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Merlot♥

Just sprinkle some crack on him

About Me

Nothing that I can say will stop you from assuming what you want, but I'll say it to those who aren't so ignorant.. These pictures do NOT give you any insight as to who I am as a person.. Thank you.. About me.. Yes, I'm 21 and yes, I do drink but I don't drink excessively.. They say that being 21, and legal, the whole drinking thing is overrated.. I don't believe it, but I just don't have time to be fucking around and drinking a huge percentage of my life away.. I'm studying to be a surgical tech and hopefully have my career by the time I'm 23 or even before that.. Yes, I do "model" but that's kinda like a "side project" if you will.. The way that I look at it is if I get lucky, I'll appreciate it lots and feel completely lucky, but being a surgical tech is more realistic at this point.. Any industry that people take interest in is a "dog-eat-dog" world.. I'm NOT a Suicide Girl or any of those kind of models (no offense to the models whatsoever) it's just not my cup of tea, but I do support them.. I'm a huge dork at heart that loves interesting art, toys, movies, books, etc.. but who doesn't? What interests me are things out of the norm, so I wouldn't say I'm your typical girl.. Actually, I can be your typical girl, just tweaked a little bit.. Humor is a HUGE part of who I am as a person, so about 75% of my life is laughter and the other 25% is serious.. But don't worry, I know when to turn it off and on.. I guess I can consider myself a "social butterfly" cause I love making conversation with people, and I'm not afraid to be who I really am.. either you take it or leave it.. I don't feed people lies because what good would that do for you or for myself? Plus, lies just scratch the surface then begin to dig deep holes of bullshit.. Hmmm.. I guess that's all I can conjure up for now, but if you have any other questions, feel free to either message me or hit me up on that AOL instant messenger (My SN's under general info)

My Interests

AIM - JCMerlot86 *Family *Friends *Music *Laughter/Humor *Photography *Art *Writing *Baking *Singing *Collecting Toys *Repairing things *Decorating *Etc. etc. etc.

I'd like to meet:


Anyone that's just an all around good person :) That's not a lot to ask for right??
HEY REAL friends and acquaintances!! Add my private profile!!! So we can keep better contact.. Naw mean?!! haha.. here's the linkage: www.myspace.com/iequalmerlot

Music:

I listen to just about EVERYTHING.. Recently, I've been listening to a lot of Journey, Every Time I Die, Norma Jean, The Chariot, As I Lay Dying, Through the Eyes of the Dead, Emmure, He is Legend, Emery, Chiodos, and Killswitch Engage..

Movies:

The Crow, Interview with the Vampire, Gladiator, The Boondock Saints, The Last Samurai, The Wedding Singer, Shaolin Soccer, The Eye, The Devil's Backbone, Disney/Pixar Movies, Willy Wonka, The Nightmare Before Christmas, Edward Scissorhands, Wayne's World (1&2), Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, Sin City, Kung Fu Hustle, Enter the Dragon, Don't be a Menace, The Goonies, Beetle Juice, Tommy Boy, Black Sheep, Blood Sport, Full Metal Jacket, Battle Royale, Kill Bill, Ace Ventura, Dumb & Dumber, Bubble Boy, The Notebook, Gia, Robin Hood: Men in Tights, etc..

Television:

Anything music related, [Adult Swim], MXC, whatever catches my attention

Books:

I've read "The Laughing Corpse", "Blood and Gold", "Memnoc The Devil", "Rosemary's Baby", "Demon Seed", "Who Killed Kurt Cobain", "Wifey", etc etc.. I don't really read much anymore

Heroes:

My loving Parents, My lovely Jackass, Mr. Miyagi, and Howard the Duck

My Blog

Losing track of my Mind...

This will have no message, this will be meaningless, this is just a way for me to "vent" a little bit.. I've been VERY stressed these past couple of weeks.. So stressed that this past Thursday, I got ...
Posted by Merlot♥ on Sat, 12 Apr 2008 01:29:00 PST

Anywhere but here...

One day you're here, the next day you're gone.. mentally struggling with things that you don't even have a clue as to why you're fathoming the thought in the first place.. Explanations just ignite the...
Posted by Merlot♥ on Thu, 18 May 2006 07:57:00 PST

Wither away...

How and when does one know to throw all of what they've learned and adjusted to away? To gather all that they've known for so long and discard it like a bad habit? When something good comes along. It'...
Posted by Merlot♥ on Tue, 09 May 2006 11:13:00 PST

*Sniffles*

I'm REALLY fuckin sick today.. I left work early cause there were too many people there, and well.. I get home, lounge around, and I end up getting REALLY sick.. It pretty much sucks.. I can hardly br...
Posted by Merlot♥ on Sun, 16 Apr 2006 12:15:00 PST

The sky's still moving as I'm standing still...

2am on a Monday morning.. I'm sitting infront of a blank canvas of thoughts, not knowing where to begin, or if I'll ever come to an end.. I turn my gaze towards the window that lets the dark night see...
Posted by Merlot♥ on Mon, 03 Apr 2006 02:37:00 PST

Why is your dumbass so fuckin conceited?!

Seriously.. I hate when people think they're so much better than other people! ITS FUCKIN RIDICULOUS!!! And to make it worse, it's people that have to feed off of other people's put downs to make them...
Posted by Merlot♥ on Tue, 21 Mar 2006 10:18:00 PST

You is an ignorant biotch!!

I'm not gonna try to be all "intellectual" in this blog.. I just felt like talking off the top of my head.. So my cousin and I went to PetsMart today cause poor old Athena had no more dog food.. DRY A...
Posted by Merlot♥ on Tue, 14 Mar 2006 10:29:00 PST

As shallow as the sea...

Time's ticking.. I'm bored.. I'm gonna jot down words and thoughts that flow through me.. I'm growing old.. Not as much mentally, just mentally maturing (if that makes any sense).. My body's getting t...
Posted by Merlot♥ on Mon, 13 Feb 2006 11:49:00 PST

Three small words were way too late...

What if you could never say "I love you" to someone that you've never had the chance to say it to? What if you have numerous chances but you decide it's not worth your time? I mean, who knows when it'...
Posted by Merlot♥ on Tue, 10 Jan 2006 12:19:00 PST

Getcho hurrrr did nukka!! (prt. 2)

SOOOOOOO!!!! my hair's DONE!! whoopie!!!! hahaha.. Yeah, it's complete! and I'm loving it :) I don't care what other people say, I love it.. So, you guessed it kids! more fuckin pictures :) hahaha, an...
Posted by Merlot♥ on Sat, 12 Nov 2005 01:30:00 PST