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About Me

hit me with your best shot.
If you knew me, you might know that I:
♥-am outside if it is raining. rare exceptions only.
♥-have a thing for something called music.
♥-am a very random person.
♥-love finding ways to see the beauty in everything.
♥-strive for lifeâ€™s moments.
♥-don't wear shoes unless i HAVE to (i like to call it my no-shoe fetish).
♥-am a freshman at NHCC this fall.
♥-really like animals of all kinds.
♥-prefer happy people.
♥-crave inspiration.
♥-dont really listen to the radio at all anymore.
♥-would give anything for my friends.
♥-like to run as fast as i can to vent pent up energy.
♥-love bein' silly (the story of my life).
♥-write & sketch & love feeling creative like i used to.
♥-have gotten used to enduring through awkward times.
♥-habe duetsch sehr sehr gern, und gehe zu duetschland in januar! woo!
♥-live on a farm (hobby farmâ€”no cows or crops, sorry).
♥-should come with a warning: loves to go on crazy dancing tangents when happy.
♥-know nothing about them but love working on cars.
♥-love lying on ice or in the snow.
♥-am learning how to play the drums & some more guitar.
♥-am extremely tall, so thereâ€™s no need to tell me that i am (see? i already know).
♥-am single & not looking, just waiting.
♥-like facebook better.
♥-know that there really is no place like home.
♥-like the unfathomable type better.
♥-have some odd & random likes & dislikes.
♥-love meeting new people & the fact that thereâ€™s endless amounts of things to learn about a person.
♥-am me, & always will be, so please accept or abscond.
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My Interests

♥
hugs
nice people
friends
sunsets
an ocean. any ocean.
perseverence
rain
adventures
being tall
storms
groovin'
europe
roughness and toughness
random-ness
snow
sunshine
water
getting reeeally dirty
family
music
pensive moments
love
sarcasm
butterflies
the perfect day
movies
big words
being happy
animals
sports
laughing
educated-ness
every kind of art
German
outgoing-ness
home
being appreciated
tea and chai
travel
sisters
heros
getting hurt
kindness
standable-out-ness
loving & being me.

♥
mean people
school
backstabbers
wasting time
boredom
people that hurt my friends
creeps
judgmental people
being judgmental
hypocrites
heartbreak
mistakes
homework
people who act dumber than they are
uncomfortable-ness
annoying people
getting hurt
being too busy
posers
procrastination
fake people
stress.

Music:

i
♥
e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g.
Atmosphere
Augustana
the Beatles
Blink 182
Blind Melons
Bloc Party
Blue Man Group
Bob Marley
Boston
Bowling for Soup
Breaking Benjammin
Bright Eyes
Bruce Springsteen
Built to Spill
Cat Stevens
the Clash
Cold War Kids
Crash Test Dummies
Daft Punk
Dashboard Confessionals
Death Cab for Cutie
Die Prinzen
Dilated Peoples
Eagles
Eve 6
the Faint
the Fray
Good Charlotte
Guns & Roses
Gym Class Heros
Hinder
Hoobastank
the Hush Sound
Incubus
Jack Johnson
Jack's Mannequin
Jimmy Hendrix
Jimmy Buffet
Journey
Led Zepplin
Maroon5
Matchbox Twenty
Modest Mouse
Motion City
Nuetral Milk Hotel
Papa Roach
P.O.D.
Phish
P!nk
Pink Floyd
Plain White Tees
Postal Service
Rammstein
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Rise Against
Semisonic
Sly & the Family Stone
the Strokes
Taking Back Sunday
Tom Petty & the Heartbreakers
U2
the White Stripes

"When we find the perfect water we'll hang out on the shore just long enough to leave our clothes there..."

Heroes:

i am a love machine.
especially when it comes to my heros.
♥s:

Stephanie Anne Stene.
Also known as the famous Stevie Stene.
She is my sister, and a beautiful, talented role model. She never gets enough credit for what she does. I believe what she says. Her beautiful singing voice warms me from the inside out. She is mature, strong, smart, and responsible. Stervska is my hero.
Erica Elizabeth Stene.
Also known as BIGe.
Wow. How to describe Erica.
Erica is amazing, fashionable, gorgeous, and brilliant. Every time I see her, I wish I looked just like her because I know she looks incredible. She has a wonderful mind, is opinionated, open, and always easy to talk to. BIGe is also a damn good hero of mine.
Carrisa.
This stunning young woman is amazing. She always knows when to talk and when to listen. She is dazzling, intelligent, and is almost never gets enough credit. Every second I am away from here I miss her and her wonderful advice. She always listens to me, and even when she might not want to. She also gives possibly the best hugs I have gotten. She is my soul mate.
Lizzard.
Lizzie is my hero for lots of very obvious reasons. She is indescribably, completely unique, and absolutely â€œherself.â€ She is beautiful, intelligent, and understanding. I will always love my Lizard Poop, and I have no doubt that this hero of mine will be forever in heart.
Jessi.
Incredible. She is fun, laughter-filled, smart, beautiful, and kind. Jessi is basically my half-sister. She puts up with me, and knows when to be sympathetic and when to help out. She always goes for my dumb ideas even when she doesnâ€™t like them, and our friendship has grown so much over the last few years. When I think of Jessi, I think of fun. I think of a sister, a friend, a beauty with her head in the right place. I know she couldnâ€™t go wrong.

My Blog

the rain has put me in a good mood.

come outside & siti'd rather kill the radio& listen to the rain hit maybe, if it feels rightwe can dance& throw our heads backto let the rain seep in i'll twirl around & laughbut ...
Posted by recentralize your credentials. on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 03:41:00 PST

mm.

i felt the urge to be something that no one was to me gently, gracefully i ran so hard and so fast until i felt a drop relieved for the break i collapsed onto the parched grass only to find that it w...
Posted by recentralize your credentials. on Sun, 19 Aug 2007 07:41:00 PST

untitled?

leave your shoes here & lets go for a walk we'll walk down to the river balance on the banks find a fallen tree & tread across who knows what we'll find on the other side of the ri...
Posted by recentralize your credentials. on Sun, 05 Aug 2007 06:51:00 PST

long.

Shaking, quivering. As the warm, almost non-existent tears roll down my heated cheeks, my teeth find their way to my unreasonably calm hand and clench down somewhat hard. I don't know why, but I was j...
Posted by recentralize your credentials. on Thu, 12 Jul 2007 01:11:00 PST

the snow and i.

Handful by handful I picked up the snow, I tried so hard not to think nor to know. The silent tears streaming, I continued to think. I just gave it up and began to just sink. I sat back up sudd...
Posted by recentralize your credentials. on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 04:24:00 PST

only the truth.....

okay so this is kinda long and maybe eeeexxxtttrreeemmmeelllyyy boring to read (i hope not), but whatever. read as much as you want. :) oh, and excuse all the swaring-- i got kinda pissed the more i w...
Posted by recentralize your credentials. on Sat, 06 May 2006 09:16:00 PST