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victoria dear

24th Long Beach Lesbian & Gay Pride Celebration May 19th & 20

About Me


Of all the possible truths, they chose the day;
they held it, not with ropes but with an aroma.
They did not shred the peace; they did not shatter words;
their happiness is a transparent tower.
i take photos.
Bisexuality is a blessing and a curse, but viewing it as a schizophrenia will make you insane. If I try to live my life on only one side of the river, I'm torn asunder by thoughts of the opposite shore. Yes, being bisexual can rip one's soul apart. But if it's done right, with an open heart and honest life, I find my peace living in the river, quenched by the water which touches both sides, one drop indistinguishable and inseparable from the next. I am not a whole person with split desires: I am a whole person with desire. As everyone is, regardless.
~Agavé Powers
I drink too much, love too much, and sleep too little.
I'm a loner, no one ever believes that... but I am.
I have bad luck when it comes to love.
I write poetry on bathroom stalls.
I like to honk at slow drivers.
I'm an only child and starved for affection.
Just hold my hand.
We'll make it, somehow.

My Interests


.art
.photography
.fashion
.dance
.literature
.activism
.singing
.life

I'd like to meet:


Are you my inspiration...?

Audrey Hepburn, & the love of my life.

Music:

.yann tiersen
.billie holiday
.etta james
.sarah vaughan
.blossom dearie
.louis armstrong
.miles davis
.eric satie
.bobby darin
.ramones
.violent femmes
.left alone
.horrorpops
.white stripes
.thebeatles!
.nirvana
.mychemicalromance
.radiohead
.elliotsmith
.and many more...

Movies:

.willywonka&thechocolatefactory
.whenharrymetsally
.amelie
.leschoristes
.eternalsunshineofthespotlessmind
.i♥huckabees
.thescienceofsleep
.sabrina
.anaffairtoremember
.shopgirl
.thepianist
.tokillamockingbird
.ilpostino
.punchdrunklove
. etc, etc, etc.

Television:

rots your brain... i dont watch television.
You are Betty Grable
The ulitmate girl next door
You're the perfect girl for most guys
Pretty yet approachable. Beautiful yet real. What Famous Pinup Are You?

Books:

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Heroes:

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My Blog

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Bisexuality is a blessing and a curse, but viewing it as a schizophrenia will make you insane. If I try to live my life on only one side of the river, I'm torn asunder by thoughts of the opposite shor...
Posted by victoria on Mon, 14 May 2007 02:56:00 PST

Gerri's Story

This New York Coroner's picture first appeared in MS Magazine in April 1973. When Gerri's picture appeared in MS, no one knew her name or all the circumstances that surrounded her death from an illeg...
Posted by victoria on Fri, 04 May 2007 01:51:00 PST

April is Sexual Assault Awareness month

Please try and educate those around you, and participate in these events if you can...     These statistics from www.rainn.org Every two and a half minutes, somewhere in America, someone...
Posted by victoria on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 04:44:00 PST

sometimes

I just want to sleep next to someone.
Posted by victoria on Fri, 23 Mar 2007 09:26:00 PST

kisses

A pile of flesh.these days,its seems I am growing weaker.They keep taking from me,I keep giving hoping. Little pieces of my soulescape past my lips,kisses. Kisses that cut. Lovely wordssoften my woun...
Posted by victoria on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 04:20:00 PST

Distracted

Walking downtown last night I passed a sortof ragged woman on the street,I was sure she was homeless and a little creepy.She started walking behind me.Exactly behind me.She was watching me. I sped up....
Posted by victoria on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 11:53:00 PST

I live in a mexican ghetto...

I awoke this morning to a bum rustling throughthe dumpster beneath my window. He didn't seem to find anything he liked, and carried on. I got ready for work and walked down the dirtybeat-up stairway....
Posted by victoria on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 04:20:00 PST

California Governor & First Lady's Conference on Women

I'm so excited that I'm going to be able to do this tomorrow, I had to share.The Dahlai Lama is going to be speaking and leading a meditation exercise.:)  The California Governor and First L...
Posted by victoria on Mon, 25 Sep 2006 01:51:00 PST

Wisdom

I just wanted to post an update for people wonderingwhy I've been MIA. So, I had two of my wisdom teeth taken out yesterday.Top and Bottom, the bottom one was horizontally impacted. (see photo) &...
Posted by victoria on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 08:35:00 PST

Transwomen Vagina Monologues

I love my job... I am sitting at my desk sipping  my Triple French Vanilla latte.. answering phones, emails, and inbetween watching  "Beautiful Daughters" a film of Transwomen, perfomin...
Posted by victoria on Thu, 03 Aug 2006 10:08:00 PST