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I am here for Friends

About Me

I'm not who you think I would be,
So no, I'm not a goody two shoes,
So shut up.
I like music,
Alot of rock,
Little Rap,
Falling in love Country.
You want to get in my head?
I would let you in,
But I don't want you to run away.
I go to the University of Utah
I don't know what I'm majoring in,
So don't ask.
I eat Big Macs,
Record Time is probably 2 or 3 minutes,
I love Doctor Pepper
I think I have high anxiety
I pop my knuckles,
Even my neck sometimes.
I love to write,
Which means I like English,
As long as its not Research shit.
I love to have fun.
I have respect for you,
Until you disrespect me.
I love taking pictures
And staring at photography.
I blog like crazy,
And I love to read blogs.
I could write novels based off of my dreams,
No I'm not the next Stephenie Meyer,
My dreams aren't as nice.
Don't tell me who to be.
My favorite quote:
"Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you've imagined" -Henry David Thoreau
You want to know more,
Just talk to me then.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Some one who won't use me.
Some one who won't lie to me.
Some one who will hold me.
Some one who will kiss me.
Some one who won't be with me,
Because without me they miss the feeling of being loved.
Some one who treats me special like they say I am.
Some one who will be my friend as well as a lover.
Some one who will fight for me.
I want some one who will love me without some one else in their minds.
Some one who will tell me that they love me and mean it.
Some one who will make promises they can keep

My Blog

Where do I start?

Every relationship that I had ended somewhat badly.  Maybe how things ended with Russell and I are the cleanest, and that still hurts.  It hurts really bad.  I don't regret any relationship I had.  Th...
Posted by on Thu, 03 Sep 2009 13:32:00 GMT

Failing Instincts

YesNoCan those words really mean the same thing?No YesI'm struggling, I have a footing,So why step off? YesNoI have to acceptI have to.I can't protect.I'm lost.
Posted by on Mon, 06 Jul 2009 23:05:00 GMT

My Month

Over the past month, I have done some really stupid things.  I don't regret these things because I've learned a lot from them but I do regret them, because now I have to go and suffer the consequences...
Posted by on Tue, 28 Apr 2009 12:50:00 GMT

I can finally breathe

I'm going to randomly text you.It could be something totally random,Or it could be something I really want to say to you.I'm going to twidle my thumbsWaiting for your reply. I'm going to think that ev...
Posted by on Thu, 05 Mar 2009 08:06:00 GMT

Wondering

As I lay my head down to sleep,I wonder what I my dreams are trying to tell me.What loose ties to I have to tie up?What is a good way for this book to end?I no longer fear sleep for the dreams But I'v...
Posted by on Tue, 13 Jan 2009 21:59:00 GMT

My Chris Narrative [I guess I should say To: Chris, but I'm not gonna]

I wrote this for English. She wanted us to write a memory and when she asked what I was writing about I said heartbreak.  This is one of many, but the one I wont forget.  I altered a fe...
Posted by on Wed, 19 Nov 2008 18:46:00 GMT

My Fault

Deep down, or maybe not that deep at allI feel it was my fault that I lost you. Since I was the one that said bullshit.Then you have to go and say that I could have fought for you,Yes, I could have. B...
Posted by on Sun, 02 Nov 2008 02:51:00 GMT

My Old Best Friend

Read you're blog today.I found it through Facebook.I also messaged your boyfriend,The first thing I asked was how were you doing?Then I asked how he is.I guess I thought you were mean to me because I ...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Sep 2008 17:03:00 GMT

Questions for you all

Sundays are the worst days for me.The LDS church believes that you can be at your happiest being a member and following the commandments. Mostly just following the commandments.For as long as I can re...
Posted by on Mon, 21 Jul 2008 10:39:00 GMT

A Cry For Help Muttered Under My Breath

Sometimes I just think that just once, Just one more time will help ease the pain.That it will help me get through this so much easier.I mean...What if it does?And I will never know...I shudder at the...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 22:28:00 GMT