orbital
Autechre
DJ Bam Bam
LTJ Bukem
Dan Petrov

The Hip-Hop/Rap

Benefit
MF Doom
3-6 Mafia
Quasimoto
Madlib
Atmosphere
Gangstarr
Blackalicious
Mos Def
Inspectah Deck
Dr. Octagon
KRS One

Movies:

Requiem For A Dream
Pi
American Beauty
Lain
Ghost In The Shell
Escaflowne
K-Pax
Trainspotting
Blow
Romeo And Juliet
Good Fellas
Reservoir Dogs
Fight Club
Matrix Trilogy
Reefer Madness
Swimming Pool
Office Space
Hackers
Stark Raving Mad
Groove
V For Vendetta
Crash
Team America
Hero

Television:

Aqua Teen Hunger Force
Sealab 2021
Simpsons
Futurama
Robo-Chicken
Family Guy
Adult Swim
King of the Hill
Stupid Car Shows That Make No Sense Late At Night.
Deal or No Deal

Books:

The Universe In A Nutshell
The Art And The Devil
the Old Testament in the Bible
News
Fight Club
1984
The Revelation Series (ie... Left Behind, The Tribulation Force, Nicolae, Soul Harvest, Apollyn, Assassins etc...)

Heroes:

Superman, Batman, Spiderman