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A DIFFERENT KINDA PAIN

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About Me

Shane was taken from us by a drunk driver.He was killed on the spot.He was a very close friend of mine and we had great times together.I wish that I could have said good bye before he died.But,it never happend.When I found out the next day my whole world fell apart.I pray to god that this never happends again to anyone...Loseing a close friend like this breaks hearts that cant be fixed.Things will never be the same with out him.I'll never forget SHANE! I hope someday I will meet him again so,I can tell him how much I miss him..
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I made this banner for Shane.As he loves white Tigers and to show love and respect.(If you know Shane please post this on your page.Copy and past where ever you want it in your profile). Name:Gordon
Where I was born: West.Berlin
Where I live: Washingtion State
What I like to do: All kinds of shit.

To Say Goodbye's Impossible Forever
To say goodbye's impossible forever, And yet we must too soon exchange goodbyes. No magnitude of love when someone dies Can manage the immensity of never. Yet even death cannot our friendship sever Though you may rest somewhere beyond our sighs And all the talk of afterlife be lies. Eternity is our brief glimpse of ever. Even as each breeze must alter time And each unruly rock reshape the sea, So love lasts beyond our consciousness. Each pulse of life's a piece of the sublime, A breath so full of grace it cannot be, A wave that ripples endlessly through darkness. This Truth Is like a Sea That Has No Shore
This truth is like a sea that has no shore, Chaos infinite in heart and mind: That you should once have been, and are no more. To me you are as lovely as before: Your voice still sings of life, your eyes still shine. This truth is like a sea that has no shore,
An agony no reason can endure, A knot of pain no passion can unbind: That you should once have been, and are no more.
You died because some drunken bastard bore Across the barrier of one thin line. This truth is like a sea that has no shore:
That I cannot your battered face restore; That all my love for you cannot turn time; That you should once have been, and are no more.
We are all on a death march, numb and raw, Driven on as loved ones fall behind. This truth is like a sea that has no shore: That you should once have been, and are no more. Proverbs of Love
--One can be unhappy by oneself, but to be truly tormented, one must love

. --Love is harder to accept than to give.
--To love is to embrace life. To love fully is to embrace both death and life.
--The secret of happiness is simple: be loving, giving, caring.
Why, then, are so many unhappy? Because they are afraid.
--Love only yourself, and you are alone.
Love only one other, and the two of you are alone. Love only your family, and your family is alone. Love only your nation, and your nation is alone. There can be no communion, not even with yourself, except through love of God.
Proverbs of Good and Evil
1. Good and evil are like unstable elements that bond immediately to form a single molecule. A jolt of electricity, however, can temporarily separate them again.
2. The innocent are guilty of not knowing they are guilty, whereas the guilty are innocent of not knowing they are guilty.
3. The most common justification for evil is cynicism. The second most common justification for evil is idealism. However, idealism tends to justify the greater evil.
4. One often perceives someone as evil because one perceives oneself as good. This error is the cause of a great deal of confusion and suffering.
5. The reward for goodness is self-satisfaction, wherein also lies great danger.
6. How, then, is one to know good from evil? That which springs from love is good. That which springs from greed, lust, or hatred is evil. That which is beautiful is good. That which is ugly is evil. That which you yourself would want from another is good. That which you yourself would not want from another is evil.
7. There are those who cast aside all restraints and are willingly evil. There are those who live perpetually restrained and become self-righteous. There are those who are aware of the evil in their hearts, words, and acts, yet are able to love themselves and others.
8. Evil must sometimes be met with violence, but the only antidote is love.
9. Thus to be good one must love those who are evil, among whom one must include oneself. That is, to be good one must be evil, both at war and at peace with oneself.
10. In the war between good and evil, the major battleground is in the hearts of children, and the weapons are the lives of adults.
Society Is You and Me
Society is you and me. Everyone's a piece of they. Very much of what we do Ends up as words that others say. No I exists except as we, Though he and she are part of you; Each pronoun's only partly true, Each life becomes another's way. No one alone can simply be.
Appearance and Reality

To appear wise, one must talk; To be wise, one must listen. To appear to do good, one must be busy; To do good, one must know when to stand aside.

