i dont talk to very many people but i am a nice person. i have alot of bad luck but i know one day karma will make up for it.i wish i was invisible,it'd be easier. im known as the weird one and i am weird , i know it lol. i cant be anybody but myself so everyone can get used to it . my mind is constantly going, that is why i am quiet alot. im weird ,of course ima be quiet.if only people knew what ran through my head.I really could give 2 shits less what people thought of me. im me and if you cant deal with that dont even bother wasting your time thinking about me. I have Post Tramatic Stress Disorder,i have anger management issues(my therapist says i am implosive-which means every little bad thing that happens to me builds up then i randomly explode if set off)( i block things out because of what has been hiding in my head for so long) (i am scared of my imagination) which kinda ties into each other.my faveorite food is pizza. i love food if it is not a vegable.i think i am a SUGAR ADDICT i have to have my sugar or else. i like wearing loose pants and tank tops or whatever i dress for comfort alot. you know how everyone has a faveorite cartoon character, well mine is EEYORE! most of my comfy clothes have eeyore on them. i cant stand not being comfy. it agravates me and then i get in a pissy mood.i love talking to people about thier problems because i have been through more of my share of shit in my life at this point in time anyways, i know how fucked up life is belive me. you can hardly trust anyone anymore. allot of fucked up people are in this fucked up world we live in today. the only thing i can do is hope someone comes up with a peaceful resolution. i never understood why there is so much hate going on in this world. when i get mad i just decide to let karma take care of the problem. cause life is too short for stress and drama.sadly i have learned not to trust alot of people in life,at one point in your life 2/3 will rip the skin right off your back just to use it as TP.i love my family, i consider my friends my family because they are only family if you can honestly tell your self you can trust them . I have 15 piercings in my ears.2 in my lip.I have (i forgot how many) tattoos. My faveorite tattoo is my wings i eventually will have tattoos on most of my body . i have 6 brothers.i talk to 3 of them as much as i can ,most of my family dislikes me so i decided to make my own little family , with ppl i can trust fully they are my family. I love rollercoasters, im plannin to visit every amusement park in the US one day!. i love ADRENnaliNe, i have to have it once every so often! the sexyest piece of clothing that is sexy to me is a tobbogan .and my best friend is KC!im more of a tomboy than anything i think, i just burp and fart more than a normal girl should.I will never stop smoking,ever,even when im old....and crippled...and on oxygen...ima be a kool nanny .if i ever have an idea prepare yourself because i will try it no questions asked. i have to i have no choice or it will weigh me down and, then these words pop in my head "When your old you dont want to look back and say , damn why didnt i do that."I dont like seeing people sad or mad,im usually the one to try and calm a person down or make a person feel better..I hate when peole stereotype other people ,everyone is thier own person. BE YOURSELF and other people that cant take to that and learn it ,will eventually get over it.I dont like ignorant peple, they piss me off.I HATE GOVERNMENT,FUCK THE SYSTEM.ANARCHY ALL THE WAY MOTHAFUCKER!I dont like it when things are taken for granted, even air we are lucky to even breathe.i hate people who take life for granted and take people for granted .i hate being alone (biggest fear actually) .COLTON ever since we found out we were cousins we have been there for each other from our first cigarettes to gettin shot at to u becomin a daddy, no matter what happens i will be there for u(yes even when we are chasing each other around with our canes when we are old farts hahaha) i will love you no matter what colton!!! .MATT you helped me escape the situation i was in and in return we both have someone to talk to on a daily basis and if we ever feel like cussing some one out our rooms are right across from each other lol .....MY ma is my idle for how much shit she has gone through with me and she still loves me after all of it.......................................................... ............. AND LAST OF ALL MY BABY JONATHAN, ever since i met him i have loved something about him at first i was careful with my heart and i ended up falling up a flight of stairs (metaphorically speaking i was really fuckin suprized) he is one of the best things and the one of the most important people in my life. hell when i went straight lesbian i dont know how..but he got me to forget everything bad that has happend in my life and that has gone on in my life, and he reversed the cycle of my heart getting broken like on rewind but he changed my story for the better and there is plenty more to come but this time .. its diffent this story will never end . I finally found the guy i have been dreaming of since i was 10.sharp teeth,prettay eyes,doesnt treat me any different when i look like shit or not,treats me like a fuckin princess ,he loves to cuddle ,he dont give a shit what people think hes a juggalo , there is never a dull moment with him , he has an appetite like hell, he has the most fuckin sexy as rare smile i have ever seen , i would go on but you probably wouldnt be interested, but i dont care HAHA . BUT I WILL TELL YOU ONE THING ANY SLUTTY AS FUCKIN DUMB SON OF A stupid cock suckin dick lickin piece of shit head cock meat cunt wrapped supreme sandwich eatin son of a monkey licking cunt muffin sandwich with balls on the side donkey raping shit eater ,TRYS TO GET BETWEEN US hehehe JUST TRY ME. anyways thhats just a forwaring to alll those poeple that like to ruin relationships AND I WILL BE DAMNED TO HAVE SOMETHING HAPPEN to this miracle that i happen to have found. we are just the same...he just has a dick.hes perfect in every WAY . i never thought it was possible but my birthday wish came true! I LOVE HIM TO DEATH AND I ALWAYS WILL. I LOVE YOU BABY! FINALLY SOMEONE JUST INSANE AS ME :D.......................................................... ............................................ .....everyone is thier own person never let any life change that........... . .......LIVE LIFE.YOUR DYING...to be continued
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