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About Me

There really is no set standard "Me". I just do what I feel drawn to. I think alot, maybe too much. It keeps me up at night. I like listening to other people because it's like looking into a mirror. I am good at giving advice, but terrible at taking it. There are two voices fighting over our minds. One is the voice of reason, its deep and rich like silt from a river bed. It pulled us up from the gene-pool and helped us seperate ourselves from our animal instinct. The second voice is that of desire, it's just as never-ending, but its cold, ugly, and screaming. It is the voice that wants us back, it's that urge to just say fuck it and do what you want when you want. I dont know which one is right.I believe both lead to the same place however, and it is with this belief that I say you should follow both voices, or which ever one suits you. I really can't control you, even though you are just my reflection.
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||| 60%
Stability |||||||||||| 46%
Orderliness |||| 16%
Accommodation |||| 16%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Religious |||||| 30%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Materialism |||||| 30%
Narcissism |||||||||| 36%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Work ethic |||||| 23%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||||| 63%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Need to dominate |||||||||||| 50%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Avoidant |||||| 30%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 63%
Wealth |||||| 30%
Dependency |||||||||||||||| 70%
Change averse |||||| 23%
Cautiousness |||||| 30%
Individuality |||||||||||| 50%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||| 63%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||| 56%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||| 64%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Paranoia |||||||||||||| 56%
Vanity |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||| 36%
Indie |||||||||||||||||| 80% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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You Have a Melancholic Temperament
Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything.
You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life.
You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you.
Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace.
You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life.
Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times.
At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you.
You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.
You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult. What Temperment Are You?
The Movie Of Your Life Is Film Noir
So what if you're a little nihilistic at times?
Life with meaning is highly over-rated.
Your best movie matches: Sin City, L. A. Confidential, Blade Runner If Your Life Was a Movie, What Genre Would It Be?Take a Free IQ Test.
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What Chase Means
C is for Caring
H is for Honorable
A is for Altruistic
S is for Sensitive
E is for Enlightened
What Does Your Name Mean?

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

people who aren't too serious. people who aren't afraid to debate their beliefs. people who aren't afraid to reinvent themselves. people who are thinkers. people who are straightforward, and aren't afraid to be truthful even if it's hurtful. because it always ends up hurting more later. people who are adventurous.
Your Daddy Is Dick Cheney What You Call Him: Pops

Why You Love Him: Because he's your Sexual Tyrannosaurus Who's Your Daddy?

My Blog

an attempt at rhyming

I wander through the mireunable to recallwhy the swamp is not admiredand revered after allI have spent so many momentsin the spaces inbetweenseeking agony-wrought componentsfor the cogniscent machinea...
Posted by on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 10:09:00 GMT

yep

I’m a tired old beast just seeking bas-relief in this tired old sea there sits tired old me so don’t you be fuckin’ with
Posted by on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 10:01:00 GMT

Spacial Distortion

So what if the earth is round?  It’s all around us! we are all swimming in a sea of particles, we are a part of the ocean. So why don’t we stop trying to kill ourselves? it really i...
Posted by on Wed, 02 Apr 2008 09:39:00 GMT

Steel seasnake

as I lay within the wooded grove Seeking the voices of the Faerie nymphs whose whispers are as the cold grip of death or the ascent of the morning sun I am drawn astray evermore by the sirens song tha...
Posted by on Wed, 02 Apr 2008 09:08:00 GMT

Contentment has come to me

I feel glad right now. I feel like there is nothing I need. All of my ephemoral desires have been fulfilled. However given time. They will have cause to want. They demand a sacrifice. IT HAS BEEN FA...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Mar 2008 15:03:00 GMT

PLease let go of my sleeve

Take me up to spread me out to pull me in. I will congeal without this The smooth liquid caress of your mind inhale the smoke of your burning psyche I’m high on your Id  I’m blinded w...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Mar 2008 12:49:00 GMT

dementia

I often fail to understand the inner workings of my fellow humans. What do they live for? Their lives seem so meaningless, so miniscule it would seem that instinct alone drives them they are not set t...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Mar 2008 12:37:00 GMT

huh?

Feel the world, Feel its weight It’s enveloping you It’s suffocating me I’m swimming in an ocean of sensation The pseudopods I have been given start to wither but there is strength e...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Mar 2008 12:28:00 GMT

Oregon

So... I’m headed to Oregon on sunday, and it is going to be awesome! I’m seeing Buckethead in concert on the 21st              &...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Mar 2008 12:23:00 GMT

the monolith of mind

watching intently over a lonely plane, filled to the brim yet empty the all and nothing coalesced here, at this very spot "We" are standing here, "We" will never leave "We" who have always been. I s...
Posted by on Thu, 28 Feb 2008 17:45:00 GMT