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Demonica Ertai-Santiago

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I miss you Dad...When tomorrow starts without me and I’m not there to see, if the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me.I wish so much you wouldn’t cry the way you did today while thinking of the many things we didn’t get to say.I know how much you love me… as much as I love you And each time that you think of me I know you’ll miss me too.But when tomorrow starts without me please try to understand that an angel came and called my name and took me by the hand.She said my place was ready in heaven far above and that I’d have to leave behind all those I dearly love.But as I turned to walk away a tear fell from my eye for all my life, I’d always thought I didn’t want to die.I had so much to live for so much yet to do It seemed almost impossible that I was leaving you.I thought of all the yesterdays the good ones and the bad I thought of all the love we shared and all the fun we had.If I could relive yesterday just even for a while I’d say goodbye and kiss you and maybe make you smile.But then I fully realized that this could never be for emptiness and memories would take the place of me.And when I thought of worldly things I might miss come tomorrow I thought of you, and when I did my heart was filled with sorrow.But when I walked through heaven’s gates I felt so much at home When God looked down and smiled at me from his great golden throne.He said, “This is eternity, and all I’ve promised you. Today your life on earth is past, but here it all starts anew.I promise no tomorrow, but today will always last, and since each day’s the same there’s no longing for the past.So when tomorrow starts without me, don’t think we’re far apart… For every time you think of me, I’m right here…in your heart. Free Twisted layouts at twistedsiblings.com
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Melody Rice
Birthday: Feb 13
Birthplace: New York
Current Location: My home in the backroom...
Eye Color: Hazel and change with my mood...
Hair Color: Depends on what color I dye it, heh...
Height: five something or another...
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right handed...
Your Heritage: French, German, Italian, Portugese (sp?) there is something else in there too...
The Shoes You Wore Today: My white sneakers, backless. Than the workshoes I leave there...backless as well. :)
Your Weakness: Whatever I will allow to be...Not much.
Your Fears: Alien eyes...
Your Perfect Pizza: Use to be pineapple with Brenya...:) Now, nothing really...tacos. Again, her...
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: ::Shrugs::
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Meow... Or just "..."
Thoughts First Waking Up: Which time and it is my night or Chris's to wake up with Brenya?
Your Best Physical Feature: My eyes...
Your Bedtime: Too early now...
Your Most Missed Memory: My father...his voice. I really miss his voice...
Pepsi or Coke: Diet Pepsi...
MacDonalds or Burger King: Burger king...over anything. For multiple reasons now...
Single or Group Dates: I don't care...
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Diet whichever...heh.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate...
Cappuccino or Coffee: Either...No preference.
Do you Smoke: Unfortunatly...I have picked it up again.
Do you Swear: Sometimes...not around my children, no.
Do you Sing: All of the time...
Do you Shower Daily: Do you have any idea how discusting it is if one does not?
Have you Been in Love: I have...
Do you want to go to College: Nope...I have already been there, but nope.
Do you want to get Married: Already am...
Do you belive in yourself: Depends on the day...
Do you get Motion Sickness: Only when reading in the car...
Do you think you are Attractive: Sometimes...Not normally, no.
Are you a Health Freak: Heh, no...
Do you get along with your Parents: My father is dead...and my mother, yes...
Do you like Thunderstorms: I love them...I do not like to share them anymore.
Do you play an Instrument: I use to...
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: ...yea, I have...2 fuzzy navels at the bowling party. Oh, and a shot of JD. Blame Cheryl...I didn't want too, well...not totally, heh.
In the past month have you Smoked: Yes...
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Nope...
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Is eating out with the family on a date?
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Unfortunatly, yes...
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Holy crap no...I'd end up with horrible blood sugars.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Ewww, no. (Yes, I have tried it as well.)
In the past month have you been on Stage: ....Not that I recall. ::Thinking::
In the past month have you been Dumped: Nope...I picked up someone who has a crush on me though, lol. She knows she can't have me...:) Yes, I said she.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: Only in my tub...
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Nope...no reason to.
Ever been Drunk: Yes, I have...
Ever been called a Tease: I have...
Ever been Beaten up: Punched...not beaten up, no.
Ever Shoplifted: Yes, once...
How do you want to Die: After my children are grown, able to care for themsleves and well set...perhapse after I have grandchildren and there old too. :)
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Happy and having enough money to be so when I'm old...heh.
What country would you most like to Visit: ::Shrugs:: I'm open...
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Blue is working for the hubby...
Favourite Hair Color: Dark...I LOVE dark men.
Short or Long Hair: Depends on the face...
Height: No shorter than me...
Weight: Eh...as long as I'm not rolling you I'm good...
Best Clothing Style: Black...all black.
Number of Drugs I have taken: Me....a few. When I was younger.
Number of CDs I own: I am not counting...
Number of Piercings: I had to take out my tonge, :( So, two now...
Number of Tattoos: One...there will be four eventually.
Number of things in my Past I Regret: I don't regret anything...I have leared from everything I have done....

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strange thought...s

I remember when I was in Connecticut the last time Amanda said to me that it would be my turn to do a ritual, eventually. Or something along those lines...NOT those words, mind you.  I blew it of...
Posted by on Thu, 27 Nov 2008 00:30:00 GMT

ranting...a lot. and to myself...

I'm tired...and tired, and blah. My mood has been horrible this entire day. I woke up in a good mood then i switched and wanted to kill the world.  I flipped out on one of my co-workers.  A...
Posted by on Fri, 07 Nov 2008 04:06:00 GMT

9-11

R.I.P  Your not forgotten...
Posted by on Fri, 12 Sep 2008 01:39:00 GMT

Update, kinda large too...heh.

Well I guess I'll write here. It's been quite a while.  Nothing of great importance has happened.  Well, not really I lied.  Ok, here goes the update. I got the new car that I said I n...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Sep 2008 01:40:00 GMT

Tired...

Of a lot of things... But, willing to fight...and fight hard.  Lets see where this goes... Hopefully not badly. It could crush me... Unfortunatly. 
Posted by on Mon, 25 Aug 2008 05:27:00 GMT

The blessing of a house...

Next time I decide to bless someones home...Remind me that it's hard, tiring, and physically painful.  And, that the person better be REALLY damn close to me...In which she is, but...ugh.  I...
Posted by on Wed, 09 Jul 2008 01:49:00 GMT

Sad...

I miss my father...the closer it comes to Friday the harder it gets.  I want him back...and, I want him back now.  Goodness knows things would be totally different if he was here...and, I wa...
Posted by on Wed, 28 May 2008 17:14:00 GMT

I’m excited....

I’m going to church next weekend...really I’m going to see friends and were all going to go to church, lol.  But, again...I’m going to be a part of the ritual.  Last time t...
Posted by on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 18:24:00 GMT

I miss you....

Please come back to me....please.  Or, just let me hear your voice again...I don’t care if it’s in a dream...Just, let me know your ok.  Happy Anniversary with mom...Even though ...
Posted by on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 17:28:00 GMT

Slightly Busy...

Today was productive even though it didn't start out as such.  Chris changed my flyers around for me...Which I"m going to continue to do when I'm done writting this. I simply want to get this out...
Posted by on Wed, 05 Dec 2007 18:50:00 GMT