chic correa. [God loves you!]

the name's Chic
thats spelled without a K
I love my Lord and savior Jesus Christ
He is my everything so I give Him everything
my heart breaks for those who lose hope
whoever you are, I love you.
Nichole Marino is the most amazing girl on the planet <3
my passion is hardcore music, especially if it's Christ centered
I scream for an amazing group of guys called Burning Down the Fire Escape
I also play drums and cello
I'd kill for the Cincinnati Reds
the same goes for the Ohio State Buckeyes
Camp Marengo is the greatest place on earth
I love all my friends there to death
I'm not masculine
I embarrass myself on a bi-daily basis (at the least)
I write poetry to worship God
high-fives get me through the day
talk to me, I always want to know how you're doing!
if you have any questions about this Jesus dood, or if you just need someone to talk to I'm your guy :)
give me yo digits, we can be text-buddies!
AIM=darkchristian777
[email protected]
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"Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial, for when he has stood the test he will receive the crown of life God has promised to the ones who love him."
-James 1:12
this is my story
I am saved by never ending grace. I live and breath under such a love, mere mortal men will never be able to comprehend it. This love, this grace is that of the one we call Jesus Christ. He is my savior, my best friend, my teacher. He is my everything.
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My life has been a narrow road of addiction and discontent.
I was raised in a very Christian home so I have been a believer all my life. Around the time when I started to think more independently my dedication to God was weakening. By the time I had reached my teens all I wanted to do with God was to go to church, pay my lip service and get on with my own life. When I was around 14 I met a girl, when I had gotten to know her closer I began to notice these things about her. I saw something in her that I had never seen in any person I had encountered up to that time. What that thing was, was a relationship with Jesus Christ. Well it was just my luck because I had fallen in love with this girl (or I had a gigantic crush, either one works) and I remember wanting to be with her more than anything I ever longed for. She is the single reason why I started writing poetry (3 years ago.) I was prepared to do just about anything to “win” her heart. So that summer at camp I rededicated my life to Christ and got (re)saved, I stayed after chapel to talk to Ty, who was my counselor that week if I remember correctly, and he prayed with me. After that everything started to change. I began wanting to know God more, wanting to learn about God more, just wanting to get as close as possible to God. He just totally took over my life and started making these amazing changes and fixations. I mean, I went to God in selfishness wanting to know Him for my own reasons but He turned that around right when I met Him. This was the start of a relationship that would ended up being the thing saved my life.
Since then my relationship with Christ has had its ups and downs, but we had a good thing going. The story of me at my lowest sums it up pretty well. When I was 16 God and I were talking and He asked me to do something out of the blue that, to me, was completely absurd. That thing He commanded me to do was to stop running after the heart of the girl who had originally brought me to Him in the first place. I struggled with it at first but I eventually gave her up. This sent me into a spiral, against His will I began to look for love in every place I could think of. Even though He kept on telling me to stop, I didn’t, getting rejected left and right. Ultimately I gave up on love and it made me just so miserably lonely. Depression rested its ugly head in my heart and I was set off on a road that would put me to death. Things started to get real bad and quickly. I started getting into things like internet porn to fill the hole in my heart, I felt a loneliness like no other and I was becoming suicidal. My curse was that I had openly (and I mean really openly) been a born again Christian for those past two years so no one had even one clue that I was struggling. I even came to the point when I had planned out my death. Out of nowhere came a person who I had been ignoring, it was God saving me from a treachery that would of ended me. I could just feel the love of Christ that night overwhelming my dead soul and such a comfort was cast in my heart that I had no choice but to come back to where I was. Filled with deceit and unforgivable God took me back and I will never be the same.
He is such an amazing God, like none other. His grace stretches to the ends of the earth. His love overflows the skies. His mercy goes beyond the universe. He is the Alpha and the Omega, our beginning and end. He is the Lord our God and he saved me.
After it was all said and done He sent that girl who I loved so much once before to heal my wounds. I totally could not believe it. She had never ever even noticed me before. In the end it all came together and I am just in awe in what my God had done and still continues to do.
"the blood of Christ is running through my veins, this heart pumps life through my once dead body, I feel it, I feel it."
-Flynn
my message is simply this:
We live because our God is so unfathomably benevolent we'd live a lifetime before we could understand even a fraction of it. .. He is so amazing, but all he wants is to get to know you and help you.
No matter where you've been or what you've done in your life He still wants you.