Ellie -
Chubby is the big brother I never had...simple as. He’s alllllllways there for me….even when I do wanna complain and go on and on about something which clearly doesn’t interest him :P I can talk to him about absolutely anything like I’ve known him for 23872392832 years… even if you don’t want advice he’ll give it, and even if I don’t show it.. It means a lot boyyy
Charlie - Basically, this guy leaves an impression. And for good or for bad, it'll stick. Quite honestly, i'm not sure what i would do without him. And i'm not sure he's told that nearly enough. We don't make sense. And never ever will. When I say "you don't get it" i mean it. He's an utter arse-fool, but thats besides the point really. His liking for scarily coloured t-shirts and bandanas might throw you off, but bear with him and it's worth it. I'm off for a jack and coke now darling, tata.
Minnie - chubby is a lovely man. a lovely man that got high with me in the rain all those years ago. a lovely man that actually looks happy to see me. a lovely man who has the best old-school style i can remember- bring back the rainbow tie-dye t-shirt!!!!!
Emma - i think he's the best
i think he's the worst.
but ive never thought him to be anything but him.
he's no fake, and if you think that your too short sighted to see him.
Charis - ur a good laugh,fun loving sum1 good when u need to talk, can always think of a way to make me smile! u like the pub....alot....lol....but atleast i got my money back! u keep promises,which is always good!
Isabel - chubby saved my new year's eve by getting me really drunk and hanging out in my lame village and generally being AMAZING when all my friends were out having fun.
Jenna - YOU MAKE ME LAUGH CHUBBY!!!
Connie - Chubby is known to me as Mr.Panda, and enjoys light cups of tea and picnics. He's great at giving advice, and always makes me smile even if I'm upset. He gives the best hugs in the world and I miss them since I don't see him at all now. I miss him and hes the coolest brother i could ask for.
Susie - chubby can be a cunt, but is really nice at heart, even if he's been thru hard times, he'll help you thru yours. big teddy bear really
Dan - chubby is a geat guy! life without him would be really boaring!! if you ever need company, someone to cheers you up, if you need some advice or even just someone to get drunk with he is always there!
Arsefool1 Corrinthians,13
1 If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal.
2 And if I have prophetic powers, and understand all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have all faith, so as to remove mountains, but have not love, I am nothing.
3 If I give away all I have, and if I deliver my body to be burned, but have not love, I gain nothing.
4 Love is patient and kind; love is not jealous or boastful;
5 it is not arrogant or rude. Love does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful;
6 it does not rejoice at wrong, but rejoices in the right.
7 Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
8 Love never ends; as for prophecies, they will pass away; as for tongues, they will cease; as for knowledge, it will pass away.
9 For our knowledge is imperfect and our prophecy is imperfect;
10 but when the perfect comes, the imperfect will pass away.
11 When I was a child, I spoke like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child; when I became a man, I gave up childish ways.
12 For now we see in a mirror dimly, but then face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall understand fully, even as I have been fully understood.
13 So faith, hope, love abide, these three; but the greatest of these is love.If You
Don't Push Me Too Far
Being Drunk Really Isn't That Great
I Don't Care What You Like, I Care What I Like
Diversity Is Good
Passion Is Better
I Probably Don't Like You, Its Nothing Personal, I'm Just Fussy
Flowers Aren't Girly
I'm Normally Calm & Relaxed
When I'm Not, Avoid Me
Don't Upset My Friends
I Never Make The First Move
"What If I Were Romeo In Black Jeans" - "There Must Be More To This Provincial Life" - "Tell Me Why,We Must Live,In A World,Where Money Can Buy You A Life,I Choose To Fall,In Love,And In My Own Time,Ill Raise My Glass To You" - "Love Is A Many Splendored Thing,Love Lifts Us Up Where We Belong,All You Need Is Love,Oh Dont Start That Again" - "With Your Last Breath,I Hope You Curse My Name" - "Said We'd Be Close,Said We'd Live Perfectly,Said That We'd Toast,Beautifal Company" - "I Would Have Given You AllOf MY Heart,But Theres Someone Whose Torn It Apart,And She's Taken Almost All That I've Got,But If You Want I'll Try To Love Again" - "All It Takes Is One Itchy Trigger,One More Widow One Less White Nigger" - "And If You Want To Dance,And She Wants To Lead,Ill Go Out Of My Way,I'll Do Anything,And One Word,Is All I Need" - "Im Not A Perfect Person,There's Many Things I Wish I Didnt Do" - "Stupid,Selfish,Fickle Rose,Why Were You Never There For Me" - "Well Baby I've Been Here Before,I've Seen This Room And I've Walked This Floor,You Know I Used To Live Alone Before I Knew 'Ya " - "Close Your Eyes For Your Eyes Will Only Tell The Truth,And The Truth Isn't What You Want To See,In The Dark It Is Easy To Protend,That The Truth Is What It Ought To Be" - "I Know That The Spades,Are The Swords Of A Soldier,I Know The Clubs Are Weapons Of War,I Know That Diamonds,Mean Money For This Art,But Thats Not The Shape Of My Heart"No Myth
What if I were Romeo in black jeans?
Would the façade consuming my belief,
Meet with the deceit you claim to be yours?
Would not all I feel and believe,
Overpower the urge to control and impress?
