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About Me

I have basically forgotten my old self, my childhood isnt really even a memory, its as if i remember it like a story someone once told me, but not in very good detail. I feel that i have changed completely and im not sure if its good bad or a mixture. I think too much, and find humanity , most of it, to be a pathetic existance. Empty weak minded animals trying to fill our heads with purpose. But i can see why we would be this way, without purpose or a sense of fate there are just too many questions. I can see myself detatching from the world, so i try to hold on so as not to leave the ones who care behind. But sometimes, I feel like the moon, bound to this world but never really a part of it, made to watch on. And sometimes i listen to myself and wonder if im just a gigantic idiot or just crazy or... do other people feel this way and hold it inside also. have others put aside there ambition and greed and decided to give there life to something or someone important to them. I hope im just crazy :PToday, a young man on acid realized That all matter is simply energy condensed and slowed to a low vibration That we are all one consciousness experiencing itself and there is no death That life is only an illusion created in the imagination of ourselves

My Interests

Art
You scored as One Intelectual Individual. You're a thinker. You see things from a very different prospective than the rest of the world, and probably find release and self-expression in music, painting, scalpting, or any other form of art. People see you as a deep person, full of knowledge that they don't understand. People are attracted to that, but there's a good chance you don't care.

One Intelectual Individual

100%

Not a Hippie

63%

Original Hippie

50%

Earth-Child

50%

Pothead

50%

New Age Hippie

25%
What type of hippie are you?
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I'd like to meet:

Maynard James Keenan, any or all of the Wu-Tang, Christopher Walken, the man who invented the sandwich.NEVERRRRRR!!!!!!!

Music:

shit like Tool, APC, Sublime, Wu-tang, HIM, One Side Zero, Smashing Pumpkins, NIN, NAS,Counting Crows, White Zombie, The White Stripes, Yeah yeah yeahs,Audioslave, pearl jam, weezer, SOAD, Death Cab For Cutie, and so much more....

Movies:

Too Many, latest though are Kung Fu Hustle and Team America and ridiculous shit like that

Television:

Well when i actually had more than 3 channels i watched Family guy American dad and ridiculous shit like that, anything interesting , funny, or both. Porn isnt bad either.
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||| 56%
Stability |||||||||||| 46%
Orderliness |||||| 30%
Accommodation |||||||||||| 50%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 70%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 70%
Mystical |||||||||| 36%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||| 63%
Materialism |||||| 23%
Narcissism |||||| 23%
Adventurousness |||||||||||| 43%
Work ethic |||||| 30%
Self absorbed |||||||||||| 43%
Conflict seeking |||||||||| 36%
Need to dominate |||||||||||| 43%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Avoidant |||| 16%
Anti-authority |||||||||| 36%
Wealth |||| 16%
Dependency |||||||||||| 50%
Change averse |||||| 30%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Individuality |||||||||||||| 56%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||| 70%
Physical security |||||| 30%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||| 64%
Histrionic |||||||||||| 50%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 63%
Vanity |||||||||||||||| 63%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||| 43%
Female cliche |||||||||||| 50% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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Books:

Ive read wierd books that i dont remember some of, I like Pierce Anthonys Xanth novels,Magic the gathering books.
You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.

Angel

75%

Mermaid

67%

Faerie

67%

Demon

42%

WereWolf

34%

Dragon

34%
What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)
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Heroes:

the man who invented the Sandwich
You are blue. Cool, calm, and collected you have
the ability to always find peace. You are an
amazing listener and a hopeless dreamer. You
blend in well with people but tend to be very
secluded. You can easily loose yourself in
your thoughts. Emotional and philosophical as
well as introverted. You find your meaning
from within and do not to rely on people for
it.

What Colour Is Your Personality?
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My Blog

A question

A motion of silenceA blur of lifeIn a montage unseenPropelled by whatUnknownTo be discoveredA blink, twitch, the eye of the beholderCold sweat, hot nightFarewell to wellbeingA life taken for not knowi...
Posted by Black Kettle on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 06:55:00 PST

Ice Princess 05/2006 Kevin Bowling

Ohhh, how I'd love for you to stay,But it seems times come for you today, The winter chill takes your last breath,As we kiss, I lay your cold pale corpse to rest,I lie here waiting for deaths cold han...
Posted by Black Kettle on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 06:47:00 PST

Lifes companion 2005 Kevin Bowling

The bodies strength flees/ The mind loses control/ As the side effects of love/ Starts taking it's toll/ And you can't control it/ As it takes over you/ Nor try to understand it/ Or what it's trying t...
Posted by Black Kettle on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 06:27:00 PST

Lie 3/2/05 Kevin Bowling

I thought that you loved me/ I thought you were mine/ But then you left me/ Now I only have time/ But is it enough/ To mend up my wounds/ Or will I heal slowly?/ With scars singing toons/ Of when I cr...
Posted by Black Kettle on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 06:13:00 PST

The only thing 2005 Keving Bowling

Take it, take my heart, tenderize it and rip it apart. I fell; I fell for you, you dropped your hook and I fell into your trap. Never again will I be the same, will i be sane; Forever impaired, and se...
Posted by Black Kettle on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 05:58:00 PST

Not for me 10/26/06 Kevin Bowling

Dont you weep, dont you weepThere is nothing, more naturalDont you weep, dont you weepThere is nothing, there is nothing, more I'd ask forDont you weep, dont you weepMy life was nothing, now It's over...
Posted by Black Kettle on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 05:44:00 PST

and this is "Unsure"

Unsure Kevin Bowling What did I do? Do I deserve this? If so, tell me where Ive wronged. Ive tried, nearly died, doing so. My spirit is empty; I have no want left in me. I feel broken without me...
Posted by Black Kettle on Sat, 02 Sep 2006 12:59:00 PST

This one is called "Weak Mind"

Weak Mind Kevin Bowling 2/19/05 The mind thinks too much/ Depression kicks in/ Turn on the music/ Time to smoke again/ I express through anger/ How I feel/ Swelled up with hatred/ It becomes all too r...
Posted by Black Kettle on Sat, 02 Sep 2006 12:58:00 PST

Another poem (I have lots) called "Change"

Change By Kevin Bowling 6/27/05 Cold, still heart of the universe//// Beating intricate webs of life and chaos//// Still motion of whites and purples//// Splashed on a canvas of black//// Movement pas...
Posted by Black Kettle on Sat, 02 Sep 2006 12:57:00 PST

A poem i wrote called "Your sweet caress"

Your Sweet Caress &n...
Posted by Black Kettle on Sat, 02 Sep 2006 12:55:00 PST