jm

i was born this way. i didn't ask for it. neither do i resent it. all this time i've been haf alive. i probably always will be. i'm human. i make mistakes. imperfect. i have flaws. my life is not perfect. neither am i contented. but i am strong. i believe in my own potential. my faith in myself is endless. i can do anything. defeat any obstacle. the world is mine for the taking. i'm affected by what people think of me. but not controlled by it. i get hurt. feel pain. but what doesn't kill me makes me stronger. i don't fear death. i know my time will come. i fear words unsaid. actions undone. feelings unexpressed. all bound by the separation of death. i don't make plans. i have priorities. i live by my principles. but i compromise. when i love.. i give all i have to offer. but when i'm hurt. i have little control of my rage. i'm a rebel without a cause. a radical. consideration is optional. don't push me off the edge. my sanity might falter. nobody says i'm hopeless til i'm dead. if you fancy me as your prey..don't wound something you can't kill. what to do with my life is a decision not yours to make.. you have no right, in any circumstance to say that i'm a waste because i'm aware of what i am, have and done with it..with that i'm happy.. i won't blame you for not understanding..because you never can and never wll.. i have reasons with depth that have proven to be far beyond what you can understand..the complexity of our nature has been stated "shrewd" by the comprehension of the "normal" people you claim to be..this is not just something that we follow or indulge in.. we breathe and live it every waking day.. and to survive where acceptance is scarce, barely anything comes easy and a full understanding may never come to be.. it takes guts.. then you call this a waste?.. haha! you've gotta be kidding me.. .contactTable {display: none;}