It Ends Tonight |
I climb on top of my car, and roll over on my back, laying on the hood. I gaze at the stars, in wonder, my eyes reach the best of them at each corner. The classical music plays inside my car, becoming...
Posted by Jacqueline Nubbs on Mon, 05 May 2008 10:55:00 PST |
it’s a sad thing. |
I always tend to want what I can't have. It's the unobtainable that gets me in trouble. Why do I mess with flames and fire, already knowing before hand I'll get burned? And why is it that even when...
Posted by Jacqueline Nubbs on Thu, 01 May 2008 11:26:00 PST |
and again it goes |
i smell your scent each time i inhale. exhaling i breathe steady. it's not a surprise, no, that this is all I'm left with. A scent triggering memory. i suppose we're not on the same page, and I'm supp...
Posted by Jacqueline Nubbs on Sun, 09 Mar 2008 09:16:00 PST |
Five Days |
i pause the music.i want to hear the other beats, coming from this cocoon namely known as the heart. it bursts with passion,creaking open, it welcomes someone new. i watch as it skips,creating new bea...
Posted by Jacqueline Nubbs on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 11:01:00 PST |
i wish honey could cure everything |
i feel dizzy. i feel like im going to pass out. my destination train is not halting,and it's coming towards me with bright lights on my heavy eyes. i haven't cried. i have not cried.i refuse, i refuse...
Posted by Jacqueline Nubbs on Sat, 01 Mar 2008 09:24:00 PST |
freewriting is dangerous this late |
it's 11:11, let's make a wish. I'm up, and I still can't sleep. I took two allergy pills that are suppose to knock me out. Sometimes I wonder, do those who break hearts, are they part of some vicious ...
Posted by Jacqueline Nubbs on Mon, 25 Feb 2008 10:24:00 PST |
this theory;last bit of emotion |
someone told me recently that she believes that there is this theory, this theory that when someone you love, someone you like, pulls away, up or down,that just like a balanced scale, (or a seesaw), y...
Posted by Jacqueline Nubbs on Sat, 23 Feb 2008 09:23:00 PST |
three weeks--back up |
three weeks it was said three weeks we'd wait, and see how, what would play out. i was sold into believing, this might actually work. but instead it must end. colored bracelets around a wrist, r...
Posted by Jacqueline Nubbs on Sat, 23 Feb 2008 08:28:00 PST |
Relapse |
"Doctor, I'm afraid...I'm afraid I'm going to need some more medication," I plea. This relapse is killing me, and I do admit it. I tried stop staring, I tried stop searching, but I'm afraid my eyes co...
Posted by Jacqueline Nubbs on Tue, 19 Feb 2008 07:31:00 PST |
don’t censor me |
I woke up this morning, rushing myself to the bathroom. Quickly, I brushed my teeth; my mouth was dry from having it open all night long. The mucus in my nose blocks my airflow like walls of Jericho....
Posted by Jacqueline Nubbs on Sat, 16 Feb 2008 10:43:00 PST |
