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Samantha

Sell crazy somewhere else, we're all stocked up.

About Me

.. MySpace Profile EditorMy name is Samantha. I am 27 years old but I have lived much longer then most people in those years. I have learned that life is what you make of it, and what doesn't kill us truly does make us stronger. I am a survivor and I can overcome any obstacle put in front of me. For a long time I didn't feel this way. I have given up before, on myself and on everything. I am learning that life is much more beautiful, and worth living when you are optimistic about it. Expect the best and it's what you will get. After much turmoil I have decided that it doesn't do me any good to beat myself up, I am a good person. I have a kind heart, I am honest, I am trustworthy, I love with my whole heart, I am beautiful, I am a good friend to have, I know that sometimes you need to love people the most when they deserve it the least, I am not afraid to ask for help, I am not afraid to let myself be loved and to love in return, I am intelligent and I am not afraid to admit it, I am a dreamer but I am realistic, I go after what I want, I give people second chances, I love animals, I enjoy taking care of people, I am independent, I am free-spirited, I laugh with my whole body, I take risks, I take responsibility for my actions, I can admit when I am wrong, I know that forgiveness is like lifting a great weight from your shoulders, I believe in true love and that everyone is worthy of love, I believe that no matter what you have done in the past you can change your life for the better, I know that there is no place in my life for regret and that mistakes can not be unmade, I know that you have to be comfortable in your own skin, I know I am not as successful as I could be but that I still have time to get where I want to be, I believe in leaving the past where it is. Once I was broken, but I am mending myself more everyday, and every experience is one to be learned from.I am 5'1" and I like being short. I am a libra, I don't sleep much, I like to drink beer, shoot pool, watch sports, play video games (mainly just World of Warcraft right now), I like porn, I adore zombie movies, I like almost all music, I love museums (art, science, history) I love to read and I will read anything, I adore learning and I would go to school for the rest of my life if I could, I collect tinkerbells and elephants, I love children, I love board games, I love the theatre and ballet, I am addicted to my computer, I don't like talking on the phone.I used to say, "whoever said it is better to have loved and lost never loved anyone as much as I did." Now that I have found love again I can admit I was wrong, there is no greater feeling then love and heartache is worth feeling like this.I have 2 cats that are like children to me, Shatzi is 7 and Anubis will be 4 in June.

My Interests

World of Warcraft!!!, Painting, Drawing, Graphic Design, Pretty Much Anything Crafty, Reading, Animals, Writing, Playstation/X-Box/Video Games. Games in General Especially Thinking Games (Scrabble, Trivial Pursuit, Cranium), Playing Pool, Roman Dirge, Betty Page, Stargazing.

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Music:

TOM WAITS, Lloyd Cole, Tool, System of A Down, Deftones, Korn, Marilyn Manson, Rammstein, NIN, Nick Cave & The Badseeds, Birthday Party, Angus and Julia Stone, Jeff Buckley, Jack Off Jill, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Drain Sth, Leonard Cohen, Aphex Twin, Static-X, Mudvayne, Slipknot, Rasputina, A Perfect Circle, Explosions in the Sky, Soundgarden, Audioslave, Smashing Pumpkins, Jane's Addiction, Tori Amos, Portishead, Mazzy Starr, Lovage, KMFDM, Ani DiFranco, The Pixies, PJ Harvey, Genitortures, L7, The Pixies, The Breeders, X, Eagles of Death Metal, Rufus Wainwright, Type O Negative, Godhead, Killswitch Engage, The Smiths, Jack Johnson, Dave Matthews Band, Cake, Radiohead, Weezer, Snake River Conspiracy, Coil, Prick, Sex Pistols, Kittie, Our Lady Peace, Prodigy, Seven Year Bitch, Babes in Toyland, Souixie and the Banshees, Sleaterkinney, Primus, Lots more, I love music. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Some of my favorite lyrics---~Fuck what I want, Fuck what I need I'll sacrifice what I believe My little girlscout, your mouth is getting sore Will you love me any less if I hurt you any more~I hurt myself today, to see if I still feel I focus on the pain the only thing that's real~I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will only complicate you. Trust in me and fall as well. I will find a center in you. I will chew it up and leave, I will work to elevate you just enough to bring you down.~Watch me fault her You're living like a disaster She said kill me faster with strawberry gashes all over Called her over and asked her if she was improving She said "feels fine" it's wonderful wonderful here~I wear black on the outside cause black is how I feel on the inside. And if I seem a little strange while that's because I am. I know I'm unloveable you don't have to tell me.

Movies:

May, Leaving Las Vegas, Requiem For A Dream, Edward Scissorhands, Beetlejuice, Scream, Scarface, Nightmare Before Christmas, Re-Animator, Devil's Advocate, Se7en, Pulp Fiction, Magnolia, American History X, Heathers, Night of The Living Dead, Party Monster, Natural Born Killers, Casino, Kids, The Crow, Wild Things, Boogie Nights, 54, Donnie Darko, American Beauty, The Royal Tennenbaums, Cube, Vanilla Sky, The Exorcist, The Shining, Mad Love, Interview With the Vampire, Queen of the Damned, Resident Evil, Resovoir Dogs, Chasing Amy, Dogma, Kill Bill 1/2, The Usual Suspects, From Dusk Till Dawn, The Lost Boys, Trainspotting, Meet Joe Black, Almost Famous, Carrie, Alice in Wonderland, Suicide Kings, White Oleander, Thirteen, The Silence of the Lambs, Fight Club, Irreversible, 8MM, Blow, Full Metal Jacket, A Clockwork Orange, Evil Dead 1/2 and Army of Darkness, Misery, The Rules of Attraction, Psycho, Strange Days, Mistic River, And I love B-Movies and Horror Flicks, Especially Ones With Ultra Violence, Lots of Giallo Films. More I am sure, I have 600 movies at home and have a huge list of more I want to buy.

Television:

Weeds, Big Love, Nip/Tuck, House... Anymore I only watch TV shows on DVD... I always seem to miss things on TV because I am raiding lol.

Books:

My favorite book is The Giving Tree by Shel Silverstine. I love to read though and will read almost anything, my favorite topics are religion, Art, spirituality, the occult, and history. I like the Harry Potter books, actually I think children's books rock in general.

Heroes:

Spider-Man, Bettie Page, and JuJu.... You know why, thank you SOOOOO much!

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Posted by Samantha on Sat, 07 Jan 2006 08:43:00 PST

Band Profile

So I did this on another website and I am interested to see what other people would choose for themselves... so pick a band and answer the questions using ONLY titles of songs by that band... I chose ...
Posted by Samantha on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST