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♥ MeL B ♥ *DeKo LoUnGe*

I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships, Friends and Networking

About Me

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"The bottom line is that (a) people are never perfect, but love can be, (b) that is the one and only way that the mediocre and vile can be transformed, and (c) doing that makes it that. We waste time looking for the perfect lover, instead of creating the perfect love." Tom Robbins, Still Life With Woodpecker

I'm allergic to oatmeal (when externally applied). I'm going to be a Suicide Girl one day. Maybe I'll move to Tokyo... but I will visit first. (^-^) Despite my attempts to always be on a predetermined schedule, I find the best days are the ones with the least planning. I always start my day with a triple venti skinny vanilla latte. Changing my hair color has become a fun hobby. Running is the best cardio. My life is a montage of metaphorical happenings. My cat is named after Tori Amos.

I've been told I'm quite pretty but only believe it 63% of the time. I'm always at the gym since I have fat people genetics and the body dysmorphia mindset of a bulimic headcase. HA!

I'm loud. Very. I don't have an indoor voice. And I laugh... maybe too much. Whatever. Better to be laughing then taking shit waaaaayyyyyy too seriously.

Most people have those filler phrases that they say when they need to respond in conversation but don't have anything in particular to say. Mine is, "Right on."

My accent confuses everyone. I say "y'all" and have a bit of a southern twang at times while mixing that with my big fuck off Jersey attitude. And, of course, if you're wondering where I am... I'd say your best bet is to search Manhattan.

My friends say that if I was a dog, I'd be some sort of yippy terrier. I'm perky... all the time. Sometimes I annoy myself. I mean, really... I'm a fucktard.

My Interests





::music::beautiful women::dancing::stomping::changing the color of my hair::live performance::the most intense forms of bass in existance::morning cardio::spinning (in both the musical and cardio forms)::weight training::tattoos and piercings::black lipstick, eyeliner, and nail polish::fishnets, lingerie, and heels::coffee shops::coloring::cuddling::driving with the windows down::gyming::Jersey shore::kissing in the rain::laughing::making people smile::people watching::poetry::sending gifts...just because::shopping::singing::venti soy mistos with 6 splenda, vanilla, and cinnamon::taking long walks::yoga::

Music:


::And One::Assemblage 23::Boys Noize::Bif Naked::Combichrist::Covenant::Daft Punk::Depeche Mode::Devision::Digitalism::Diplo::DJ Baby Anne::DJ Icey::Duran Duran::Fischerspooner::Front 242::Front Line Assembly::Funker Vogt::Garbage::Goldfrapp::Imogen Heap::Jen Lasher::KMFDM::Kraftwerk::Joy Division::Ladytron::Le Tigre::Marilyn Manson::Men Without Hats::Morissey::MSTRKRFT::New Order::Nitzer Ebb::Plump DJs::Portishead::She Wants Revenge::Shiny Toy Guns::Skinny Puppy::Smashing Pumpkins::The Cure::The Knife::Tori Amos::VNV Nation::Wumpscut::

Movies:

::Flashdance::Kill Bill 1 and 2::RENT::Requiem For A Dream::Tomb Raider 1 and 2::Waiting::

Television:

::A Shot at Love with Tila Tequila::Family Guy::Real World::Rock of Love::Sex and the City::South Park::The L Word::Will and Grace::

Books:

::A Million Little Pieces::Reviving Ophelia::Skinny Legs And All::Still Life With Woodpecker::The Secret::The Words of Every Song::

Heroes:

I hope to be half as talented behind the tables as Jen one day. :)

My Blog

Wok haaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyy! :)

Wok hay. Exactly. :)   And so I moved to New Jersey& ironic, huh?   I spent basically almost month being a lazy ass. Laying around all day until asked at least 5 times to do something. And ...
Posted by ♥ MeL B ♥ *DeKo LoUnGe* on Wed, 07 Nov 2007 06:10:00 PST

Question of the day: Where is life taking me this time?

I suppose one doesn't realize how much they crave control until they really don't seem to have it anymore... ...for I am in limbo. Again I've reached another turning point in life where an opportunity...
Posted by ♥ MeL B ♥ *DeKo LoUnGe* on Thu, 28 Jun 2007 08:59:00 PST

The theme song of my Dallas trip...

"Suddenly I See"Her face is a map of the worldIs a map of the worldYou can see she's a beautiful girlShe's a beautiful girlAnd everything around her is a silver pool of lightThe people who surround he...
Posted by ♥ MeL B ♥ *DeKo LoUnGe* on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 12:22:00 PST

Next on this rollercoaster we call life...

Little yet big changes... Ladies and gentlemen, I do believe I am back where I belong. My people know what I mean. Haha. Definitely learned that being "out" is not as fun as I thought... and I don't f...
Posted by ♥ MeL B ♥ *DeKo LoUnGe* on Sat, 13 Jan 2007 09:07:00 PST

On facing life...

So, I took a bit of a last minute sabatical... the details not important... which, although not turning out the way I had thought, ultimately opened the door for a much needed amends and owning of one...
Posted by ♥ MeL B ♥ *DeKo LoUnGe* on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 06:59:00 PST

Adventures of Melly & Erin: Chapter .3762 - Moving Melly Into Her Fabulous New Skyrise

I officially moved into a brand, spankin' new Ballston skyrise apartment today! The morning started out rough... very much hungover from going out to Freddie's with Erin and Theresa. (Erin... we sang...
Posted by ♥ MeL B ♥ *DeKo LoUnGe* on Sun, 12 Nov 2006 06:52:00 PST

Life is a theater...

Life is a theater. Invite your audience carefully. Not everyone is worthy enough or healthy enough to have a front row seat in our lives. There are some people in your life that need to be loved from ...
Posted by ♥ MeL B ♥ *DeKo LoUnGe* on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 07:31:00 PST

Here we go...

So, New Jersey has not been the comfort I had expected. Part of me knew it wouldn't be but, hell, I was gonna try anyway. I probably should have listened to the one person who told me to stay put whil...
Posted by ♥ MeL B ♥ *DeKo LoUnGe* on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 11:09:00 PST

And so it is...

Love is... ...such a complicated yet beautiful thing. Love can be such that all you wish you could do is take away the pain and the tears from someone. Fill up that empty hole inside. Reciprocate th...
Posted by ♥ MeL B ♥ *DeKo LoUnGe* on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 09:40:00 PST

Start on a bad note, but end on a good one

I'm exhausted. I need a day off. A real one. More like a vacation. But... I need to work hard to get where I wanna be... so it's all worth it. I love how some people have completely turned on me quic...
Posted by ♥ MeL B ♥ *DeKo LoUnGe* on Wed, 18 Oct 2006 07:23:00 PST