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About Me


realizing that i don't deserve better....i was just a phase that could easily be replaced by the better person. how they both smile......it's all my fault

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My Blog

its fucked up

sitting at home searching through my myspace and i see a pic of my big sis. it's been god knows how long since ive seen her. more than a year by far. last i saw her she decided to visit my job and let...
Posted by on Sun, 16 Nov 2008 23:48:00 GMT

because the bible says so

Went to the movies today to watch 'Religious' by Bill Maher. I didn't really know what to expect except the obvious  religious arguments that he loves to have with everyone and anyone. I love his...
Posted by on Thu, 16 Oct 2008 23:29:00 GMT

when i dream

"Dreams allow the repressed parts of the mind to be satisfied through fantasy while keeping the conscious mind from thoughts that would suddenly cause one to awaken from shock." can't help but laugh a...
Posted by on Wed, 15 Oct 2008 22:39:00 GMT

what am i doing?

Sitting down at home at 6 pm and i pull out my sketchbook for the third time. what am i doing? i think to myself. instantly i get annoyed and close it. i ponder over and over in my mind why my so call...
Posted by on Tue, 14 Oct 2008 22:01:00 GMT

what i would give to kill

i try to be a calm person. I really do. I try my best to not get annoyed because i know that in the end I have a tendency to get overwhelmed with...rage. it happens. im reckless with my anger i held i...
Posted by on Mon, 06 Oct 2008 21:31:00 GMT