I'd like to meet:
Chessie fucking Black
Name: Alyssa, Chessie
Nicks: Chess, Chaz, Chazage®, Anubis, Emitthgin Stargne, A to the C, A
Is: Will: Fight on
From: K-Town
Lives: The Sea.
Currently Listening To: I Don't Think Now Is The Best Time by Hans Zimmer
"What the hell are you doing in the bathroom day and night? Why don't you get out of there and give someone else a chance?"
From The Depths To The Stars We Will Rise
“Remember that you make your own reality. You don’t have to stay in a little shell that was hammered out for you from childhood. We’re all conditioned to live the way our parents want us to live, and that turns people into serial killers sometimes. At a certain point you have to come out and live your life the way you want to live it. I had to fight to retain my individuality. I’d get agents who’d say, ‘Well, what are you fighting against? Why are you going against the grain?’ But I knew that if I continued on in the way that they wanted me to, it was death. It’s just a question of standing straight and saying, ‘No. I’m not going to be what you want me to be. I’m going to be what I want to be.’†- Johnny Depp
This design and coding was all done by me.
This is me:
I'm still trying to figure me out.
But I know just where I want to go in this game called life.
I'm a proud Vegetarian, becoming Vegan.
I'm aiming to get a Bachelor of Science in Forensic Science and possible double major or minor in Astronomy and Physics.
When it comes to what I like, I have my own unique tastes. And people don't really understand them.
I have a strange connection to the Sky and the Sea.
I have many different interests including graphic design, listening/reading/playing/composing music, studying the night sky, ect, ect, ect.
I tend to have my head in the clouds most of the time, and I love it.
One day, I will Sail the World how it was meant to.
I am always going to hold on to my dreams, no matter how many people try to tell me otherwise.
If you have your mind set on something, don't let someone slow you down.
I tend to think too much, but I express it in many different ways.
I'm an insomniac and don't sleep much, but I'm used to it.
I bleed coffee. It's something I will always need. Daily.
I'm a Pirate at heart, and proud to be one.
I've been through a lot in my life so far, and have had very dark times. But I'm glad I got through them.
Over the years, I have found out who truly is there for you and who just fakes it.
I've grown closer to the people who really is there for me and it has helped me get through things.
Music is a must have in my life.
My music interests very so greatly, but I love it.
From Big Band (Bing Crosby, Benny Goodman...) to Jazz (Frank Sinatra, Michael Franks...) to Pianists (Isaac Shepard, Ludovico Einaudi...) to Composers (Hans Zimmer, Klaus Badelt...) to Rock (Breaking Benjamin, Fall Out Boy...) to Metal (Vegas in Ruins, Annotations Of An Autopsy...) I tend to give every type a chance.
However, there are some artist/composers/songs I can't live without.
I love listening to vinyl. I think the music sounds so much better than CD/mp3.
I love to read. Usually anything and everything.
I love nature and everything about it. Lying in the grass, surrounded by trees...
I am not religious at all (well, Flying Spaghetti Monster is more satire than religion) however, I respect everyones religious beliefs. But if you try and push your religion on me, I lose all respect for you.
I have piercings and tattoos. Who cares? It's not going to stop me from achieving my dreams, although some people seem to think that.
I support gay rights/marriage, animal rights, saving the Earth. They are causes I feel strongly about.
I love doing random things. It just makes life that much more unexpected.
I have a hero: Nickel II Oxide.
She will always be.
Idols: Keira Knightley, Robert Downey Jr., Johnny Depp, Hugh Laurie, Stephen Fry.
An idol is less than a hero.
A lot of people have touched me throughout my life:
"you are alyssa. my brother. youre a crazy woman who has fun doing almost anything. you can put a smile on anyones face." -Josh
this meant a lot to me...
"Don't worry about things that are out of your control.
Life is ever changing and acts as a roller coaster.
There are up times, and there are down times.
Sometimes more down than up.
But it's not worth stressing over something that's out of your hands.
Control what you can in your life, but don't let it spin out of control."
-J. M. Trohman
I need You so much closer.so come on.
"They say that when you die, your life flashes before your eyes. I'll make sure that it's worth watching. I'll make sure that it's not nothing." - "BFFL" Steer Clear
the nuts and bolts of love arent something that ikea instruction plans can assemble:
Nikki: When we were younger, we never really got along. Now as we're both older, we've grown closer and closer at each passing year. We've both come to realize that we are more alike than anyone really knows. We basically share a brain. I'm so glad we've gotten this close. The only way we could get closer is if we were one. You're the only person in this family who I can truly rely on. There is no way I'm able to thank you enough for all that you have done for me, even if you don't realize it. "If you can stay proud I'll be brave somehow..." - "Brave" Gavin Mikhail
Josh: My angel. It is strange to think that we have "known" each other for 4 years but only until this year have we become extremely close. I can tell you anything and I know you won't judge me in any way. I am extremely grateful to have bonded with you in this way. You're another reason as to why my heart is still beating (not in a love way). I really hope that this lasts forever. Thanks for always being there for me to lean on. And when you need a shoulder, I'm always going to be here. I love you my sista."Minn besti vinur hverju sem dynur" - "Innà Mér Syngur Vitleysingur" Sigur Rós
Jon: My brother, my friend. We've had endless amounts of fun together. We've always been close to one another. I miss you greatly but I want you to pursue your dreams. It was great seeing you last summer and I can't wait until next time. Remember that I am always here for you. "There's a light on in Chicago and I know I should be home..." - "Chicago Is So Two Years Ago" Fall Out Boy
Heather: We have known each other all our lives. As kids, we did almost everything together. Although we are far apart, we're close at heart. I miss you so much and I can't wait until we get to see each other again. "And nothing in this world could ever bring us down..." - "The Two Of Us" 'N Sync
Kathleen: We've grown so close in the past 3 years. I can tell you anything and everything. My twin brother, my wife. The Tim Desk, Mr. Moore, Edgar, and Tastycakes; we always have the craziest times together. I count on you for so much because I know you are my better half. I trust you with every fiber of my being and I know we'll always have each other. I'll always be there for you."And maybe we'll get lucky and we'll both live again..." - "Ocean Breathes Salty" Modest Mouse
Nichole: I am so glad you joined guard this year. When I first met you I wasn't sure how to act, but now we're like best friends. So many inside jokes and so many secrets. We must stay in touch always. You always have a wise word of advice that simply makes my day and causes me to smile. Thanks for that. You are like a little sister, only so much more. I love you girl and I cant't wait to see you again. "So dream on, you're sleeping with the lights on..." - "Gossip" Breathe Carolina
Sarah H: We've known each other for so long. We've had our ups and downs, but we still made it through. So many inside jokes and good times were spent with you. Robert Pattinson Machine, Ten Person Guard Routine, Oh Daddy, the list goes on and on. I hope we always stay this close. I can't wait til your 21st. Haha. "I fly like paper, get high like planes..." - "Paper Planes" MIA
Sarah Gray: Although I've only known you for a short time, we've become crazy, stupid people that have bonded and attached to one another at the brain. It's great knowing you and having so much fun on AIM and such. We need to plan our dates better cos we really do suck at that. "We love this exaltation..." - "Fascination" Alphabeat
DISCLAIMER: We should all have hope and look towards the day where a man realizes that the sounds exiting his mouth are mostly complaints and a change occurs.