x † Ocean Soul † x

Greetings =) welcome to my page. I love being the mysterious girl. I love being the girl who doesnt wear fake hair, draw on her eyebrows, or be cool for using the word cunt constantly. I love being the girl with fewer but greater friends. I hate falling in love with those I cant have I hate how I am so insecure. I am who I am, and that's it. I'm a person, just like you..a little about me:Hey there. I have dark red hair, but its forever changing! Apperance: I have green eyes, i'm also 5"7, Heritage: I have a Finnish (Scandinavian). Star sign: I am an Aries and Aries rising, firey or what =p. Background: I come from a very musical family. I like to sing, but am very shy. My uncles both play lead guitar and are/were in very successful bands back in their day they have a few albums and one of which is extreemly rare, so i've been told. One of my uncles got the chance to play lead guitarist in the band Iron Maiden. However for reasons, dicontinued. He is now doing some side projects with various bands. During childhood one of my earliest memories was being wheeled around in various pubs onwe of which, 'The Bird In Hand' which was a rock and roll pub in its day where every other person looked like slash. So i've always been around rock and metal, its in my blood.A little more about me: I love indepth conversations with interesting people about interesting things, such as reincarnation, the supernatural, paranormal/parapsychology, witchcraft and general philosophy. So if your here to chat to me about how your day went or whats the latest craze or anything perthetic and meaningless i'm really not interested.I love gothic music and gothic/vamp clothing,i also admit that i have an obsession with knives.I am a practising pagan/witch and have been for the past two years. before you throw stereotypical accusations at me. We are not evil!!! We don't harm or seduce people. We are not dangerous. We are ordinary people like you. We have families, jobs, hopes, and dreams. We are not a cult. This religion is not a joke. We are not what you think we are from looking at T.V. We are real. We laugh, we cry. We are serious. We have a sense of humor. You don't have to be afraid of us. We don't want to convert you. And please don't try to convert us. Just give us the same right we give you--to live in peace. We are much more similar to you than you think.I'm not a greebo, stoner, skater, emo, wrist slitting for attention-er!! or any other type of stereotype! I am 'me'!! And if you don't want to like me because I am NOT what you class yourself to be then oh well its your loss really! I'm a really positive upbeat person at heart and i try to surround myself with as much positive energy as i can with positive people so if you have nothing but negitivity to throw at me i'm not interested. I just think if you are that narrow minded and that shallow your not worth speaking to anyway!!!!I also live a bit of a fantasy life most of the time, living in my own little world. It helps me with escaping the real crappyness of life.I'm very opintionated when i want to be. I'm EXTREEMLY loyal. I'm honest and come from the heart. I always try to be open minded and an accepting person.I'm not a materialist person i value things such as love and friendship rather than the latest line of desinger clothes. I also try to get the best out of my life, i hate to dwell on the past, and i can't hold a grudge unless you do something awful to me.However I have this little trouble called social anxiety, then again, don't we all?So go on take a look 'round and you'll probably see the girl with the cutest ass or the guy with the most friends, and they'll live insecurity!!We all have the ability to make this world an amazing place. Just smile for what you have, nothing could be more beautiful! Beauty is always on the inside, You will never be truely ugly in or outer, never forget that..beauty is as you see it, individually - perspective.I don't base my life on rules. I enjoy what I can out of life, so why annotate everything? I believe that people who diss bands are sad. (Sorry for my hypocrisy...). Why do we diss bands? Cause we dislike them, therefore assume we're right. Let me point out, that is opinion not fact :) That applies to everything... Also, I don't believe in posers, I think the whole word is overrated. And wannabes, what's wrong with being so inspired you want to be like something else? Point proven. If you don't like it, don't take it, you choose to be annoyed by that. So, why don't we all at least TRY to accept each other for who we aren't/are, we're all human. That I know of anyway..I also beleive in reincarnation. Also that everything happens for a reason in one way or another,fate. i believe that to an extent that destiny is what you make it. I'm VERY into the supernaturaL, witchcraft and magick, as i'm practising witchcraft. I'm also VERY superstisious anyone who knows me well knows all this :pOh Eyes !! I LOVE EYES! If you have beautiful eyes I may just fall in love with you :PBut I'm just a girl living life! Forget what you see; Take note of who I am.