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laoh

About Me

slow....very slow......i like things to be laid out in front of me.......i am very anxious....i need to work on that....i am always watching the door and twitching my knees and stuff.....i like things to be comfortable.....i think too fast and sometimes forget to answer in the middle of a conversation...... i don't know if i understand. somedaze are better than others for me....i am kinda a loner lately...not because i want to be...but because...i am lonely...daze like today make me a little blue...i am looking for magic....i am looking for the fire that lives inside of people.....i believe that beauty lives on the fine line between real and make believe.....i want to make believe with people....... somedaze...i think i might know what i am looking for................................... .................................................... ......................love does not consist in gazing at each other but in looking outward together in the same direction....-antoine de Saint Exupery
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

someone with fire inside...someone who wants to make believe with me...someone who will help me tell myself what i already know.....so i don't forget...that everything is going to be alright...people who know what it means to be unconditional...friends...people with love....like fire...inside....people who make mistakes....and admit it....people who know that we are all stumbling and fumbling...that everyday is different....people who recognize love....as just that..different..everytime....

My Blog

dangerous

i am sitting here tonight and i am thinking, and tonight....one of the most beautiful woman i think i have ever met (or been terrified of) called me dangerous....and it made me think....about all sort...
Posted by on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 23:45:00 GMT

nanton alberta

tonight i will go to nanton alberta..... the land of the big sky.... and maybe something to do with star trek? i dunno much about star trek..... but nanton will be fun... if i am even spelling it rig...
Posted by on Sun, 18 Feb 2007 14:11:00 GMT

float on

drank all night....said goodnight to the sun....again....goodmorning to baileys....and coffee..going to go to the first daytime open mike since the hootenannycan barely keep my eyes open....but i will...
Posted by on Sat, 17 Feb 2007 00:52:00 GMT

august maybe

everyone knows somethingabout someone in this townstreetlights in the darkthey know everythingand i was never blonde not even as a babyand dark is what defines me when i am sitting next to youi know t...
Posted by on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 14:39:00 GMT

sitting at julies

in the car................hesitated.................glad to see yr interested.............vicarious.........on yr edge..........swimming while yr gone.................moving on..........pulling teeth....
Posted by on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 10:46:00 GMT

shoulda been a sailor

i wonder if you'll write....now that it's all over...now that yr gone....i wonder if you ran...it almost tuesday againtuesday for springi am thinking of runningagain...i should have been a sailor...li...
Posted by on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 10:32:00 GMT

blame me

and i will laughand i will drink...and i will stare...in the mirrorand blame...myself...to keep this....i never really associated myself with having a home.... and now i am homesick.... what the fuck ...
Posted by on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 00:54:00 GMT

not here

following yr fingerprints....back to my face...even while yr hands shakei know where they belongsomewhere that i have not mappedand as i fall asleep....tonighti know i don't belong here...i know this ...
Posted by on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 23:48:00 GMT

prairie city basement

and so i start...cold hands...fingerprints.....on someone elses keys... i always wondered what i would write about...if i ever...blogged....and now..it seems like an okay time to start...cold and lone...
Posted by on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 22:27:00 GMT