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About Me

Go to the Plaza in the spring,
See their smiling faces,
Tell them they have a diamond at their core,
Tell them you love them,
Leave before they commit you.
My Personality:
When I'm healthy I tend to be ... "self-aware, introspective, on the 'search for self,' aware of feelings and inner impulses. Sensitive and intuitive both to self and others: gentle, tactful, compassionate." ( Enneagram Institute )
When I'm not so healthy I tend to be "[in] touch with feelings," designing my interior world of experience, "taking everything personally, [...] self-absorbed and introverted, moody and hypersensitive, shy and self-conscious, unable to be spontaneous or to 'get out of [myself].' Stay withdrawn to protect [my] self-image and to buy time to sort out feelings." ( Enneagram Institute )
Disclaimer:
Please be aware that, while I enjoy seeing my friends here on MySpace and visiting occasionally, I do not check this page religiously. I am a casual subscriber. I use MySpace mostly for bloging once in a while when the mood strikes me.
I Wish:
*To find my niche in life.
*To find out who I really am stripped of misconstrued identities and interjected personalities.
*All of humanity to evolve and rise above the storms of the ego and super-ego.
*To embrace every moment in life as I would a delicate flower, opening up for the first time to meet the sun's gaze.
Brief List of Hobbies/Interests:
I enjoy film, dancing, and music the most, but I have many more interests as well. I'm a deeply spiritual person. I belive in Allah (God) and I am following the ecstatic, Sufi tradition.
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I'd like to meet really open minded people who are committed to life.

My Blog

The Great Migration Has Happened!

Alas, it has happened. I switched to Facebook. Sorry I didn't post this sooner. If you've enjoyed following my blog, please continue onhttp://postremo-bhi.blogspot.com/I'd love to hear from you all ag...
Posted by on Fri, 21 Aug 2009 01:45:00 GMT

Black Velvet: RPG in the Key of Twin Peaks!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e9HN4zSriDs Get ready. Sometimes my arm bends backwards. But where we come from ... there's always music in the air. "Black Velvet" is coming soon!
Posted by on Sat, 22 Nov 2008 09:42:00 GMT

My Mage Sucks

I thought I was the only one! I'm running around the new starting area in WotLK thinking, "what's wrong with my mage?"http://mymagesucks.wordpress.com/I'm having to drink more often which means a lot ...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Nov 2008 19:54:00 GMT

Saying No to D&D 4th Edition

My initial reaction to D&D 4th Edition was pure enthusiasm. I couldn't wait to have the materials! And this time we would, supposedly, have potent online resources at our fingertips. I was nearly ...
Posted by on Fri, 31 Oct 2008 21:25:00 GMT

Renewal

Winds of change blow our dead leaves away so we may truly know ourselves deeper.I've been getting back into The Last Herald-Mage books again lately and I feel this incredible resurgence of energy and ...
Posted by on Thu, 25 Sep 2008 21:20:00 GMT

Ending the Cycle

Ending the cycle means ending the part of me whose substance has defined me since birth. Yes, the task isn't easy. Storms of regret and frustration will undoubtedly assault my attempts to free myself....
Posted by on Tue, 27 May 2008 21:35:00 GMT

Solace Without Solitude

It is my hope that this message reaches all who have struggled to express their desires...The process is familiar: desire builds in slow currents or raging torrents, toppling stability. Like a ferocio...
Posted by on Tue, 13 May 2008 22:10:00 GMT

You’re cute... you must be unavailable!

Here's a nasty maneuver most everyone's experienced: Allure of the ForbiddenWhy are we attracted to people who will reject us?Why are most attractive people unavailable?I know you've asked yourself at...
Posted by on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 19:30:00 GMT

Antics of a (Social) Enneatype-4

Seems like everywhere I look people have their life in order--at least some semblance of order. Though I don't consistently notice if they are genuinely happy or satisfied--most likely due to my own a...
Posted by on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 11:18:00 GMT

It’s 10:13 PM... do you know where your heart is?

I'm exausted,Attempting to communicate,Only snipits survive the mind mulcher,Unable to articulate,Feeling disturbed,Feeling cold and hot--Black and white--Sweet and foolish--enlightened, but disturbed...
Posted by on Sat, 03 Nov 2007 21:58:00 GMT