not here anymore |
Not a thing coming together.
My whole past a blur
I dont know what I am anymore.
Or what I am here for.
Whats reality...
Its so foggy
Going blind
I need to just unwind..
&nb...
Posted by on Tue, 04 Apr 2006 08:55:00 PST |
dreams |
SUn light is dieing
stars coming out
watching it turn from day to night
Heat strikes to lightening
Calming not frightening
peaceful dreams
mountains with running streams
birds cherp...
Posted by on Tue, 04 Apr 2006 08:52:00 PST |
i am getting sleepy |
things are getting tried some wounder what i am doing here where i come from ... not knowing where i am going or where i am suppose to be... am i blind .. WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO SEE ......
Posted by on Fri, 17 Mar 2006 06:58:00 PST |
silly happy |
so i knew i was going to get married and i knew i was engaged and shit but wow trying on dresses was um very emotional .. it was like WOW this is actually happening .... i looked so ...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Mar 2006 09:39:00 PST |
about time.... |
i have been hinting for awhile now that its time to leave .... i am sleepy and i need to get to bed .. i just want to get into covers with ryan !!!! I count the secounds that tick by.....&n...
Posted by on Sat, 14 Jan 2006 11:00:00 PST |
ITs finally FINAL.... |
Ryan Guise proposed to me and gave me a ring and all ... i cryed i broke down.. but of course i said YES.... thats right i am engaged !!! holy sHIT its was so sweeet he brought me out to diner then h...
Posted by on Thu, 05 Jan 2006 01:43:00 PST |
So STRESSED.... |
so i have provided for myself for the past two years here in westchester, but its getting way to expensive! i have find myself stuck in a situation; that is now getting way out of control... However ...
Posted by on Mon, 19 Dec 2005 12:53:00 PST |
why does everyone drink |
at my new job i have time to spare.... so latly i have been surffin the myspace... and almost everyone has pictures of them wasted out of there minds... why.. and most of them arent even old enough to...
Posted by on Fri, 02 Dec 2005 01:18:00 PST |
NO FRIENDS IN MILLBROOK |
SO I HAVE BEEN TOLD THAT I AM A LOSER, AND I HAVE TO FRIENDS IN MILLBROOK SO I SHOULD STAY OUT OF THERE AND GROW UP.... IS THIS TRUE.. DO I NOT HAVE ANY FRIENDS.. I THOUGHT I DID.....HMMMMM ??? I NEE...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Dec 2005 01:24:00 PST |
now that i am 20 |
Yeasterday was a great day... it was my birthday!!! what happens now that i am twenty, does anything change.!?. i feel like i have come a long way these past couple years, living on my own and all !!...
Posted by on Mon, 21 Nov 2005 12:39:00 PST |