To appear to lead, one must put oneself first; To lead, one must put oneself last.

To appear caring, one must give advice; To be caring, one must give space.

To appear to love, one must know how to give; To love, one must know also how to receive.

To appear happy, one must smile; To be happy, one must be free with tears.
DIFFERENT KIND OF PAIN
BEFORE I LET YOU GO GIVE ME JUST ONE MORE NIGHT TO SHOW YOU JUST HOW I FEEL I LOST ALL MY CONTROL IF IT TAKES MY WHOLE DAMNED LIFE I'LL MAKE THIS UP TO YOU
I'M KINDA LIKE THE WAVES THAT ROLL THEIR WHOLE LIFE TOWARDS SOMEWHERE CRASHING IT ON THE SHORE THAT'S BLOWN IN BY THE WIND THAT CARRIES THE CLOUDS TO HIDE MY WISH ON A FALLEN STAR
A DIFFERENT KIND OF PAIN, IS SOMEONE THERE TO HOLD YOU IS SOMEONE THERE TO TAKE YOU AWAY FROM ME
I TRIED TO LET YOU GO I WISH I COULD TURN BACK TIME AND SHOW YOU JUST HOW I FEEL I NEEDED YOU TO KNOW IF IT TAKES MY WHOLE DAMNED LIFE I'LL MAKE THIS UP TO YOU
BEFORE YOU LET ME GO, I NEEDED YOU TO KNOW
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Trapped

Have you ever been in a situation where you don't know what to do because you feel both things to do are right? You don't know whether you should speak your mind or tell them what you think they want ...
Posted by A DIFFERENT KINDA PAIN on Tue, 16 May 2006 04:37:00 PST

Lasting Relationship

Love is not the only reason why a relationship stands 4 years or till foreverâ?We might think that love holds the relationshipâ? But what if you love too much and forget that love also can weaken or...
Posted by A DIFFERENT KINDA PAIN on Tue, 16 May 2006 04:24:00 PST

Protection

Always protect yourself not only physically but mentally. One fatal flaw is love, why? Love is supposed to be great which is but can hurt you. If you open your heart to someone always try and think of...
Posted by A DIFFERENT KINDA PAIN on Tue, 16 May 2006 04:20:00 PST

The Gift of Life Is Never More or Less

The gift of life is never more or less.Either days or years are merely moments.Reverence remains the source of bliss.More memories do not increase remembrance.If death must early come, then let it...
Posted by A DIFFERENT KINDA PAIN on Sun, 08 Jan 2006 06:39:00 PST

Forgive Me for What Cannot Be Forgiven

Forgive me for what cannot be forgiven.Open up the door I once slammed closed.Restore the love that I once squandered, drivenGrimly by some grinch I've since deposed.I cannot plead for what I cannot f...
Posted by A DIFFERENT KINDA PAIN on Sun, 08 Jan 2006 06:35:00 PST

How spiders see the world

  Introduction : Spiders usually have eight eyes (some have 6 or fewer), but few have good eyesight. Most are able to detect little more than light-dark intensity changes and rapid movement - eno...
Posted by A DIFFERENT KINDA PAIN on Wed, 04 Jan 2006 03:08:00 PST

Keep in mind

Things you own end up owning you!
Posted by A DIFFERENT KINDA PAIN on Wed, 04 Jan 2006 02:49:00 PST

What I know

  What I know I say, Never be complete. I say, stop being perfect lets evolve. Let the chips fall where they may. I see all this potentianl and I see squindering. An entire genration pumping g...
Posted by A DIFFERENT KINDA PAIN on Wed, 30 Nov 2005 01:03:00 PST