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First and foremost, I would like to tell you that I am schizophrenic with a mood disorder. It is the worst mental illness anyone can have and endure. I have been pretty paranoid in the past, which had made me stressed out a lot, and I would always end up getting physically sick as a result. And on top of that a lot of people gave me hard time because of the way I would act out because I was paranoid. I just wasn't very pleasant to be around. But all the years that I've isolated myself, and how bad people treated me, I still wake up in the morning thinking how am I going to help other people. I don't like hating people. I don't know, but I tend to think everyone on this earth suffer one way or another and that maybe sometimes in our lives we do something we are not proud of as a result. Besides that I've learned from experience that the world isn't just made up of bad and good people. It's not black and white, but rather shades of gray. We all have our faults and I tried to remember that when I tried to pass judgment on someone. So if you want to chat just add me. .."You can question my judgement! But don't question my integrity and heart!""His strength is as the strength of ten...because his heart is pure!"