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aim:ULeaveMeRestless
3 Why waste your time getting hurt by
someone, when there's someone else
out there waiting to make you happy.
"Don't talk of love
Well, I've heard the word before
It's sleeping in my memory
I won't disturb the slumber
Of feelings that have died
If I'd never loved,
I never would have cried "
-Simon and Garfunkel
uhm..
Totoro bby!
Some other cool kids :]
Y-Rigo [Ricco]
Jessikuh
alex sarah
alan.
Griffin
jayde
mario
katie
Liz
ricky
Megan
donnie
johnny
carly
sommer :]
def not in order.
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Bethany Parker: my best friend since the 8th grade. Pretty much the best thing to happen to me. We keep each other in check ^_^She means the world to me. There’s just something about her, every time I’m with her I can’t help but be completely happy. When it comes to style we’re complete opposites, but I love her just the way she is. When we’re together it doesn’t matter who else is around, we act the way we want, aka like psycho’s. When I’m with her I feel most like myself. And if anyone likes me today it’s because of her. Because the way she’s made me. She’s the one who has encouraged me to be as strong as I am today. I’d prolly be a slut if it wasn’t for her ^_^ and I love that she’s a “popular kidâ€, or whatev, at her school and she still acts crazy, and people love her for it. She’s finally getting the recognition that she really deserves. :] I can’t wait for the summer. We do everything together hah and even in middle school, when she won something chances are I did too, where you saw one of us you saw the other. When I won “most fun to be around†she won “class clown.†She was always looking out for me when it came to school; she’d correct my papers and fill in the answers, when I was sad she’d make me smile, when I wanted to jump in the mud she’d be all for it, when I wanted to dance in the rain we would race for the door, if I decided I wanted to slide down the hall on my algebra book she’d beat me to it, she lets me eat all her toaster strudels and her string cheese, and she even trusted me with dyeing her hair. :] I’ve never had a friend like her, I swear if I lost all my memory she’d be that one thing that my mind couldn’t erase. Because we go to different schools she thinks I’ve forgotten her but little does she know I talk about her on a daily basis. And I miss her everyday. I know that might sound pathetic but its just weird when you go from seeing your best friend everyday to seeing them twice at week at church, then to not seeing them at all. Whenever I reminisce about the past it’s always times I spent with Bethany. She’s literally the only person I’m capable of missing. And that’s fine by me.
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Patric Brooks.I knew you before I actually knew you. ^_^ me and this kid have quite a weird history. I use to deliver his paper when I was like 9 or 10. At one point I chucked a newspaper on his roof, aaaaand im pretty sure it might still be there to this very day. On occasion I would see him through the window *hah what a creeper I am :P*, and then a few years later next thing I know he’s at my house playing video games with my brother. Weird. We both knew who each other was, but we just didn’t say anything. He would make me spit out my food in laughter; literally I can recall at least 10 occasions in which that actually happened. We had this weird connection, even though he was my brother’s best friend I felt like he was mine too. I’m not exactly sure what happened between him and my brother but next thing I know Pat’s my number three on myspace and im hanging out with him on a weekly basis. Talking to him on the phone for hours and laughing until it hurts. Pat’s been one of my closest friends for years. He’s the kinda person that knows how to make you feel like a million bucks. When you’re balling your eyes out pat walks, in introduces himself as the shark attorney at law, next thing you know you’re rolling on the ground crying with laughter. He’s the funniest person I know, but he is by far the deepest person I know. He’s dealt with things that no-one should. But ya know what, that made him into the most beautiful person. He’s always been there for me when I needed him, even when we’re fighting. Something bad will happen and I’ll be crying over some stupid boy and he’s willing to put aside every mean thing I said to him, even if it was just minutes before. And I do the same for him, one time he was absolutely depressed and I just sang, tapped the beat on his knees and sang some of the happiest songs I could think of, next thing you know pat’s head is lifted and he’s smiling. And when ever I see that I just don’t understand how anyone could hurt him, or why they would want to when he’s just so willing to love and help. I miss this kid. Haven’t seen him in what feels like forever. Hmph. It’s kinda sad cuz I feel like we’re drifting apart. But I know deep down that he’s that same old pat that would make me spit food out of my mouth, and pop out of my nose ^_^. The same kid that I saw in the window years ago. He means so much to me, and he always will. I miss and love you pat.
Jake: pretty much the biggest weird beard. He messaged me for the first time Christmas-eve ‘07 due to some lame bulletin I posted about eating shrimp and complaining about opening presents too early. We stayed up talking to each other about the most random things like creating a “hot white chocolateâ€, how he’d go gay for Tom Delonge, he inspired my hatred for Hailey Williams, and our favorite pokemon. I remember before talking to him I would see him at lunch and sometimes in the hallways at school and I would be way to scared to ever talk to him, I thought he felt that he was too cool. He just had this vibe that intimidated me like no other. But later on I came to find out he’s tres weird just like me :] He’s got mad balance when it comes to his personality. He’s a manly man and yet he’s a teddy bear, he’s mature and knows how to have fun, he’s confidant but not self-righteous, cool but lame *in a good way*. It’s kind of difficult for me to write how I feel about him, and all the cool/fun stuff we do. And I suppose I write this to try and make you understand why he should be in my hero section, but you could never really understand how amazing he is by reading some words on my myspace. You’d have to be around him as much as I am, listen to what he has to say, see him the way I do. He really is a amazing person. I’ve only known him for almost 6 months and he already means so much to me. He has impacted me, and he is a friend worth keeping for life. And eddie, ooooooh eddie ^___^ sometimes I’m not very nice to him, not exactly sure why, but he’s just so….idk how to put it. His thought process is like none I’ve ever heard, sometimes it impresses me and sometimes it overwhelms me. I’m always wondering what he’s thinking about because he always has something on his mind. We use to have problems having serious conversations but we’re definitely over that, one time we sat in his car for six hours just talking, and not once did I ever feel bored. He brings out my inner child, and I love it. We draw with chalk, have mini water fights, nerf gun wars, and play the scribble game in his car. I never really noticed this until I began to write about him just now, but he’s always there for me. Even if I don’t want him to be, when I’m sad and I cower he gets worried, when I tell him im bummed about not having a date to swirl he shows up matching me and everything, if I ever need to talk I know that I can with him, even if he does his weird thing where we likes to act like he doesn’t care, I know he does. He makes me feel cared for, even if I neglect him, and eddie im sorry for that. :/ I know you don’t get all the attention you deserve, but don’t worry we’ll have another hardcore bite fight in a wendy’s parking lot again. I really do value you eddie. You’re pretty much amazing.
Even when we’re doing nothing at all I enjoy being around them, they makes me feel comfortable, and I never have to worry about looking stupid when im with them, and even if I do who cares it’s worth it if you’re having fun. They mean so much to me, I feel so fortunate to have such great friends and I can’t wait for summer ’08 with my babies. :]