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Melanie --
[adjective]:
Wild and Unpredictable
MELANIE
Mis forMysterious
Eis forExtraordinary
Lis forLegendary
Ais forAnimated
Nis forNatural
Iis forInfluential
Eis forExtraordinary What Does Your Name Mean?
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Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Stability |||||||||||||||| 66%
Orderliness |||| 13%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 63%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Mystical || 10%
Artistic |||||||||| 36%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||| 63%
Materialism |||||||||| 36%
Narcissism |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Work ethic |||||| 30%
Self absorbed |||||| 23%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||| 63%
Romantic |||||||||||| 43%
Avoidant || 10%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Wealth |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Dependency || 10%
Change averse || 10%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||| 63%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||| 57%
Histrionic |||||||||||| 43%
Paranoia ||||||||||| 43%
Vanity |||||| 30%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||| 63%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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So my name is Melanie and I am out to warn you before you start talking to me that I am a complete and total weirdo. I am extreme beyond extremely outgoing and confident towards everyone, letting you know just in case it comes as a bit of a shock. I am told that I tend to intimidate people a fair lot. Im sorry if I do, believe me, Im nothing to be scared of. Just talk to me and I am all chilled. I’m just always happy and out there so if I come across as a freak I apologise. I really am a one of a kind, there’s no one else like me out there. I have a very individual style in the way I dress and look. I am one for the glamorous life and I dress very conservative and feminine even though my personality may not be the crem-de-la-crem of poshness, although I wont lie that I walk with a very strict posture. Very lady like. I have a lot of weeeird likes and dislikes that totally don’t fit my profile – e.g. I am one of the biggest socialites out there yet I like star wars, lord of the rings, Nintendo and Playstation. Go figure? I have to say that deep down Im a bit of a nerd ey. I am fair geek when it comes to academics – how I manage to walk into tests feeling like shit and without studying and still pull off full marks is beyond me yet I do have that skill… which always comes in handy anyway. Im a very happy person. I love laughing. Laughing is all fun and games until I snort and then I get paid out and that’s just great now isn’t it. I’m always the one that everyone tends to pay out, for the simple fact that I retaliate and it’s always good fun to watch and observe Mel get the shits because she is oh so entertaining. WHY DO PEOPLE FIND PLEASURE OUT OF STIRRING ME UP! Fuck you all! “Lets stir her up for shits and giggles.” Just so I slap them (don’t worry, Im not violent at all – just the general play fighting slap, for for those who know me, I love play fights) and then it all folds out from there because deep down all they really want me to do is slap them because for some strange reason, boys get pleasure out of that. There are some fucked up people out there I tell ya. Anywhos. Besides from being overly out there, loud, weird, feminine and smart, I am very loyal and very honest. Im not blunt to the point of being rude, but I am definitely not one to sugar coat things. I don’t trust many people but I give people the benefit of the doubt, which sometimes goes against my better judgement but the problem with me is that Im too nice. I am always one to sort things out with people. Even if I hate beyond hate someone (although I don’t hate people), if I am drunk and I see them, guarantee that if we start talking nicely to each other, that I will sort my shit out with them. I don’t like people who are purposely mean to other people. I believe there should be peace between all people. Even the stupid hoes out there I dislike. Even they deserve to be treated nicely. Everyone has feelings and they should be respected. I always tend to get myself into a situation I would rather not be in, for the simple fact that I am a smart ass and enjoy conflict with people that I say I despise but deep down I really don’t and we rudely bicker at each other just because we secretly enjoy giving each other shit. I am very defensive, good thing but bad thing. Bad thing because sometimes I tend to take things more personally than I should and there are definitely situations when Im in mega shit with the adults and the best thing to do is to sit there and shutup but me being me, I always