An April put into perspective |
I shut my eyes and pray, it's just one more week.April has been full of ups and downs. It's been terribley unpredictable. I know that is suppose to be the spice of life, but life just changed so much....
Posted by on Fri, 24 Apr 2009 21:28:00 GMT |
If you read this, I'm sorry |
It's been a while, and I need to vent. I have to get this off my chest. I've been holding it up deep within, and it's bursting forth. Amazing what a little booze and a Komet victory drags up. I've bee...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Mar 2009 20:34:00 GMT |
The ever-evolving "me" |
It's been a while since I've said something on here. I don't really have much to say. Thus far, I haven't really felt much. I guess at my core, there is probably still a little depression. It seems to...
Posted by on Mon, 03 Nov 2008 04:16:00 GMT |
Ok... |
... now that I have someone amazing in my life... I have some other goals. I need to get back under 200 pounds. I need to stop eating. I need to just eat better and be a little active. I drummed for a...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Jun 2008 00:43:00 GMT |
I couldn’t stop thinking, so I just started walking. |
It's been a while since I took a walk alone. Popped in the ear buds and walked. Looked around. Took in some air. I've been thinking a lot lately... about a certain someone. It was a good walk. But whe...
Posted by on Mon, 26 May 2008 18:50:00 GMT |
Good bye, so long... |
I’m just still hurt. And i don’t know why. I’m wasting so much life, love, effort on what has been... not what is. So I’ve gone through photos and deleted most of them. I saw f...
Posted by on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 18:12:00 GMT |
A butterfly on a flower... |
...It's been a while since I felt like I've said anything that had any meaning to myself. Like I've spent a lot of time bitching... and not much time doing, well, otherwise.Today is a day. Just a day....
Posted by on Wed, 27 Feb 2008 11:44:00 GMT |
Good to know... |
... I'm everybody's fol. It's good to know that I can be led into a dark place and just dropped off. That you're be willing to hide things from me to your benefit when I've tried so hard to be open. ...
Posted by on Sun, 17 Feb 2008 09:52:00 GMT |
I think I’m getting sick. |
Sick in a lot of ways. I, as a person, have been sick for too long. Emotionally, I've been very ill. Just trying to cope with memories past. And I can tell I'm repressing more than dealing. Now my phy...
Posted by on Wed, 13 Feb 2008 15:30:00 GMT |
All I really want... |
... I want:Someone who will really love me.I want to stop reaching for what can't be had. I want to stop starving for touch.I want someone that likes ME.I want to stop scaring those off that do.I want...
Posted by on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 16:40:00 GMT |
