i was interested in makn things work evn aftr finding proof of her movn on. figurd i couldnt be a hypocrite and not try n make it work, if she wanted to, especially aftr what she was tryn to get ovr that i put her through. i was so close, as my luck would hve it though i found sumthing that my pride just wasnt able to get ovr...i can deal with evrythng that she done in that time with him, but unable to deal with him havn a souvenoir of her to look at whnevr he wants...my stomachs hurtn again... i want her so bad though my space...but our issues are huge and there not gettn bettr...sign of a relationship being a wrap i know. im hopn writn this can be a way of venting...i just wantd to tell my little story. if u see elina tell her i luv her and im sorry.
Id like to meet a beautiful, loving, caring, giving, sexy, intelligent woman. Sounds like alot right. I thought so too. ive alwys been able to get most of these traits cuz your boy got game, but never hve i been able to get them all plus so much more. Until i met her. Sounds like a blessn right..wrong i was to fukd from the last relationship to really know what i had, i just wasnt lookn for that at the time. It doesnt take that long though for your eyes to open and u see what u hve. unfortunately for me by that time id but to much doubt in her head from othr shit. it was no way for her to recovr from it. realationship had no trust and got real bad..u know what happend i turned this gorteous, sexy as hell, plus LOYAL woman into a unhappy, bitter,let me test the waters individual. do i blame her.....not at all.
Anything that makes me think of the REAL good times we had.
favorite movies were the ones staring us..............trust they were the fukn bomb.
Anybody who is able to luv unconditionaly. that shit seems impossible to me.