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About Me

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HotFreeLayoutsLife is to be created day by day and I am a believer of change being good. I try to renew my thoughts and check my feelings on life alot to keep my heart fresh. I have made mistakes and am constantly learning from them, but I have learned to be confident and never let situations or people alter my step. God has given me a canvass to create what I want so I try to keep it colorful.I live my life the way I want and dont apologize if it isnt the norm. Who wants to be the norm anyways. Controversy is much more interesting than the standard. It makes for better television.....I am a sharp, witty, funny, loyal, passionate, erotic, aggressive at times, easygoing, resilient, ambitious woman. A bit narcissistic and opinionated, but it adds to the spicy taste of me. Very mucha lover of women, and I let it be known. I love to sit and enjoy a glass or two of wine with friends or alone whichever is my mood. Body shots are good too.... Tend to be spoiled (is up for interpretation)...Absolutely love some good music and to smile. It is always more to me than meets the eye just when you think you got it all figured out you realize you dont. I never rate as one personality on those damn tests I always range borderline this and that and I like it that way. I am eclectic and free. I can be comfortable in my own skin in different arena's of life and styles of clothing. One day I may be all tomboyed out at a baseball game(I miss fenway), and the next all dolled up and femmy, the next all natural witha wrap and all that, the next a little goth. Ya I said it. GOTH bitches.... black girls can be a little dark at times too. Basically I got my own thang goin on here. Very eclectic in my tastes and moods, so I can tend to change up styles often.I am true and loyal to my lady when I have one...Will drop anything for my family. When I love someone family, lover or friend I will always love them. Maybe not like em all the time, but I will love em.I like to be in control and be the captain. It's probably the libra in me. I love balance and sanity, but I do love to shake it up a bit as well. Life is to short to run around living it for everyone else. I only dance to the beat of my own drum. I am a natural kinda gal. Natural hair thang goin on, I am love with erotic poetry, spoken word or song. Will travel to see or do something that interests me. All about livin life like it is golden cause it is dammit.... WOW you got through that long shit you are a trooper.. Cool points 4 U ..LOL..

My Interests

I like to travel and relax. New cultures is a thirst for me. I love to learn about the beauties of the earth spiritually as well as physically.I have learned in my many years..LOL..that you just gotta live and leave the insecurity at the door. Nothing can stop you unless you let it.

I'd like to meet:

I would like to meet cool lesbian women for fun trips. Always looking for an adventure and new things. Keep baggage and negativity to a very small carry-on bag please. I cant take anymore drama I psycho-analyze enough at work and dont want to outa work.I take people for who they are, and love them for who they are. I observe the nature of people. It is a hobby of mine you can say. Everybody has silly quirks, insecurities, wounds, and oddities. That's what makes us all unique. I appreciate someone true but despise people who judge and desire to pass on the pain that they possess in their own soul from their personal trials. We all have pains, but what we do with it measures who we really are. Some take it and use it to build wisdom and resilience. I can respect that. That is a true Woman or Man to me. That is a force to be reckoned with. It is a spirit that can be free and unbridled, not tainted by deceit or taken over by selfish motives.Both feminine and masculine energy are welcomed. I am a bit cranky and snappy so hope you are easy going.

Music:

I pretty much like all types of music. I am very eclectic in my tastes. It is all about my moods of which there are many.
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Movies:

Imitation of life and dirty dancin. Memoirs of a geisha ( I love asian culture) I must of watched these millions of times growing up.

Television:

Nip Tuck, Greys Anatomy, Des Housewives. Just about anything funny.

Heroes:

Jesus, my grand mother and Emma Harte

My Blog

saying goodbye to yesterday

You cant let go of how things have been Cant say hello to a new idea Afraid to be different or expect a difference Fear has become a reality Rather than a emotion And being stagnant is a lifestyle Ra...
Posted by Be strong enough to say goodbye when its time on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 01:23:00 PST

37 days

I cant get you off my mind I miss your touch...I cant shake your smell...I ache for your kisses...I dream and I dream but it isnt enough...I want to feel you hold me in the night...I what to feel you ...
Posted by Be strong enough to say goodbye when its time on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 12:04:00 PST

Dont apologize

24 THINGS A SISTA SHOULD NEVER APOLOGIZE FOR1. Never apologize for pursuing what makes you happy. Even if you need to quit your job, transfer schools, or move across country, always do what you rea...
Posted by Be strong enough to say goodbye when its time on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 11:52:00 PST

Who the hell are you?

Something that has been on my mind lately is the way in which we tear each other down, and try to put others in a box especially as women, sadly even more so as women of color, but the kicker is as ga...
Posted by Be strong enough to say goodbye when its time on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 03:08:00 PST

Holiday blessings

This year 2006 is the first year in nine years that my parents, myself and my two siblings will be in the same place for christmas. I cant express in words how much this will mean to me.&nb...
Posted by Be strong enough to say goodbye when its time on Sun, 10 Dec 2006 11:02:00 PST

Struggles

Loving a woman is not easy. I wish they gave you an instruction book to navigate through the maze of emotional cross country trips you will take. Many say not my woman and I was one o...
Posted by Be strong enough to say goodbye when its time on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 08:45:00 PST

Trust is a figment of our imagination

It left my spirit the day I saw the truth Gone are niave dreams or unabandonded hopes My smiles are only shadows of the happiness I once felt Out of my reach is that pure bond Yes something flew ...
Posted by Be strong enough to say goodbye when its time on Sun, 15 Oct 2006 03:48:00 PST

Birthday blogs

Every year I am reminded of my grandmother near my birthday. She passed away about two weeks before my birthday in 2000. I still miss her terribly. She taught me how to be a woman. N...
Posted by Be strong enough to say goodbye when its time on Wed, 27 Sep 2006 12:01:00 PST

Madame Curie

You cannot hope to build a better world without improving the individuals. To that end, each of us must work for his own improvement, and at the same time share a general responsibility for all ...
Posted by Be strong enough to say goodbye when its time on Tue, 05 Sep 2006 09:53:00 PST

Latch key Kid

As I drive to work in the morning I see so many little children walking alone to school or standing at the bus stop and it seems so strange to me that an adult is not holding his or her hand.&nbs...
Posted by Be strong enough to say goodbye when its time on Fri, 25 Aug 2006 04:58:00 PST