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Crystal

All love that has not friendship for its base, is like a mansion built upon sand.

About Me



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More Funny Myspace CommentsI am a 26 year old woman who just wants to live and love. I am in a relationship with a wonderful man, Nathan Gutzwiller. One day soon we'll be married. We have two beautiful children, Aidan S'mone (she's 3) and Avery Sy(he's 1), and another daughter on the way. She is due September 1st, and she will be Alena Sarah. I also have another son, Lane Devan, who is 6, from my previous marriage. I am a Gemini. My birthday is June 8. I grew up in Tampa, Florida,and lived there my entire life until August of 2006, when I moved to Hamilton, Ohio, to try something new. Turns out, there is the same bullshit no matter where you go! So I left Hamilton, and moved to Oxford, Ohio, but only for a short time. I've always known there was more to this world than Hillsborough County, Florida, i just never sought it out too much. All in all though, I have learned that Florida owns my soul. The sunshine, Palm Trees, and white sand are definitely the only things that can satisfy. At least I've tried something new, though. But Florida is my home, and that is why I'm back. This is where I will die.I'm pretty happy-go-lucky, and EXTREMELY laxadaisical. I guess I'm kind of oblivious to a lot sometimes, though. But I've made it through so far! Those who know me know I would give the world for someone I love. And if I like you, I probably love you, platonically, of course. Most of the time I can't make up my mind about what I want to do, and I change my clothes 678 times a day, right along with my moods, and it takes 5 hours to decide what I want to eat, but when it comes to matters of the heart I am very definitely decisive without a doubt. My heart leads me every where I go. I don't ever doubt it or dispute it. My poor head tries so hard to fight it, but it's just no use. Those who are in my heart are in my heart for eternity. I'm only in love with my (soon-to-be) husband and my children,though. (Sorry guys, even in the next life, my heart and soul will belong to Nathan.)

My Interests



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WHO KNOWS!!! They change so often. But the definite ones that have stuck with me throughout my life are reading, writing poetry, music, anything really that stimulates my brain and keeps me out of those dark gloomy places my thoughts tend to lead me to.

I'd like to meet:

THIS IS FUCKING HILARIOUS!!!!!I would love to meet some people who have been in the same predicaments I have. Fighting addictions? Deep personal demons? Get in touch with me. There is strength in numbers, and Lord knows I've been through a lot, but it means nothing if I can't help someone else.I'm always down for meeting people who are not PHONY! I cannot stand superficial people, and I have no desire to associate with those who are content with living a monotonous and mundane life. Also, since I have been through the gamut with all the substances you can think of, I really have to say I must steer clear of those people who do not have their lives on track. I love a lot of you who are still poisoning youreselves, but its HIGH TIME I LOOK OUT FOR NUMBER ONE. Call me when you're sober.....

Music:


Which Sublime song are you?

Caress Me Down
Te gusta reggae, y te gusta punk rock. Oh and what's that other thing you like...oh yeah-sex. You're hornier than Ron Jeremy. Uuh, and that's the lovin' sound.

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Music is my life. It is the one and only media that keeps my soul young and refreshed. I like everything from classic rock to hip-hop. Lately I have been very impressed by Staind, Nickelback, and my all-time favorite, Sublime. I relate very well to them. I also like electronic music, mostly breakbeats and hard house, not so much the trancy stuff, because you just can't be sad with that music flowing through you.
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Movies:

I like a good scary, gorey, blood and guts, chop em up movie. Or a good comedy. I guess I should really pay attention to the previews, though, because I seem to keep picking the B movies, cheesy horror movies, with horrible acting, editing, and plots. Oh well. I can definitely say do NOT rent the movie Freakshow....It is so lame!

Television:

Television is the one and only thing that can set my sanity on the brink in no time flat! I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT! WITH A PASSION! TURN THAT THING OFF! I secretly pray every day that every television in the world would just spontaneously combust! Now that I've got that out of my system, if I DO watch TV I get sucked into all those reality shows, especially on MTV and VH1. Watching it just makes me feel like I'm losing intelligence at a very rapid pace, so I resist as much as I can, but resistance seems so futile! Damn MTV! And damn reality tv!

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Books:

Stephen King and true crime books are great! Also poetry books, and VARIETY PUZZLE BOOKS!!!! I AM A SERIOUS DORK

Heroes:

MYSELF because I went to the depths of hell with a few peoples help, but came out of it on my own! Also anyone else who has the ability to affect the life (or lives, in a positive way) of anyone who is sick or suffering. Everybody needs somebody, and if you can be somebody for a person in need, I deeply admire you.

My Blog

stupid bulletins

Why in the world do people on here post the dumbest fucking bulletins? For example, if you are married, or in a serious relationship, or a relationship at all, why would you post bulletins asking peop...
Posted by Crystal on Tue, 19 Jun 2007 07:15:00 PST

a shout out

okay so michelle said i forgot about her on here. sorry michelle!! nothing personal, i promise. michelle is a woman i met in my more troubled times. at first we didnt get along, but very soon we becam...
Posted by Crystal on Sun, 22 Apr 2007 12:11:00 PST

Things are finally looking up

Okay so I think I finally get it. You can't just wait for  things to fall in your lap (duh!!!). So I got off my ass and took the initiative to better myself. I've been pretty depressed and unmoti...
Posted by Crystal on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 12:38:00 PST

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Posted by Crystal on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 05:32:00 PST

nothing

So I made it home. Sunny Florida. It's so much better than FREEZING ohio. And now it is a direct test of my strength. Im back in my old stomping grounds. I have no contact with my bad influences, just...
Posted by Crystal on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 07:16:00 PST

me

I spent the majority of my 25 1/2 years on this planet wondering if I was pretty. People always tell me I am, but I never could quite believe it. But in the last year, I've come to realize how truly b...
Posted by Crystal on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 08:51:00 PST

nothing really

Well I had something awesome happen! Over the weekend, I fell out with my "sister" because of her psycho boyfriend. Me and my boyfriend were basically forced out of our home because we didn't want to ...
Posted by Crystal on Mon, 27 Nov 2006 07:51:00 PST

my addiction- the short version

I did meth for 16 months. At first, I only smoked it, and only occasionally. Then I started snorting it, frequently. I stuck with that for about 8 months, but my frequently turned to multiple times da...
Posted by Crystal on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 12:48:00 PST

Junkie Rebellion

I'm about to lose my mind! I have a jones I cant leave behind The needles my most pressing thought Enters my veins, makes my soul hot Jonesing for it is pissing me off I cant get spun no heat no cough...
Posted by Crystal on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 06:25:00 PST

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Posted by Crystal on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 07:59:00 PST