Carry me Down |
If you see me losing ground
Don't be afraid to lie
I know the pain inside my heart
Can't break the fear inside of yours
And if you see me losing faith in what it means to die
Don't let me leave b...
Posted by on Tue, 13 Oct 2009 22:18:00 GMT |
waiting to die |
i dont know if its the drugs I am on or what, but for the past month i have been just waiting for my heart to stop. I think i have a mental problem, seriousley. Its all I think about. Im canstantly ch...
Posted by on Thu, 24 Sep 2009 00:06:00 GMT |
this world is full of back stabbers |
Just from this expirence I have learned alot. And thats always trust your first judgment/instict on someone. Most of you know I was living with who I though was a really good friend of mine. Well the ...
Posted by on Tue, 15 Sep 2009 03:01:00 GMT |
kids, eat your magnesium! |
Dude i fucking hate doctors sometimesAfter spending countless hours reaserching my heart condition i have found something that has worked 98 percent of the time. I have been on it for 2 weeks now and ...
Posted by on Thu, 10 Sep 2009 02:48:00 GMT |
California, here i come |
So it is officially....official. Its happening. November 15th is my last day at work, then the 20th i begin a new chapter in my book of life. This has been probably the longest chapter that will ever ...
Posted by on Tue, 08 Sep 2009 23:33:00 GMT |
THANK GOD!!! |
All of my heart test came back negative today. I found out that my heart is perfectly normal. It is slightly enlarged, but its not overly huge. I still have hard core palpitations though, (that's were...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Aug 2009 20:30:00 GMT |
And I hear this calling.... |
So, after 2 weeks of hanging out with my family, I have found my place in this world.I am in fact moving to california in the middle of december to attend music school in san fran!!!! i know you all h...
Posted by on Sat, 08 Aug 2009 21:47:00 GMT |
A Certain Death |
Embrace this sickness with open arms
If you believe you'll run with ghosts.
Pull out the arrows that poison your mind
Look inside and ask yourself why
Why would you really want to live forever
Ev...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Jul 2009 22:47:00 GMT |
My Faith |
Apparantly some people find it funnybut you wont be laughingwhen we are all lifted to the heavens and you are stuck here sufferingwith wounds that will not healyou will try to kill your selfbut you wo...
Posted by on Tue, 21 Jul 2009 22:00:00 GMT |
Through Me He Wrote....... |
If i Could take this all away myself I would have done it alreadyMy walk alone along these winding roads, is cold, warmth has paid its final dueI Stand and I watch as all the people walk bye, never on...
Posted by on Sat, 18 Jul 2009 00:33:00 GMT |