have to say something to make it worse lol. Im the sort of person that when Im in trouble with the adults (parents, teachers whatever) that I always make the situation worse because I always end up laughing or smiling when they are screaming at me and then they yell at me even more because Im not taking the talk seriously but its not that! Really! My issue is that Im just a dickhead and I cant help but laugh when I get in trouble. Might as well laugh than cry. Or maybe its just the simple fact that I am a pain in the ass sometimes, especially when Im at school. The good ol high school days always brought me the reputation of being the girl with the most potential but wastes her potential through bad behaviour. I was labelled Queen of the Focus Room (detention, suspension blah blah blah) for the person who lived in there the most but oh well shit happens. Now that I think about it, I really do have a problem with authority. Im all good with teachers, like I’ll sit there and do the work when Im in the right mood but if I get accused of doing something I didn’t oh boy that’s when my defensiveness kicks in and then I get in mega shit because I constantly talk back, when really Im not talking back, Im just defending myself. I hate it when older people think they know everything. I may have only been alive for 17 years but my god, I have a lot of life experience behind me – so much to the point that you have no god damn idea. Everyone who knows me knows that I am the girl who goes out, parties hard, drinks up and has fun, makes friends easily and is too outgoing for her own good – but they also know that when shit hits the fan, I am the person to come to if you need someone to talk to. I am a really mature and an extremely deep person underneath it all and I have a lot of things that have happened that have made me who I am today. I am the queen of deep and meaningful conversations. If you need to talk about anything, I am the person you come to and everyone knows that. I am very easy to talk to, and people who know me say that I am actually someone you CAN trust when you say not to tell anyone. I am really respected for that factor, I may be young, but I know my shit. And don’t underestimate how much I actually do know about life and how much I can actually help you get through something if you need someone there. I still have my whole life to live and to grow, but my maturity level well exceeds that of my normal age and everyone who is close to me knows that. Also, everyone close to me knows that I am really committed to my education and that even though I get drilled with contracts for bad behaviour every minute of the day, I still get near enough straight A's and over 90% for all my exams. Nerdness is in my blood I cant help it. My moms a lawyer and my dads a doctor. I have to live up to their reptuation. And I dont try hard for them, I try hard for myself because it reaps so much satisfaction at the end of it. Dont expect to get good results sitting back and doing nothing, if you want good marks you have to work for it... most of the time. I wont lie, so many times Ive done an assignment the night before its due and I get an A for it everytime, but thats not the point... Back to the crazy shit, I love every type of music out there, including Opera (my god I love Andrea Boccelli), classical music and jazz. I predominately listen to slow, sad and depressing songs (don’t worry Im not an emo) but at the same time, give me dance or hip hop baby and I will crank those moves till the sun comes up. I have been dancing for 14 years (jazz, tap and ballet) and everyone who knows me gets pissed off because no matter where I go, as soon as I hear a beat I will start crankin the moves and make a dick out of myself in the middle of Rundle Mall but oh well I don’t care. I am the type of person that if you dare them to do something they will actually do it e.g. buy a santa suit from the reject shop and wear it down rundle mall and to class, buy blue tinsel and wear it as a scarfe all day and draw a moustache on my face for shits and giggles and walk around school likes it nots there. In that sense, Im pretty retarded – I have the guts to do anything just because Im a dickhead. Maybe that’s why people like me I dunno? Due to my dress sense I am the type of person who always will get quickly judged – I don’t know if I come across as a snob, a bitch whatever but I assure you Im not. I am literally one of the nicest people out there, with the best intentions and would never harm a fly. So like I said, don’t get intimidated by my whole confidence factor – it in no way means that I am arrogant or self obsessed or love myself or la di da. Because Im not like that at all. I am very accepting of all types of people. I don’t care who you are, if everyone hates you or if people consider you to be the biggest loser out there, I don’t