party hard. drink hard liquor. fuck the world.

Hardcore.
That's what they call me.
Rebel.
That's my label.
Angry.
Yeah that too.
Misunderstood.
What teenager isn't?
Confusing…
Because if you asked me to choose one word to describe myself … I couldn't.
Tears . Oh I've shed many of those. Laughter. I've changed my laugh about a million times… every time I laugh I change it. Heart breaks… ask my pillow. Ambitions. You can only want so much in life…. Yeah, yeah. That's why they say… but I limit myself to my imagination. Ask anyone. I think it's pretty big. What? My imagination. Betrayals. Well, yeah I've betrayed people. And they've done so back so… karma's a bitch I guess. Someone once told me that I think the world revolves around me… and in my eyes it fucking does. This is my life. My script. I can try to find an understudy but there's only one me.
Dares . Here's one. I dare you to say it to my face. Judgmental. You want the sickening truth? If they're not saying it they're thinking it. So yes I am. Everyone is. Vengeance. it feels good. It's satisfying. Just like every other sin. Authority. To me? Irrelevant. Everyone's human. At least I wish everyone was. Expectations. I have mine like snoop dog… really high. So I get let down easily. You think you understand. But nobody every will. Not even myself. I'm not a glass window. You can't see through me.
Pride . How do you handle people with pride? Act like them towards them and they'll get tired of you without realizing that they're really getting tired of themselves. I'm no one to talk. I'm overdosed with pride myself. So I know how it works. Bad apples and Bad People. Bad people will take a basket of apples and only find the bad apples of the bunch. In every person there is a bad apple but it only makes them bad people if they talk about the apple and eat it, too. I have a strong group of friends. Different in our own ways but we stand together no matter what. My mother likes them for who they are but then her judgment changes based on appearance, family issues, she's completely intolerant of their art and dangerously xenophobic. It still fucking irritates me. My mom's the bad person who talks about the apple and eats it, too. She eats her bad apple, because remember everyone has one, and then complains when someone has a bad apple.
Strength . It's not something you have. It's something people give to you. Advice. Take it, leave it or pass it on. Don't ask for it, let people who know your situation give it to you. The ones who try are your true friends. Never say "What should I do?" … always say "I don't know what to do." Intelligence. Academic. Wisdom . Power. Everything needs to be limited. WRONG! It's just nothing should be done in excess. Live it up. If you're in deep shit, just finish the damage that way the shit will eventually be flushed away into the ocean and now you're with the fish. That may be a good thing, but remember there are always sharks.
Peace . Unappreciated. War. Encouraged. People who care… extinct. People who want change… ignored. The humble … exiled. I've seen a lot in my 16 years. But I've seen nothing done for the past decades. I have many revolutionary ideas. Things that might erupt. I know I explode all the time, its just the way I am. Deal with it.
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