Would not justice truth and fairness,
Cripple the desire dictated by fashion?
For Romeo knowith not of passion,
Not of romance
Not of feeling
Not of love,
Why then does the monotonic shade of those black jeans,
Glow brighter then than the radiant fire felt within moral few?
Why must the pursuit of love,
Become a task so Sisyphean,
When every word passing by your ears contradicts,
When every word is a command to conform?
What else remains but the blasphemy of self belief.
Or the slow decent into madness?
All speak of the dream of happiness,
But maybe their just looking for someone to dance with.
Blinded By Memory
Shattered hopes and tears fall with the empty pieces of my broken heart,
The once prominent buttercups crushed by the feet of young love dancing in the rain,
No longer are they mine,
The promise of a love to end the ages shadowed like the clouds to the sun,
Lost forever by inhibition and the uncertainty of the next eclipse,
Polite as it may have been to save the feelings of those involved,
None were spared,
Merely laying dormant awaiting more appropriate situations in which to strike,
Greatening the toxin within that which once was pure and true,
Tis said better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all,
Though this cannot be so with the passion once burned by love,
Now setting just a fierce with the pain of the memory,
Whether with eyes open or closed all which I see rekindles her memory,
Hence re-igniting my love,
No tonic can cure pain of this kind,
And I care not as I would face it ten fold to once again call her mine,
Though hatefully,
It cannot be so
Finished
Petrified,
Alone I cry,
The others try,
Keep asking why,
Think up a lie,
Alone am I.
Sacrifice,
This cant crevice,
Not once but thrice,
Please ease my strife,
So hard to be nice,
Cant bear this life.
Emptiness,
My lifes a mess,
But the pain grows less,
With the rising stress,
This must be addressed,
My greatest test.
Michael
Segmented vision,
From the human prison,
Trapped inside,
Societies life,
No space to express,
Mindless drones, suppressed,
Live with one goal,
Die with no soul,
Continuously bred,
Yet already dead,
Then one is born,
With a spirit free,
Own hopes and goals,
And eyes to see,
The hidden world,
Not there creation,
Drifts further away,
From their deception,
Then finds another,
Who remembers a time,
When all were human,
And free of mind,
They sit alone,
And talk things through,
Pass memories old,
To generations new,
To bring along,
The revolution,
And eradicate,
The mind pollution
Love
They try, they fail,
Constant attempts come to no avail,
But the feel of her hand, grasping mine,
Warming inside, growing love so kind.
Feel cold, feel alone,
Dreading the thought of going home,
With her head on my shoulder falling asleep,
Forgets the forthcoming, a love so sweet.
Growing anger, deep inside,
Sadness becoming too great to hide,
I turn and gaze, deep into your eyes,
Diminishes the feeling, this love is mine.
You
The sun would melt
With the warmth of your eyes
Your smiles so bright
It would light up the skies
Your touch, as gentle,
As a babys skin
To gaze upon you
Brings warmth within
Put the saints to shame
With your heart so kind
The clearest crystal
Cant compare to your mind
The softest silk
Cant match your hair
And all this with
Your skin so fair
You have no beauty
Beauty has you
Its all of these things
That help me through
My mind has no doubt
Without you in my life
Theres no possible way
I could have survived
I have so much to say
But nowhere to start
I love you
With all my heart
Lost
My mind hides the truth,
But my heart screams to show,
How the passion inside me,
In your presence grows,
As you ask me those questions,
I cant help but to lie,
As the truth remains within me,
Till the day that I die,
As the end draws nearer,
And the moment will pass,
My soul cries within me,
I should have taken the chance,
To explain to you,
Just how I feel,
Though I lied before,
These feelings are real,
And those questions you asked me,
Are one and the same,
And can all be answered,
With the grace of your name,
Whats wrong,
Whats new,
Whats changed,
Is you.
Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow.
Don't walk behind me, I may not lead.
Just walk beside me and be my friend. --Albert Camus
If you observe a really happy man you will find him building a boat, writing a symphony, educating his son, growing double dahlias in his garden, or looking for dinosaur eggs in the Gobi desert. He will not be searching for happiness as if it were a collar button that has rolled under the radiator. He will not be striving for it as a goal in itself. He will have become aware that he is happy in the course of living life twenty-four crowded hours of the day. --W. Beran Wolfe
A single question can be more influential than a thousand statements. --Bo Bennett
We now accept the fact that learning is a lifelong process of keeping abreast of change. And the most pressing task is to teach people how to learn. --Peter Drucker
Time is a companion that goes with us on a journey. It reminds us to cherish each moment, because it will never come again. What we leave behind is not as important as how we have lived. --Jean Luc Picard
A single question can be more influential than a thousand statements. --Bo Bennett
love the people that care * love myself * love knowing * love thinking * love finding out * love the chase * hate things that come between or criticise that which i love
..dawn chorus~her breath on my cheek~heat of the sun on bare skin~gentle breeze~shared bodyheat~sunrise~sunset~walking in the rain~dancing in the rain~kissing in the rain~most things in the rain~knowing~finding out~learning~meeting new people~seeing old friends~just sitting~shapes in the clouds~fresh bread~damp fallen leaves~hippy,maby~happy,when i can be~simple pleasures