give a shit, I’ll still like you and be your friend! ? I’ve played piano my whole life and am rather good at it, but Ive pretty much near never had a teacher. My favourite song to play is Moonlight Sonata by Beethoven which I taught myself when I was 13. Best song ever. I can be pretty hard to handle at times, so if you have the balls to give me a shot at being your friend then I say good on ya, you’re a legend! One thing about me that must be known is that I am very determined and I have a lot of goals, dreams and aspirations that I am prepared to drop anything for. Once I finish year 12 and take a year off I am moving to Canberra to live on-campus at the Australian National University for 8 years to study for a PhD in Clinical Psychology and then incorporate motivational speaking to help and inspire people, especially teenagers, using the experiences of my life. My long time goal is to have my own talk show and be a role model to all individuals, as well as becoming involved in politics. You’re probably laughing at me but in the end I’ll be the one who laughs in your face when I actually do it. And don’t underestimate me, I will do it lol. My only issue facing that is I need to stop going out so much because I am a party animal and love partying and dancing the whole night away, and Im sure if I stopped doing that as much then my year 12 marks this year will become a lot better. That’s why I kind of plan, or more so hope to plan to say goodbye to my social life this year and become a nerd to get a 98.6 TER but knowing me that wont happen because I want to party hard for my last year of high school as well. But it’s all good, Im Wonderwoman, I can take on any challenge, and I will get that TER score, or near enough to it, no matter how hard I party. I am a drama Queen, I love performing and public speaking. Like I said, I have been doing competitive dancing for 14 years and have won many trophies and awards, so I have been performing on stage my whooole life. I love getting up in front of people and doing things, I even love getting on stage and making a dick head out of myself. I have done it many times before. Ive dropped my cane while I was singing on stage for my song and tap solo and tried to inconspicuously chase my cane before it rolled off stage (I still got placed!) and when I was 7 I peed my pants on stage during my tap solo out of nerves I think and I still won! BOOYAH! I am the shit. Anyways, now that Ive just embarrassed myself to the whole internet population, I will continue. Im currently in the process of finding a job for after 5 years of my mom telling me that she’ll pay for everything and that she doesn’t want me to get a job, she’s finally said I need one to support my social life so fair enough, Im on the lookout. I honestly think I have a weird face, don’t ask me why. If you think I look weird as well its because Im half Serbian, half Ukrainian. I have the worst immune system you’ve seen on a person. Im always on antibiotics for something. No joke, I reckon I’ve had antibiotics for tonsillitis 11 times in the past year. But sall good, Im a survivor. Im also a major walking disaster. I am the worst thing the world could possibly be blessed with :p for no joke, I am the most poised and co-ordinated person, yet I am so frickin clumsy its unbelievable. I always manage to stack it somehow. I have some major battle scars with some interesting stories behind them so if you want to know how I got them then just ask. I totally want to go to New Zealand because I am obsessed with scenery and I think New Zealand is the most beautiful place in the world. Not to mention that I love Lord of the Rings and I desperately want to do the tour of where they made it all. When it comes to boys – boys, boys, boys, I have really weird taste. Now that I think back on everyone I get involved with, I’m most attracted to pretty boys with excellent fashion styles but Im not so shallow that I purely base my taste on that, as people who know some of the people I have hooked up with, they totally aren’t in that category. In other words, I go for people that I am attracted to. And usually the people I am attracted to are weird looking, in the sense that I sit there and stare at them trying to figure out whether or not I think they are hot. And majority of them are pretty boys so hey, but some of them are just weird but I think they are sexy so I dunno. Its catch 22. At the same time its not all about looks, a boy has to have a personality as well. If anyone is going to survive with me they have to be as outgoing as I am. I have a tendency to be involved with wankers who dont treat girls the best, a habit I am trying to get out of. I dont know why us girls always go for the bad boy bullshit, but somehow their arrogance just really attracts me. Anyways, even if your a wanker and think you have a chance, dont get your