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:: just.dezâ„¢ ::

Disarm you with a smile..

About Me

My name is Desiree.. Dez.. whatever. I'm 23. I'm in love with the most passionate and caring man in the world.

My Interests

Music; nature; spirituality; vampires; autumn nights; sunshowers; thunderstorms; humour; open minded people; writing; singing; walking; fishing; camping; fixing cars; looking at the stars; day dreaming; reading; pretending i have accents when i meet strangers; opening doors for old people; philosophy; politics; sociology; food; beer; jager; jack daniels; moosehead; tequila; abstract art; my love and how he makes me tingle; knowing what i know

Music:

Bright Eyes
Marilyn Manson
Lacuna Coil
Soulfly
Rilo Kiley
the Beatles
Fiona Apple
Coal Chamber
Glassjaw
Motorhead
Misfits
Dead Kennedys
Orgy
Sick of it All
Pearl Jam
Janis Joplin
Jimi Hendrix
the Doors
Bob Dylan
Bob Marley
Pantera
Machine Head
Ben Harper
Bjork
Portishead
Tool
Nothingface
Pitchshifter
Soundgarden
Sex Pistols
the Ramones
A Perfect Circle
the Streets
Muse
Shinedown
Jack Off Jill
Opeth
Lamb of God
She Wants Revenge
Bauhaus
Bella Morte
Suffocation
Slayer
Cannibal Corpse
yeah I think you get the picture.

Movies:

Requiem For A Dream, Trainspotting, Pi, Edward Scissorhands, The Eye, Spun, The Salton Seas, City of God, Alice in Wonderland, 12 Monkeys, May, I Am Sam, The Virgin Suicides, Jawbreaker, American History X, Lost Boys, The Labrynth, E.T, A River Runs Through It, Full Metal Jacket, Clockwork Orange, The Crow, Donnie Darko, Gia, Lock, Stock, and Two Smoking Barrels, Snatch, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, True Romance, Firestarter, Carrie, Ghostbusters, Boondock Saints, Stand By Me, Nightmare Before Christmas, Stigmata, The Devil's Advocate, Fight Club, Amityville Horror, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Ginger Snaps, The People Under The Stairs.. (to be continued)

Television:

- Prison Break - Almost anything on the Comedy Channel - The Simpsons - Family Guy - Oz - Dead Like Me - Intervention etc etc

Books:

Too many to list.. if you really want to know just ask.

Heroes:

The man who sold the world

My Blog

This tongue shall be bitten no more..

For months I've kept this to myself.. in hopes of saving someone else.. from pain.. from tears.. from a broken heart.. but now I'll play the devil's part. You must grow up.. you're a child no more.. I...
Posted by :: just.dez" :: on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 08:57:00 PST

GOING TO FUCKING BUFFALO!!!!

Yes.. yes.. YES!!! Gabe, Anthony and I are going to see SHINEDOWN, ROB ZOMBIE AND GODSMACK!!!! I know you're all jealous..  
Posted by :: just.dez" :: on Sun, 03 Sep 2006 06:46:00 PST

Dancing on the corpses ashes..

I see you stare at me thru eyes shrouded in khol pencil.. neglecting the simple niceties of a hello I see you crying on the inside yet never faulter.. encompasing all we know of love and sorrow I feel...
Posted by :: just.dez" :: on Sun, 06 Aug 2006 02:10:00 PST

Gone with the sin..

I love your skin oh so whiteI love your touch cold as iceAnd I love every single tear you cryI just love the way you're losing your lifeOhohohohoh my baby, how beautiful you areOhohohohoh my darling, ...
Posted by :: just.dez" :: on Thu, 29 Jun 2006 08:00:00 PST

I blind my eyes so I can feel

I've travelled down this road before.. filled with love.. with hate.. forever more. We dance to music that can't be heard.. in turn.. we speak without a word. I lead.. you lead.. we follow as one.. a ...
Posted by :: just.dez" :: on Wed, 14 Jun 2006 08:16:00 PST

And the song remains the same..

I have become an adult.. yet still feel like a child. My heart is lost in a sea of wanting.. of caring.. and of sadness. I have forgotten what it is like to be loved. Day by day I lose hope.. lose des...
Posted by :: just.dez" :: on Mon, 12 Jun 2006 11:21:00 PST