Life |
Wow I just read all my blogs and it had been probably a year since I had.. They were tough sad I can not imagine anyone reading them and not leaving my page sad... sorry about that........ ... Posted by on Sat, 04 Oct 2008 00:05:00 GMT |
today |
Today is Nolan's birthday. a year ago today was the first time i saw his sweet face, touched his tender hands. i miss the smell of his skin.. i miss everything about him..  ... Posted by on Fri, 02 Jun 2006 07:54:00 GMT |
i miss you |
so today is 8 months wow. i can not imagine what life would have been like if you were still here. mommy misses you so much and my heart breaks every second for you. your sissy still... Posted by on Thu, 02 Feb 2006 18:07:00 GMT |
Forever mine |
"I'LL LEND YOU FOR A LITTLE WHILE A CHILD OF MINE" HE SAID.
"FOR YOU TO LOVE, WHILE HE LIVES, AND MORN WHEN HE IS DEAD."
"IT MAY BE just a single year, or maybe forty-three.
BUT WILL YOU TILL I ... Posted by on Mon, 05 Dec 2005 09:24:00 GMT |
tears |
You asked, "How are you doing?" As I told you, tears came to my eyes...and youlooked away and quickly began to talk again.All the attention you had given me had drained away. "How am I doing?"I do bet... Posted by on Mon, 05 Dec 2005 09:02:00 GMT |
poem for nolan |
The day that I found out before anyone else could see,
I felt that special bond of your life inside of me
The months went by so fast my belly began to grow
The doctor said hes doing fine but his heart... Posted by on Mon, 05 Dec 2005 09:02:00 GMT |
God help me |
my head is spinning
my mind is shot
my heart is racing
but why i know not
my eyes are blurry
my thoughts come slow
the confusion is causing the anger to grow
my blood is churning
im out of c... Posted by on Sun, 04 Dec 2005 22:06:00 GMT |
You would have been 6 months today |
I can't help but think about what you would have been like today, not the fragil little baby i remember but a full 6 months old. i miss holding your hand and being so excited just to see ... Posted by on Fri, 02 Dec 2005 23:50:00 GMT |