I'd like to meet:
20 years young Engaged Female
¡PANIC I'M SUICIDAL!
don't become my friend unless you're willing to lose me
I have absolutely no self esteem :]
My life is a roller coaster, and I have no idea who I am or what I'm doing in life.
My hearts too big, I'm too much of a romantic, & I get hurt too easily.
I want a lover I can hold, I can cuddle, someone to love me & never be ashamed of me.
I love all animals but this doesn't mean I won't devour a nice piece of meat.
Only one person can call me any kind of nickname D< I'm also madly in love with him, Mr. Alex E. Greenman. I am a child at heart. Rachel is my everything as well, she's always totally awesome and my late night buddy/ bestest friend everrrr. :] ilovehersomuch. Robert (Gonzo) is also pretty rad, he's been holding up well to my bothersome, annoying self whilst Alex is away. Currently I'm working at Target and dreading the search for another job :[ I'm surviving deployment part 2 and it sucks. Not because I can't handle not talking to him just that I hate not being able to have him around to do stuff with. Because, I'm so lame I have no one who wants to hang out with me. But wooo 6 months from now I'll be the happiest thing on planet earth, true story. In the mean time I write him a million letters and am writing ideas down all the time for packages to send him. Cuz boats apparently have address'. I take my phone EVERYWHERE now, and have it on HIGH all the time. And 1 phone call a week puts me in a super awesome mood for days :] He looks totally awesome all scruffy♥ I currently hate Haiti everything, they stole my future husband :<[br />
If the world ended tonight my only wish is to have you by my side ♥