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About Me

Born on Feb. 24 '79. I think politicians are by nature crooked. The world is in need of leadership and hope. War sucks. The two most dangerous sins are Hate and Lust. Pisces. Medium height and build. Student. Work in retail. Would like to be a journalist, an educator, and a psychologist. I'm a writer. Love the world, life, God, and most people. Very spiritual but not a religious nut. Try to be honest and not a hypocrite. The Dead Can Dance rocks and so does Sandman Comics. Gave up on looking for the perfect woman--how about a nice one who accepts me for me? Don't "party" anymore. Kind of pointless when you can't drink or dance, and you're not really trying to impress anyone or take anyone home to screw. been taken by too many people, hard for me to trust--just the way it is when people use you. Pledge not to do things to people that I've hated when they were done to me. Looking for meaning in life; haven't found any, just poetry and philosophy. "Dum spiro, spero". "Corruptissimo res publica plurimae leges"--those are my two favorite Latin quotes, they mean: When I breathe I hope and The more Corrupt the state the more numerous the laws.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

God. Yeshua, Abraham, Muhammad, Eccliasticus, Siddartha, Zarathustra, Mahatmas Gandhi, Benjamin Franklin, Thomas Jefferson, Nietzche, Freud, Maslowe, Pavlov, Kafka, Leo Buscaglia, Alvin Toffler, Erik Berne, You. People who want to succeed and help others in the process. Jennifer Connelly. Future superstar, Michelle Tomlinson. Gerry Spence. Neil Gaiman. The people who do the art work for Neil Gaiman. The Waichowski brothers. Trent Reznor. Gary Larson. Anyshka. The Lords of Acid. The people who are REALLY running this country and the world--(so I could figure out how to get my cut, dammit.) Her... whoever She is. An honest politician... I think it's not a myth... Natalie Merchant. Elysian Fields. Myself.

My Blog

rambling

Words. Every one having meaning--meanings you can imagine and meanings you can't.Seeing someone beautiful everywhere can be as heart-wrenching as anywhere.Failure. Stopping. Ceasing.Wondering then, wh...
Posted by on Tue, 04 Aug 2009 21:31:00 GMT

Little inspirations and the big picture

Not sure where to begin. Thoughts--little inspirations--they come and go. 24 hours ago I thought that perhaps I might truly Love, or be in Love with someone, and at this point I no longer think so. I ...
Posted by on Wed, 29 Jul 2009 00:40:00 GMT

metaphors and ponderings

Wow. I don't even know where to begin.I know I got a cigarette hanging in my mouth--or at least I did, and I resented the little bastard. (It wasn't lit, I don't smoke in my house.) Some thoughts conc...
Posted by on Mon, 20 Jul 2009 23:27:00 GMT

Know God or no God? Where have You gone?

I prayed a heartfelt prayer for the first time in a long time this morning (read as: tonight, I've not slept yet--it's almost 4:00am). When I was young and cocky, at about age 15, 16, or 17 you could'...
Posted by on Fri, 10 Jul 2009 01:56:00 GMT

Breaking out of the standstill.

So I'm curiously at a standstill.I'm burnt out on NWO-related events, and something is going very wrong with myspace software/bulletins/alerts for a lot of people, so I'm not getting the kind of stead...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Jul 2009 22:53:00 GMT

Religious idiots and Atheistic idiots are one in the same.

There are two kind of ignorami in the world... The falsely-deluded God-hating calling themselves atheists, while they bitterly curse God and wish they could defy what amounts to spiritual and physical...
Posted by on Sat, 04 Jul 2009 01:11:00 GMT

I want to go home. (No comments please.)

I'm amazed at the number of citizenry that know nothing of the "cap and trade" (carbon tax) bill let alone of the (VAT) Federal income tax idea brewing. Fucking hell, it makes one sick and f-ing tired...
Posted by on Fri, 03 Jul 2009 01:29:00 GMT

The Secret Government, a nation of unemployed.

I almost got into it with another 9-11 skeptic today, but I decided not to... These people who buy the official conspiracy theory are the worst kind of whacked out nuts... They are the morons who will...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Jun 2009 03:17:00 GMT

Attacks on all fronts: taxes, energy, guns, healthcare, open borders, more

Friends, here lately, I've been suffering for a lack of worthwhile information to impart your way. I wished to steer, slowly but surely away from NWO events, and move into the more personal, but then ...
Posted by on Fri, 26 Jun 2009 21:00:00 GMT

Just another day.

First the headlining scandals:More independent reports of ammo shortages. This has me a bit worried, but I've not seen a whole lot of concrete facts yet...Less and less tax havens, new laws making sur...
Posted by on Tue, 23 Jun 2009 23:18:00 GMT