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I am not the guy you think I am. It's hard to understand my thoughts half the time. I tend to second guess myself and have a hard time with decisions. I often chose peoples happiness over my own. Trust is a hard thing to explain for me. Ive been hurt many times in the past, but who hasn't? I can be hypocritical at times. Like: I want love, but I'm scared of it. Mostly I'm just afraid of getting hurt yet again. I don't fall for just anyone. When I do fall, I fall hard. Letting go it's extremely difficult for me at times. I feel like there's so much wasted opportunity. Honesty is what makes me sane. I hate the thoughts of a guilty conscience. I love finding the perfect quote for every situation. I want to find what's in my heart. It's the most powerful feeling when you reach your full potential. Sadly, I'm not there yet. Tardiness & procrastination are my flaws. I smile a lot when I'm nervous or uncomfortable. I don't like being mean unless it's absolutely necessary. I keep everything bottled inside... Until I have a mini-breakdown like once a month. That's when isolation becomes my escape. I'm in love with love. I want memorable car rides and nights that I'll never forget. There's never a second that I'm not curious about something. Satisfaction is pretty much my main dream. I know I'll get there one day, but waiting sucks. I still get scared thinking of the future... However, I'm tired of stalling. I'm trying to get back on track with my life now. I may not be 100% ready yet, but I need the change. Like i said before, I don't like wasted opportunities. P.S. Oh, and one more thing, I hate two faced people.