often imitated, never duplicated. |
i'm eating my nightly snack of yogurt and thinking how different this all looks from nights in florida. nights with the boys. nights with my boy bff. how nights were not filled with snacks of yogurt, ...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Jun 2008 00:59:00 GMT |
and it goes. |
i have a final exam tomorrow that i am not entirely prepared for.and my car's front bumper is hanging off.i am going to be recorded while riding my horses this week.i have to bring the video camera. i...
Posted by on Tue, 20 May 2008 00:25:00 GMT |
the bottom. |
I know the bottom, she says. I know it with my great tap root;It is what you fear.I do not fear it: I have been there.Is it the sea you hear in me,Its dissatisfactions?Or the voice of nothing, that wa...
Posted by on Sat, 26 Apr 2008 00:11:00 GMT |
start with a bookshelf. |
someone asked me recently about my dream house. where it would be, what it would look like, etc. before the question was asked, i would have said that it was easy for me to answer, but it wasn't. it i...
Posted by on Mon, 14 Apr 2008 23:56:00 GMT |
my mother. |
my mother and therapy are joined at the hip. her name should be synonymous with psychotherapy. she is therapy. she goes to analysis twice a week, and therapy twice a week to process her analysis. her ...
Posted by on Sat, 22 Mar 2008 22:53:00 GMT |
expelling anxiety. |
i want to scream: I'M NOT A BAD PERSON! until my family looks at me like they did when i was a child, before.have i ever been looked at that way, ever?
Posted by on Sat, 12 Jan 2008 23:10:00 GMT |
one day. |
in my book i may write about when i was twenty-two (or will i say my early twenties?) and lived in the richmond district in a green room of an old san francisco apartment, where i ...
Posted by on Fri, 23 Nov 2007 16:13:00 GMT |
king baby/histrionic girl. |
one element of king baby:Next is the Ego Tripper. I guess we've all heard of marijuana trips and acid trips and speed trips. The Ego Tripper is on some kind of a trip like that. It's a person getting ...
Posted by on Wed, 24 Oct 2007 23:46:00 GMT |
three. |
three years ago today my life began, and by the grace of God i have stayed. round one of celebrating done.tomorrow it's round two...
Posted by on Sat, 25 Aug 2007 01:33:00 GMT |
day 1070. |
in twenty-five days i will be sober three years.this year has been nothing short of a truly amazing beautiful painful miracle:- now involved with "second tier" recovery (aka eating).- i haven't had a ...
Posted by on Tue, 31 Jul 2007 23:04:00 GMT |
