working toward my dreams and trying not to get lost, skateboarding, film, playing bass, being a geek, looking for crazy people and talking to them. Running naked through the streets daily while screaming. I look like a complete fucking idiot in photos.
I'd like to meet:
mirrorfilms.tv
positive people, no superficiality, no purely selfish motivation. Filmmakers, photographers, skateboarders. I'm optimistic in my pessimism. If you're a nice person and a little or a lot crazy it's good.
Music:
E-mo bitch. Almost anything that I feel and changes me or moves me. Even some old country. I used to hate it until I didn't care about my misconceptions shaping me. I still hate pop and newer R and B.
Movies:
Anything Wes Anderson, Fight Club, Van Sant, Orson Wells. Almodovar. 80s movies...breakfast club, some kind of wonderful. I watch movies over and over. When I was a kid I could recite the breakfast club from opening to closing. Time well spent.
Television:
Television ruins people's lives. I'm not immune and that's the hard part. I don't have a TV right now. Almost a year deep without TV. I'm proud of myself. It's funny how much your life changes without it. It excites me that I don't know shit about what's going on. The only part I miss is the political side because I like to try and remind myself that we've basically killed democracy. Enough was enough though.
Books:
Burroughs. Beat in general. Physics and science. Poetry like Sylvia Plath. Einstein. Philosophy. Dante. Death, hell, physics, mortality, religion, hate, poetry. I guess that about covers it. Black and female authors have definitely taught me how to look at things differently. I believe most feminists and feminism are a joke though so don't get me wrong. This I learned from a female author so go figure or fuck off. I tend to question my validity as a human being. Reading helps me motivate. It also puts into perspective how useless we are most of the time.
