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* I'm Not Selfish...I Just put Myself First *

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Simply put.... NEW year, NEW me! I dont have time for lies, drama & FAKE ass people in my life. I once allowed people in my life that did nothing but let me down AGAIN & AGAIN. Now it has clicked that I can never create or mold someone into what I want them to be or do. I realize that someones desire to change is something that cannot be rushed or forced, when the time is right it will come from within. If you are not trying to make moves & do bigger & better things this year then I'm sorry but I gotta leave you behind....This year I have made SELF LOVE & my needs & wants a priority. I have too many things I want to do, places to go, people to meet & goals to accomplish to sit here & dwell on the past disappointments & loves that could have been.... NIGGA ( you know exactly who you are) you are in my past for a reason! You are not here standing with me, so you must be standing against me....so get the FUCK outta my way!!! You were dumb enough to let me go, so I had to be strong enough to walk away no matter how much it broke my heart.Anyways fellow myspacers, dont be afraid to hit me up if you want to make a new friend or have any questions. I can be a bitch at times but that doesnt mean I bite, or do I?...lol My close friends & family know that once I let my guard down I am the most loving, caring & genuine person you will meet, but past hurts have made my heart cold so getting to know me will not be an easy task. I am not angry or bitter, just cautious & learning to get over the silly shit that doesnt really matter. I used to regret my past & wish I could go back & change certain things, but as I grow older I realize it is better to embrace my mistakes, heartbreaks & failures because without those experiences I wouldnt be as strong as I am today.There are alot of things I am not, have or will ever be. I am not the sexiest girl with the phattest ass. I am not balling outta control or drive the most expensive car. I dont pop tags everyday, have a fancy degree or live in the nicest house, but what I do have is a good heart & great head on my shoulders. I am a REAL ass female, smart, independent, honest and have a great sense of humor. I also respect & love myself enough to walk away when I am being taken advantage of. So if you are looking for someone who is easy to control, manipulate, or fuck & leave then I am DEFINETLY the wrong WOMAN for you. I love that I am perfectly IMPERFECT & I wouldnt have it any other way. All I can be is me so.....take it or leave it.

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There isnt a person on the face of this earth who is perfect & if you think you are then you have bigger issues than I imagined. I could sit here with a long ass list of qualities I WANT in a person, but thats not what I NEED. Real can recogize real, so there is no need to try to describe it. I will know when I come across the RIGHT person, until then I am open to making new friends....
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My Blog

BitterSweet Mistakes....

Whoa, its been a minute since i posted a blog. Alot has gone on in my life since my last one. I moved into my new place, started school, partied & drunk away many weekends, and had love leave just as ...
Posted by on Fri, 06 Feb 2009 22:32:00 GMT

When Is The Right Time To Love Again?....

its been 4 months since love walked out the door. 4 months since i've been held, kissed, & made love to 4 months since i heard "I love you ..." I go to bed every night holding my p...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Sep 2008 01:31:00 GMT

Is He A Little TOO Late?......

damn... here we go again..... he's in my ear talking that sweet shit again, got me grinning from ear to ear, got my heart racing a million beats, got my knees weak, got me wet and he aint even touch m...
Posted by on Sun, 21 Sep 2008 01:22:00 GMT

KARMAs A BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

enough said, the title speaks for itself. it's an old ass saying that's been passed from generation to generation, but one thing i can say is it's the truth. remember what you put out comes ...
Posted by on Fri, 12 Sep 2008 03:50:00 GMT

TAKE A NUMBER, THERES A LONG LINE OF PPL THAT HATE ME RIGHT NOW

have you ever felt alone even in a room full of people? have you ever felt like everyone in your life laughs in your face but talks shit behind your back? have you ever felt like even your clos...
Posted by on Tue, 02 Sep 2008 20:50:00 GMT

Labor Day Weekend!

OMG, im so fuckin exhausted! Tell me why your girl made a trip from crusty lame ass Worcester MA to Rocky Hill, CT, then Manhattan NY & back? damn i must be losing it! lol but it was well worth it...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Sep 2008 14:19:00 GMT

the next ex

a smile spreads across your lips as he runs his fingers through your hair... i remember how that felt  you feel so protected from the big bad world as your bodies embrace in a hug... damn th...
Posted by on Mon, 25 Aug 2008 18:25:00 GMT

patience is a virtue

damn, looking back at my other blogs i sound so fuckin angry & depressed! now that im thinkin about it, i was! lol but u know the girl dont let shit get her down too long... anyways, its my day o...
Posted by on Sun, 24 Aug 2008 13:43:00 GMT

the blame game

all good things come to a end, we all know that, or things we thought were good. relationships come to a end naturally or sometimes a person has reached their breaking point & cant take it anymore...
Posted by on Sun, 03 Aug 2008 21:09:00 GMT

who do you have to thank?.....

dont you hate when you dont recieve the credit you deserve for something you have said or done? i know i hate that shit. people who are where they are today thanks to... YOU! ...
Posted by on Sun, 03 Aug 2008 20:50:00 GMT