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Euthanise

About Me


Everything is going wrong.

Remember me for who I was, Not what I did

My Interests


Smoking
Photography
Long nights Reading
Playing Drums
Japanese Culture
Cosplay
Anime + Manga
Body Modification
Camden Town/Chinatown
Sleep.

I'd like to meet:

Someone who can understand my ideas as wacky as they may be.
Someone to lay next to me, hold my hand and to watch the world pass by and let me know that everything is going to be okay
Thats who I want to meet.

Music:


Gary Numan
NIN
Queen Adreena
Manic Street Preachers
Thompson Twins
Dir en Grey
Malice Mizer
Miyavi
Polaroid
The Misfits
Dog Fashion Disco
Alice in Videoland
The Art of Noise
Jack off Jill
Scarling
Nightmare
Placebo
KIssy Sell Out
The Yeah Yeah Yeahs
Zeromancer
D[di:]
Kill II This
HIM
The Chalets
DJ SHARPNEL
CombiChrist

Movies:


The Nightmare before xmas
Se7en
Mysterious Skin
Party Monster
Girl Interrupted
The Virgin Suicides
Suicide Club
Battle Royale 1+2
Beetlejuice
Corpse Bride
Grudge (JAPANESE VERSION)
Audition

Books:


The Pits and the Pendelum
Harry Potter
Prozac Nation
Girl Interrupted
Mangas etcc.

Heroes:


Sam
I adore this boy so so so much. He's a breath of fresh air to talk too, as well as being a great friend towards me. ^_^ He's like the little brother I never had. Or just my Rave buddy. I love him xo
Choko
I've only known this girl for about a year now, But she's one of the most down to earth and extravogant people I know. Her style is just amazing beyond words, And her makeup skills are just Wow
Sammi B
Thankyou for saving my life and thankyou for being my light in the dark. Without this girl, I'm nothing. She makes me smile, and I'll treasure our friendship forever. I love this girl more than anything in the world, and nothing can ever change that xo
Fiona
This is Fiona. She's my sister in a tree mon! When I first joined Brookside, I think she was the one person I talked too the most n__n I miss her lots ;__; So we have to meet some day obviously and go sit in a tree mon! I love her
Ping IMAGE COMING SOONThis boy is just perfection. I've always looked up to him like an older brother, My Zero 2. All the times we've met up will always be in my heart ^_^ He means the world to me, And I can't wait to see him again and smoke like a chimney with him. LU

My Blog

Do you even know who you are?

A rising dream or a falling star?Both of those feel like it can sum me up.I have all these false aspirations, all these false dreams. Then I get to myself finally and they all come crashing down.One t...
Posted by Euthanise on Tue, 02 Oct 2007 01:18:00 PST

So Dont Tell Me You Love Me...

How am I supposed to know what that means?So don't sell emotion.Oh you can't find emotion.When you're falling apart at the seams...Dinner today.And I officially cannot sleep in the dark anymore. Stupi...
Posted by Euthanise on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 03:30:00 PST

Reflections

Perhaps these days I'm focusing way too much on the smaller pictures, rather than the bigger picture.I get mad so easily at people, even when I don't mean too. But at the time it feels the only right ...
Posted by Euthanise on Fri, 21 Sep 2007 11:27:00 PST

I love you.

You're what keeps me believing the world's not gone dead,Strength in my bones put the words in my head.When they pour out to paper, it's all for you.'Cause that's what you do.I'll loook out for you &n...
Posted by Euthanise on Mon, 17 Sep 2007 02:47:00 PST

If I could start again

I'm so exhausted today.I had a shitty sleep, caused from a shitty day. My dreams were all macabre. Dreaming of a woman wearing purple talking to a man, only for him to tell her to get lost. So she run...
Posted by Euthanise on Sun, 16 Sep 2007 02:26:00 PST

You can’t fuck with fame

Look at me now I've got no religion Look at me now I'm so vacant Look at me now I was a virgin Look at me now grew up to be a whore And I want it I believe it I'm a million different things And not on...
Posted by Euthanise on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 08:25:00 PST

Memories (Close friends read <3)

So its 2:37am, I cannae sleep and I can't help but think about my friends.so I'm gonna write a wacky/funny memory for all of you guys that I can think of right now, hollar if you want one about you. &...
Posted by Euthanise on Sat, 08 Sep 2007 07:02:00 PST

Haunted

And I can not be savedNot by youNot by GodI want to bleedAnd I can hardly breathLook at meFalling downBefore your eyesAll I've neededTakes me away from youAll I've wantedTakes me away from youAll I li...
Posted by Euthanise on Tue, 04 Sep 2007 05:35:00 PST

Grasping at straws

If only you knew how to win some prizesIf only you knew how to playIf you could sleep nights and stop your cryingOh, you might find out I still love youIn my own wayIf that's not enough then I'm so so...
Posted by Euthanise on Sun, 02 Sep 2007 10:08:00 PST

Contemplate.

I was dancing in heaven, you were keeping timeThen I read your letter, sent shivers down my spineSaid our love was over, I was not the oneIf it lasts forever, forever wouldn't be much funWho can stop ...
Posted by Euthanise on Mon, 27 Aug 2007 12:17:00 PST