hopes up because even though I get involved with wankers, I do get the occasional nice boy in my life that is worth so much more than the ones that treat me like shit and even then, Im not one to put up with shit like that. You will be way gone before any real ruckus starts happening. I am the sort of person that I honestly don’t give a fuck what anyone thinks. If you hate me, I don’t care. If you think my boyfriend is ugly, I don’t care. If you think I walk like I have a pole up my ass, I don’t care. If you think I dress like Im 30, I honestly don’t care – because at least I dress with style and sophistication, opposed to the ordinary boring teenager bullshit that everyone my age wears. I like to stand out and I like to be different, if you cant handle that then oh well its your loss. The people that I am friends with love me for who I am and even if they judged me at first, they know me now and realise that I am the shiznit and that’s why we all get along, because we are all the shiznit. I really love food. Food is in my blood and I cant go a day without it. I hate people who say that they are fat when they know that they aren’t, and they don’t eat because they are scared about the calorie intake. Fuck that, food is too good, and if your worried about being a size 20 then do a couple of jogs around the block – its not that hard. There is nothing better than good company, good music and good food. Even though I am a party animal and the socialising queen, I need a good deal of time to myself. I tend to isolate myself more than other people, if you think that’s weird then whatever but I like to just sit by myself at the beach or go for long walks, just so I can have some me time. I can also get some massive mood swings sometimes, especially if Im under stress. Majority of the time Im all fine and dandy but if I get into a bad mood, pretty much the best thing is to just leave me alone, back away slowly and dont ask any questions. Im the type of person that if Im going through some shit, I deal and handle it by myself and I dont really need to talk to anyone about it. And if I want to, I will. So if I sit there and say nothing and ignore any sort of sympathetic questions just leave me be and if I snap at you, just know that its not directed at you and more so that at the time I was facing some sort of internal grievance and needed some time to get over it. Comes down to the whole isolation thing. You can tell when Im in a bad mood or if somethings up, because I tend to go off by myself until I figure my shit out. So I may be a happy socialite, but I do have my moments of alone time where I dont want to go out and just want to stay at home by myself. And even then, I don’t have to go out every weekend. I will more than happily stay home sometimes. Its not the end of the world if you don’t go out one weekend and its not like your whole social life is GONE if you don’t go to a party. Man I hate people like that. People that HAVE to go out EVERY weekend and if you stay home on a Saturday night then ‘you’re a loser.’ Fuck all you people, you are the ones with no hope. If I have an assignment to do, and I really really really need to do it, then I will stay home and do it – even if I am hating every moment of it. I do it because I have to, and I am responsible and mature enough to actually give a shit about my education. Anyways, I pretty much think I have given you my life story. If you are even partially interested then add me, message me or add me to msn – [email protected]. Im not complicating at all, but at the same time I am really unpredictable. Don’t try to figure me out, you’ll only confuse yourself. Party hard my friends. Life is a gift and the last thing you want to do is waste it. Don’t dwell over things that cant be changed. We could all die tomorrow and not know it, so why be angry, why hold grudges and why not go for the things you want. If you have something to say to someone, say it before its too late for tomorrow could be the end and you wouldn’t even know.
PERSONALITY TEST - trait snapshot:
messy, disorganized, social, tough, outgoing, rarely worries, self revealing, open, risk taker, likes the unknown, likes large parties, makes friends easily, likes to stand out, reckless, optimistic, positive, strong, ambivalent about chaos, abstract, impractical, not good at saving money, fearless, trusting, thrill seeker, not rule conscious, enjoys leadership, strange, loves food, abstract, rarely irritated, anti-authority, attracted to the counter culture
Your love... your kiss... your touch... by blackangel692
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Your love is... Forever
Your kiss is... Seductive
Your touch is... Huggable
Your eyes are... The best
Your smile is... Amazing
Your body is... Beautiful
You are... Very sexual
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My Interests

