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About Me

I am my fathers daughter for sure, i have his temper. I look like my mother, and aunt and my grandmother all at the same time. I have been told my mouth could use a filter. I sing every song that comes over the radio, sometimes I like to just roll the windows down and feel the wind, maybe even close my eyes. I may be a little wild. I take my jeep around corners on two wheels. Ill tare up any dirt road my 35's can find. Im always up to something, and if im not, im looking. I get along with almost anyone. I love to smile, smiling is my favorite. Im picky but I pretend im not. I love what i love. Im strong even if I cant show it. I live for fires and cold beers, telling stories and laughing till you cant breath. I love sitting in the woods waiting for the 12 point to walk right up to me. Fishing in the dark on the river bank with a lawn chair. dancing in the bed of a truck to the Backstreet Boys. Hank Jr is amazing. So is Pearl Jam and Dave and my little brother. I love my brothers, without them i couldnt be the person i am. My hands are really tiny. I have a drumbstick thumb. People call me Giggle Pants, Jilly Bean, Beaners, Gretchen and Emma. My name is Jillian. I lie to myself sometimes, its easier that way. I crinkle my nose when I get confused and when i smile. most of my friends are guys. My shovel list consists of 2 people. Im not the cheating kind. God smiles everyday when he looks down at my wild heart. I question some things I've done and everything i think about doing. I want a huge, fancy, traditional wedding some day, in the fall. Thats my favorite season. Its the best for fires and riding with the top down on my jeep. Im a proud service member. Not for the money, not for the school, for me. I'm not perfect, im stubborn and bullheaded and hard to handel. I cover my mouth when i yawn cuz it embarasses me, i HATE being naked, so chances are you wont see me skinny dipping or streaking even though it would be fun. I would rather pee outside then walk 10 feet to go inside. I love the way mud feels between my toes. Im usually saying somethin like comon' jump in, or well find something to do. I have been driven many times to my knees, by the overwhelming conviction that I had nowhere else to go. You will never meet another soul quite like me, and thats ok. I talk alot when im nervous, and I get super hyper when I'm really sleepy. I love trying new things, the crazier the better. I could live on Tuna. I love my dog Blue with all my heart, i miss her. I want to fall in love, but thats kinda like chasing the wind, i figure the wind finds me at the most unexpected moments (like when taking pictures) so i guess the unexpected will happen when it does. "You can have it in any color, as long as it's black." Riding horses is flipping awsome. I dont wear a watch so im not all that great at timing. I always wear a cross around my neck. I want to live in Montana, even for just a little. There is something inside me that keeps telling me to go. Other than all of that, I just got started living, so i dont plan on stopping anytime soon. Layout Created at Mspremade.com

My Blog

FINALLY letting it out

I HATE lies, I cant stand people that feed me bullshit, like i dont know or that im not old enough to know the difference or whatever. Ill be 20 in two days and im pretty damn sure that im grown, so l...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Sep 2008 16:57:00 GMT

Missin Home

So im sitting here right! its sunday and im in texas.... its Hot as piss!    "attention in the squadron area, attention in the squadron area.... BLACK FLAG!"  hahah   Im miss...
Posted by on Sun, 25 May 2008 23:31:00 GMT

GET READY, GET SET... GONE

Its Been a long time comingA long time i've been runningYet i havn't seen a dream come truetomorrow is coming and the days are no shortereach moment passing like a freight train*See its not that im ne...
Posted by on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 10:45:00 GMT

nothing special

Eighteen years isn't a long time to some people, but for me its been the longest eighteen years I'll ever have. Time is one of those things, it can make some things better and it can also hurt. I just...
Posted by on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 18:27:00 GMT

Lookin' out!

So... Things are ok now. Most people have that bad day or two and then "the sun comes out and it lights up their soul" well the sun isnt out and my soul is deep inside me but, the days have become les...
Posted by on Wed, 14 Mar 2007 18:52:00 GMT

PERSEVERANCE

It is extrememly hard to understand why one acts as one does, and so often we continuously act in a manor that hurts somone else. I have unfortunatly experienced this... However, it is also extremely ...
Posted by on Sun, 11 Mar 2007 18:16:00 GMT

SNOW DAYS

Ok so i absolutly love SNOW DAYS! whoever came up with the idea of having a day off school cuz of the weather... and not techically having to make it up.... SMARTEST MOTHER FUCKER in the world! So im ...
Posted by on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 10:00:00 GMT