DANCING!
I love dancing.
Im always known for doing random dancing moves in the middle of no where.
I love tap.
I love ballet.
I love jazz.
I love shopping.
I love food.
I love my friends.
I love partying.
I love my family.
I love the beach.
I love seeing ballets and operas and musicals.
I need my alone time.
I love music.
I love shoes.
I loves hats.
I love life.

A poem everyone should read...

Think...
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most; saying something and wishing you hadn't, or saying nothing and wishing you had?
I guess the most important things in life are the hardest to say.
Dont be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they may break you heart...
But if you dont, you may break theirs.
Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were too afraid to risk what you already had with that person?
Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesnt.
You cant tell your heart what to do, it does it on its own...
when you least expect it or when you dont want it to.
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that person was too afraid to let you?
Too many of us stay walled because we are too afraid to care too much...
for fear that the other person does not care as much or at all.
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone, because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we are afraid; afraid of what others will find out about us.
But everytime we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.
Life is all about risks and it requires us to jump.
Dont be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have or could have had.
NO ONE WAITS FOREVER!


Three Things
Three things that scare me:
1 Spiders
2 Loud unexpected noises
3 The thought that there is nothing after death.
Three people who make me laugh:
1 Hazel
2 Nat Cooper
3 Natasha ^ These 3 girls are the biggest trippers I know.
Three Things I love:
1 Scenery.
2 Music - music is my life.
3 My friends and my family, the people who have stuck by me forever.
Three Things I hate:
1 People who lie and make up things to make themselves sound better.
2 Letting people down.
3 The Crows.
Three things I don't understand:
1 Why everyone in this world just cant get along.
2 How people can be so desperate as to use mail-order brides.
3 How humans are so naive to think that we are the only planet in the universe with life on it.
Three things on my desk:
1 My mobile.
2 My laptop.
3 My iPod.
Three things I'm doing right now:
1 Figuring out my night's plans.
2 Talking on the phone.
3 Listening to the most depressing song I've ever heard, Scarlet by Brooke Fraser.
Three things I want to do before I die:
1 Make a difference to the world.
2 Save an African town from poverty.
3 Make a film.
Three things I can do:
1 The splits.
2 Manipulate people's emotions. (in a good way - say, make someone who's crying, stop crying and feel better or make someone angry, calm down)
3 Walk into a test without revising and still get good marks.
Three ways to describe my personality:
1 Extremely confident, outgoing and happy
2 Empathetic and at the same time, can be brutally honest - with intentions to their benefits.
3 Very loving, caring and understanding of other people's problems and needs
Three things I can't do:
1 I cant let people get me down.
2 I cant let things stand in the way of my future.
3 I cant submit to things I am strongly against

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I'd like to meet:

Hayden Christensen & Tom Welling - the sexiest men alive.
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Music:

Music is my life.
Music holds power.
Music manipulates every emotion.
I love all forms of music.
That includes classical and opera.
Dont pay me out if you cant appreciate the simpler things.
I love old school.
I love new school.
I hate punk music.

Coldplay
Eskimo Joe
Incubus
Sia
Switchfoot
U2
Ministry of Sound
Placebo
Robbie Williams
Muse
Rob Dougan
Eminem
Counting Crows
Portishead
Kylie Minogue
50 Cent
Limp Bizkit
Jedi Mind Tricks
Christina Aguilera
Nickelback
Basement Jaxx

Movies:

I love Star Wars.
I am a Star Wars freak.
Pay me out go fuck yourself.
I love Lord of The Rings.
They are the best films ever created.
Gladiator
Romeo and Juliet
Troy
Moulin Rouge
Cruel Intentions
King Kong
The Matrix
Ferris Buellers Day Off
The Man In The Iron Mask
The Count Of Monte Cristo

Television:

Red Dwarf
Black Books
Mr Bean
Family Guy
Saturday Night Live
Dave Chappelle
I prefer video games.

Books:

Harry Potter.
I absoultely love Harry Potter.
That's it though.
I have too short attention span for books.

Heroes:

Steven Trbovic
Rest in peace uncle. Fate is cruel, that your life was taken away so soon. It wasn't your time and you were only just starting the real journey that is life. You were the strongest and bravest person I ever knew, and you inspired not only me, but many people to be a better person. I am thankful for the time I had with you and I want to thankyou for making me stronger person.

Rest in Peace.
You are forever in my heart and soul.

but most of all Nathan is my hero.

My Blog

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Posted by The.Furious.Angel.Of.Love on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 01:18:00 PST

Ex's.

Ex's are a most complicating thing.This blog is completely unrelated to my ex although he will think otherwise.So many people are breaking up at the moment.Although many people are beginning relations...
Posted by The.Furious.Angel.Of.Love on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 07:52:00 PST

2006

This past year has been a rollercoaster ride I'll never forget. Ive learnt so much and Ive faced experiences that have forced me to face reality. Whether its death, boy troubles, home troubles, b...
Posted by The.Furious.Angel.Of.Love on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 08:34:00 PST

Exams

So school is a total bitch.I am stressed out of my god damn head, 8 summatives left to go.. oh, then exams. Let me make you feel less sorry for yourself.1. English - Connected Text Studies. 2000 words...
Posted by The.Furious.Angel.Of.Love on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 12:36:00 PST

Dancing Comps

Well my loves...its over once again.Another year has gone by.Its weird to think that 10 years has gone by since me and Steph were sitting side stage, saying good luck to each other whilst she performe...
Posted by The.Furious.Angel.Of.Love on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 09:55:00 PST

Cross-dressers

Aren't cross-dressers the most interesting people? Me (melephant), Jessticles and Lexamus experienced the most interesting character since the Rocky Horror Picture show whilst peacefully enjoying ...
Posted by The.Furious.Angel.Of.Love on Fri, 22 Sep 2006 06:03:00 PST